Devil and Angel

Sometimes after you heard stories from others..then you will start to think..how lucky I am to have him by my side..that is exactly what happened today...

Its not a sad story..just a complicated one..a very complicated one...So ask me..what to do..

'You want to hear from the devil or angel??' haha

Inside everyone's head there are two little small creatures name 'angel' and 'devil'...both of them will tell you totally opposite thing to do..so which one you want to listen to?? pick your choice..because your path ahead of you depends on your choice now..whether it is heaven or hell..the option is in your hand..

Normally..I am not a person who will encourage people to listen to the devil..but somehow this time..I kind of support the devil this time..ngek ngek..Anyhow...it makes me felt very very grateful for this cute little fellow who is sitting beside me at all times..muakxx...Because our choice is very simple.a yes or a no..thats all..

Felt the chemistry...Enjoy each other's company..Supporting each other's wound..Took the first step out..and our story begins...simple..its not complicating..

Today was emo-ed for somebody's being...two words..irresponsibilities and ego..I wonder how much I can tolerate?? Almost burst out today..Feel like smacking and whacking and kicking!!!! chill chill...im cool..^^

Hell is coming to town..get ready your armor and shield..its war time!!!!!! Aza Aza fighting!!!

Viva and Zanmai love

Today Viva paid a visit to our English class ( viva was at baby's place before this..so b brought it to college so we can bring him back to mentari )..hoa..our lecturer immediately got interested by viva and even carried and pat-ed him..haha..viva is so cute..muakxxx..me love love..B love love also..He was eating nonstop throughout the whole class..maybe scare until hungry already..haha

Anyway..Viva is finally reunited with pepper..once he step onto the box..he started to howl so loudly like he was saying ( Darling~~~~~ I am HOME~~~ where are you~~~~ ) Anyway..we both know that he misses pepper alot...Guinea pigs are like humans you know..if you are seperated from you loved ones..will you be emo??? haha..ofcourse!! thats why we can see that viva was hyped up when he saw pepper..

See!!! two snuggling together already..sweet~~~

They both look very alike dont they?? seriously..they are the best out of the bunch..im so proud I got viva..haha

Viva and Pepper on baby's leg..actually they are thinking how to get down..haha..its a bit too high for them..:p

Me with them..I really think we have two very photogenic guinea pigs in the house..haha..see!! they are looking at the cam..cute~~

Then we went to Zanmai at Pyramid for lunch..slurpppp~~~ It has been a time since we got there..since before we were together???? this is like 5 months ago..so Japanese food it is!!!! mumm mumm...

Salmon Maki

Look at the ammount of salmon they put in the maki..like FOC only!! gosh..It was superb~~

Stir Fried Beef Don ( Forgotten the name..sorry~~~ )

it was quite nice though..first time trying this dish..slurpppp~~Beef was quite tender and well seasoned..me likey~~

Sakura Don

As you can see from the picture...it consist of salmon, tuna, octopus, prawn ( B allergy so me sapu..ahaha) sashimi with Tamago..tuna and salmon belly can melt in your mouth wei...gosh..slurrrrpp~~~

Tamago Mentai

Chuka Idako

Us us~!

Happy 4th month baby!!!

I love my baby aaron lots lots lots..<3

Midnight Sago Gula Melaka love

Craving for gula melaka..and the best thing that goes with it..sago!!! yumm yumm

our lovely cutsie sago balls~~~~~~ yummy!!

slurpp~~~~ love love love this picture of my sago!!! who say my cam is not good!!!

and the final product after melting gula melaka and boiling sago..

SAGO GULA MELAKA..

me love love..but sago gula melaka at 12am???? its a bit crazy!! but..we love love..

and to my dearest baby darling Aaron

Happy 4th Month o...

me love love my baby alot lot!!!!

with lotsa hugs and kisses

Baby Lin

My weekend

Viva Viva..time to bath bath...where are you???

Hiding in a corner don't want to be seen huh??? I caught you!! Mandi time..

First time bathing viva and it took two person to get the job done..haha..even Aaron's Mum came and check viva out..poor thing..shivering shivering..

Okay okay..time to get yourself balut in a towel to stay warm..cute~~~~ Viva got Beckham's hair you know..haha

Baby's version of guinea pig sauna..haha..and yea..viva is clean clean..

I got all hyped up after I bath so I decided to cam whore..sorry..please bear with me..it will take some time for me to have that urge to cam whore myself..haha..

Hair to the side maybe??? not decided yet so I am still clipping my hair up..bluek..and somehow..me love this pic alot..and I have no idea why..admiring myself..perasan sial~~~~

This is how I look if I don't clip my hair up..long until can cover eyes already..

B asked me what am i doing..

