Frusfrated

Some words are mean and hurtful, but you never realize that.
You just blurp out whatever that is in your mind without looking back
I rather remain silent, and keep everything to myself

Why I can speak out my mind to other people but not my closest?
Is it my fault?
Or it is just me who must change?

If I have a choice, I will not even ask for that favor
But I do not have the ability now, hence I have no choice

No matter how much effort I had put in something
It is never enough.
Why?

Even after I get a job, there are still complaints
There are always complaints no matter what I do
Get good results so what?
Get scholarship so what?
Get a job so what?
It is never good enough

It is not that I don't know how to think for myself
But it is them who thinks that I don't know how to think for myself
Think higher of me, because I am more mature that what you think

Why should I do things to please other people?
It is my life, and I will walk to path that I want to

Frustrated....

That is why I want to start fresh...Start from zero