summary of year 2007!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! i actually wanted to write my summary before year 2008..bt..miss it..soo...just forget about it..hmm..what a nice start for year 2008..counting down with my dearest friends in msn..then he actually did sms me on time although the sms reached me like 12 min after 12..but never mind..im happy enough..and alex did called me..what a surprise..what a good start for me..YES!!!! il work it through this year man!!!

okay..i can still remember last year( kind of weird saying last year though it seems like just yesterday) at the same day..i was preparing myself for NS camp..sad is the right word to describe what i felt at that time..come on..people celebrating new year and i have to go into the miserable camp..how sad..But NS turned out to be a great experience for me..minus the early fall in..the cold water..the ever oily food and the dusty dorm etc. yea..it has been like one whole year now..but everything seems to be so clear in my mind..il never forget whatever i had encounter in the camp..especially the people..(some of you may know who im referring to..so i dont have to say it out..hehe)..thats all about NS..

then stepping in to college is another thing that really change my life..im taking hotel management..something that most of the people dont aspect me to do..but this is my own decision and i dont regret a single bit. Honestly speaking..this course is not as easy as it looks..u have to work your ass off because if you dont perform, you wont score high..yes..SPM i did scored full As..so what..there are people who are better than me here..soo..still have to work my ass off..being in a college means u will meet all kinds of people and u will be exposed to all kinds of things. "things"..yes..that "thing"..haha..all the while ive been caged in a girls school..so i basically knew nothing about that "thing"..dont be surprise..im really nob in this "thing"..aiya..just forget about it..back to college..talking about people..yes..ive met people who smokes..who drinks and who constantly changes BF..its KL..what do you aspect..but Ive never stepped myself in any clubs in KL until now..im seriously serious..NEVER..maybe because i think that club is just not the place for me to hang out..especially during midnite..i might just fall asleep..and Im nob..ul never know what will happened in a club..i just have to wait for the right time..

then ofcourse my relationship with brendan..dolores just said 3/4 of my blog is about him..haha..well..i just like to write it here..so..forgive me my friends..yupe..there are ups and downs..happy and sad moments..from the beginning until now..it is really a roller coaster ride..i was very worried at the beginning because our relationship is like soooo shaky. yes.. the EX problem..i hate it..but im trying to let myself to get use to it now..i have to..and after dealing with all those EX problem..i have to deal with my own problem..haha..i have to admit that my thinking are still very childish..a little little bit il be mad at him..so he was fed up when we were in jusco that day..he was like really angry..and yea..im angry too..im angry because he is angry with me..how childish..actually im just sad that he did not think of what to give me during xmas..its sucks enough that we cant celebrate it together..and what worst is it is our 6th months anniversary..only 6 months..but for me it is important..he did said that whatever you want you just take and il pay for it..i dont want it to be this way..i want him to choose from his heart..how childish is my thinking??? then he explain to me this and that..and i cried..yes..in jusco..Oh My God!!! i just cant help it..because i realize that i am wrong and he kinda scolded me..i am not angry because he scolded me.infact..im glad he did..because that really tipped me off..as a conclusion..though it sounds like we had alot of problems together..but our relationship is growing stronger everyday..and i hope for year 2008..it would be better..cross my fingers..

my eyes are telling me that i have to go and sleep now..its almost 2am..what a miracle that i am still awake..keke..well....so long to year 2007 and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! 2008..here i come..

gosh..when is my damn interview for hilton??? ish..so freaking frustrating...tired of waiting and worrying..next week is my year end exam..GOSh!!! stress like shit man!! that day i just burst out crying and laughing in one shot..cant help it you know..bren was shocked and wanted to whack me adi for being so freaking uncontrollable. seriously i cant control myself at that moment..probably it is because i am cursedly stress out recently..or maybe i just need some way to release my unstable emotions..hmm...year end exam sucks to the max.. sooooo many subjects were crowded in one day..how am i going to survive ar..my god..somebody just come and save me!!!wah!!!