Camwhoring lo..whatelse..say cheese!!!

ahaha...cute cute..sorry lo..learned from the best already..bluek..:p

oh yea..wondering why the last pic is not b?? because..I only manage to capture 5 pics..can not make it into 6..haha

The expert's turn..haha..I do look like viva in one picture huh??

Read someone's blog saying some people blog to gain attention..Well..everyone blog for a different purpose..I blog to keep myself updated and for my friends that I can not see everyday to know how am I doing..same goes another way round..I check my friend's blog to know how they are doing..what's been bothering or making them happy..

and I also blog because this is like my little diary where I keep every single details surrounding me..as years go by, I will read back my old post to remember the things that I did in the past..and trust me...one day you will be thankful for what you wrote it down in your blog..these are all memories~~~

If you are bored out by my blog..you are welcome to not read my blabering-s and mumbling-s..there are many blogs out there that are way interesting than mine..^^

Class on Saturday??

I Cc-ed..

Well..ofcourse I am not that ones who were dota-ing at FTZ..Me went there and played Diablo for awhile..got bored and started to FB and blog..ngek ngek..I dont know how to play dota or CS mer. The only games that I know how to play are Star Craft and Diablo..and so ngam star craft can not be played..aiksss..

Yes..have to talk about pool today..as i said before a few times..I am not a Ball person..I am fairly bad when it comes to anything to do with balls..example : football..Bowling ( I am the one who always sapu longkang.. :s ) Throw ball or anything to do with balls..I sucks...

same goes with pool..Many people attempted to teach me how to play pool..Chee, Diny, Jason my ex..and the list went on..and no one ever succeeded..haha.probably because I don't listen to them..but the weird thing is..since today all the guys were heading to FTZ..I suddenly thought of playing pool with Ling..and to my surprise..I really enjoyed myself..^^ I lost 2-3..but atleast i manage to hit in most of the balls..YAY!!! clap hand clap hand..So..I am not too bad with balls after all..:p

Replacement class on Saturday..not too bad after all.. at least we did had fun in pastry class..

Lucky

Watched 'Sex and the City' movie and I cried again..

This time, with a shoulder for me to lean on..

and a hand to wipe away my tears..

Have you ever felt like you are very lucky to have that special someone..

That this very person that you are looking at is the one that you have always been looking for??

Lucky because you are able to care about him

Lucky because you have the chance to love him

Lucky because he loves you too

Today..I felt really lucky..

Because you are right next to me..

and this very special person who is counting movey in the middle of courtyard alone looking like he is sitting for some financial paper,

is the one that I love

With lots of hugs and kisses

Baby Lin

Viva

MY NEW FOUND LOVE

~~~~VIVA~~~

Introducing Viva!!! our first guinea pig!!! yes yes..I just got myself a guinea pig..and we name it --

VIVA!!!

Why viva?? Because i think its nice??haha..and its a very special name..TJ even thought I got myself a car..ahaha..

Viva coming home with us in his box box..

Viva looking like a turtle..haha

Baby patting Viva..muakxx..daddy sayang hor??

Viva's partner..Pepper ( jervin's guinea pig ) see..they look so good together..haha

This is my very first time getting a pet all by myself o..and I am super excited about it..haha..and its SOO cute!!! me love love Viva and ofcourse Viva's daddy alot lot..muakxxx..

Just words

My junior commis said I look very cool to Kee Sern..

Kee Sern said..'no..she is probably the sweetest girl ever..' ( muahaha..smiling with a HUGE McD curve!!thanks kee sern..you are very sweet too.. )

I went and ask the juniors..I look very cool meh??

They said..I look very serious when I am cooking... ( haha..well..I am like that when I'm trying to concentrate in something..sorry if I look very stress..:p )

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talking to soon in MSN..then suddenly came out with this name.. why this name?? very simple ar..Aaron nick name is ace..get me??? then when google this name..really got one le..somemore origin from French ar..haha..c'est franchaise!!

ACELIN

Origine and the meaning of the name Acelin

Gender : Boy

Origin : French

Meaning : Noble and highbirth

Pronounciation in French : Ah-Seh-Leen

Interesting huh??? this word really do exist le..I thought for fun only..haha..somemore a baby's name..haha

Early birds

4.57am

and I am still awake? oh gosh.. strepsils contain caffein is it? I had a small noseblock and sorethroat which leads to mulitiple exhausting dreams reminding me that I am still awake and FB-ing..and I woke up..oh great..now how to sleep back??

5.38am

Went and watched New Moon trailer..not really a twilight fan but I really have nothing better to do other than watching youtube..why am i not really a twilight fan?? because I believe in reality..for me now..not every story has an happy ending..and a guy like that..dont really exist in this world that we are living in..a guy that is flawless and only loves you...who is destined to protect you..i am sorry if this offends any fans out there..I did not read the book so am not really familiar with the story..

I am not being negative right now..just experience taught me to be realistic and rational..used to believe in those fantasy type of love..wanted to prove to the world that first love will work..but in the end was hit hard to the ground..then wanted to believe again...that I can change a person who will love me and me only..once again..torned into pieces..and now..everything is very fine..maybe better than ever because I had found a guy that fits almost 100 percent of the person I wanted to be with forever..and ofcourse I know..no one is perfect..anything can happen anytime..but for now..I want to enjoy every single moment that we had together..and appreciate this very special person that had sneaked into my life..changed my life..and surprised me with the slightest move..

baby..you know you drew a smile on my face today eventhough you did not tempt to surprise me..and I am surprise with how happy I am just to see you when I did not expect to..I love you my dear..<3

5.50am

I am blabering in the morning..T.T..and I am getting sleepish already..FINALLY!! time to count sheeps to teman me into sleep..good morning people..and good night to me..

Random post

Sometimes in life, you are left alone

Away from others and away from your normal circle

Not because nobody wants to care for you

Just that you had locked yourself in your own inner circle

Learn how to look out of the your inner circle

Do not cage yourself in your own world

The world outside is much more beautiful than you can ever imagine

Learn how to control your own emotions

Learn how to overcome sudden panic attack

and learn how to not add on the burden on your loved ones

I am sorry

Because I had forgotten

For you who had reminded me, I shall learn and overcome it

Words and pictures

Life is like this...

Colorful and yet complicated

Don't let the one that has been waiting for you waited for too long

' Guys and Girls lied for a different reason

Guys lied to make themself feeling better

Girls lied to make their partner feeling better

It is not done on purpose

Because girls do not have the courage to hurt their loved ones

So they rather choose to bury the answer deep within '

Quoted from a drama

Long day long day

Another thursday..and another long long long day of college..from morning 8.00am until 6.oopm..aiks aikss..Anyway..I found my commis for kitchen already..YES!!! Me and b decided to go to kitchen and hunt for juniors to be our commis ( for those who don't know what is commis..commis is someone who assist you..whether in kitchen or restaurant )..to our surprise..So many volunteer to be our commis..wau..what's wrong with our juniors nowadays..haha..infact..I have 7 commis in hand..hoAA..

Classes are boring as usual..Our HR lecturer walked out of the class when teaching the topic ' Motivation' She said...since you guys are not motivated to learn, then why staying here and teaching unmotivated students..:s and then she PMS and walked out of the class.. Well..who made us unmotivated to learn..she should ask herself that..

I think I should really give Ling and hold my cam all the time..haha..because she can really snap pictures of other people..papparazi in the making..haha..most of the pictures are in FB..So if want to see see then just go to my FB..

Ngap ngap ngap!!! the ngapians..

Me kena molest!!!!!!! no good no good..haha

The ngap king...carlos!!!!!!!!! I think he really look very cute like a small kid..haha

All of us went and makan bak kut teh during break..very long did not eat bak kut teh ady le..miss miss

How hard I wish I would not be sleepy during French class..romain lettuce ar romain lettuce..can you be more lively in class??? thursday and friday..hell hell hell

I can not reformat my stupid lappie!!!!!!! arrrrrrrrrrrr..CD drive KO so me go get and external CD drive..but can not detect wor when wanted to reformat..walauye..guai la guai..be a bit more obedient...I want to help you to bath bath mer..after that you will be more fresh and clean what..I promise after you bath il sayang you more ar..so please be guai!!! :s

My new toys

My new toys!!

While walking around Pyramid that day..I found this super bright color pouches that is on clearance at Bonita..One set of pouch consists of one small and one big pouch..Two sets are sold for ten bucks..DEAL!!! choose blue green yellow and purple..^^ I wanted to post the pic of the four pouches but it just can't..sobs.. Anyway..I bought it not because it is ten bucks..but because of these ----

I have a weakness with colorful balls..^^ Nice colors right??? me love ~~

And i finally got my external hard disc and my external CD drive...YAY!!!!! I needed an external badly because I wanted to reformat my lappie ASAP...it is dying day by day..External CD Drive because My CD Rom KO already and I needed it to reformat my comp..

my PINK external!!!!!!!!!! baby said if the cable is pink i even more happy..^^

me love love love it <3

and my white external CD drive..also love..though its not pink..haha

I am not an IT person..and pretty much noob in this kind of things..so if I get all this kind of things..its something that is pretty new to me..and it kinda excites me a little..haha..I was very very happy after I bought those though it had burnt a big hole in my pocket..:s

After shopping for my new gadgets..went back to college for my first food testing for Entre..it went really well actually..ate ALOT of desserts and it kinda kicks in a little..making me and Ling a bit too hyper..haha..Now..I am a little pump up for it..YES!!! Go go fighting..

Do I have a card on my head written ' I am a joker? ' Why some people tend to look at me and started to laugh..haha..Maybe its a good thing because I am like their source of entertainment or something..^^

Well..I guess when time goes by..people will get use to some things..like when you see he/she..you will think of she/he..It is something that happens so naturally and you can not stop it..Am not emo..just thought of it and feel like writting it out..^^ No worries..

As time goes by..I slowly learned how to control my emotions by not letting it overpower me..Alot said I look really happy now..well yes..I am really happy...Why not put aside your negative thoughts and put it in a positive way..right???

Pictures of the day

Japanese Honeydew sorbet from Zanmai

Very fragrant o..you smell also sugar rush already..

Macha Tiramisu..

When I ate that time it was already half melted..but..I still felt like I was eating tiramisu cake..^^

Macha ~~~~

Random drawing from the guys during Rest Practical Class..

Duchicken~~~~ ngap!!

KY Boss being escort by two men in black..

Boss boss mau hisap???

Sweet couple in class..Tat and Mischa...

Ling took this picture..she keep complaining they are not sweet enough..sooo...Tat kiss kiss mischa lo..^^

Sniff sniff...

This is probably the most most scaring picture of the day..opps..caught in picture..

our 'dearest' HR lecturer...^^

Sexy no??

People changed as time goes by

Those two that I had once knew in the past became a total stranger to me

Who am I to judge them right?

Who am I to tell them what is wrong and what is right?

Promises that was once made were forgotten

But it doesnt matter anymore

What I can do, is close my ears and eyes

and only look at the one that is standing right before my eyes

You are who you are and nobody else

and you are not them

I believe in you

because you are Aaron..

My love

Today both of us had a ' Me myself and I' time..haha..We only had one class today so after lunch in Pyramid..I decided to stay in Pyramid all my myself to walk around and online at Starbucks..and he went back to rest whilte have some time for himself..It has been a while since I walk alone..and enjoy my own company..well..this might be a side effect from my last relationship where I always do that when he can not accompany me at times and I have to walk all by myself..Sometimes..having some time just to yourself is not a bad thing after all..

and guess what?? I went to Karaoke ALONE again..haha..the last time i went alone was because I need to release something because of break up..but this time..I went because I really feel like singing..so I went alone lo..They also look at me one kind when I say one person..but dont care ler..I enjoy then can already..haha

Talking about 'Me, myself and I' time..when a couple see each other ALL the time..as time goes by it is not a very healthy because you will get bored and tired of each other...and it certainly wont help much in a relationship..thats why it is good to have ' Me, myself and I' time to keep each other wanting to see each other after that period..then you will value your partner more when you see them..right?? Something that we had both learned from the past..^^

Music..our life

It has been a while since we both go out on a date together ( two weeks in fact..bluekk..^^) ..with only the two of us..and we really miss those times.. Since I am not going back this weekend. we decided to go and support Sunny's concert..if I dont go..i think he will be badgering me again and again until we go ..haha..

It was still a bit early before the concert starts..so we went to try Snowflakes opposite AC...it was a Taiwanese Dessert house..Amazingly it was quite packed when we reached there..almost all the tables were occupied...

They have their grass jelly series, touhua series, and also tako series..after choosing your series..you can choose your side dishes to go with it..we choose the grass jelly series to go with red beans, tako and crystall jelly..and yumm yumm..me likey..my concept --- Girls like anything that has alot of things in in because you will think it is worth it and anything that is sweet..^^ true no??

oh yes..when you had ordered your food..they will give you this cute little alien device where it will vibrate and blink when your food is ready..then you will have to go to the counter and collect your food..

and it vibrates ~~~~~sounded so wrong wei..^^

To my surprise..Ami is there also..my housemate..he was in the Acapella group..

and ofcourse..Mr Sunny Chew was the conductor of the day..

Fuh Yoh!!! Sunny conducting an symphonic band wei...not bad at all..haha..okie la..don't be so bad..he is quite good actually..and its not easy to conduct of the whole band..and he did..bravo Sunny..We are the one who is cheering wherever his name is called okay..very supportive lo..

Itula dia..Sunny in the front conducting..

Camwhoring before the concert starts..

Tasha and Calvin who came and support as well..or shall I say..kena force by sunny?? bluekk..

The concert was quite good for their first performance as a band..Of course there are lots to be improve in the future..but thumbs up to the Taylor's Symphonic Band..Clap hand Clap Hand..^^

Something out of the topic..it seems like a breaking up season recently..heard at least three couples broke up in a day..very saddening actually..aiks..feeling comes feeling goes..its part of the life cycle..just hope that they will stand up and be happy again in the future..good luck to you guys.. and apart from that..I want to tell my baby..

Me lovey you my baby Aaron lots lots lots..sayang~~~ <3

With lots of love and kisses

Baby Lin