GONG XI FA CAI

Its CNY time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GONG XI FA CAI everyone..Enjoy your holidays..as for DH 27..haha..good luck in enjoying our last break before our exams sneak in..keke..

As the festive seasons drawing nearer and nearer..I finally felt the CNY mood when I was eating in Banana Leaf in an Indian Restaurant..haha..All the lanterns and pineapple were hanging on the walls..CNY songs were playing in the background..then I realize..CNY is finally here..YES..i felt it in an Indian Restaurant..how funny..

Oh well..HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me as well...haha..not a reminder for everyone that my birthday falls on reunion dinner aka 25 January..which is this sunday..Im turning 20..sobs..which is not a good thing at all..nevermind..I am not expecting any surprises or anything as my birthday is always the same every year..So..My birthday wish..on the top top of my list..May I pass with flying colours for my exams..others..SHHH..secret..keke..anyway..the most important thing is---be happy..thats all..others..you can wait..haha..

Anyway..

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

GONG XI FA CAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thoughts

Life can be fairly simple..Or maybe I should say, life can be happy? Anyhow..this is not an emo post..nothing to do with my love life or whatever..it is just some thought that creeps into my mind..

Simple..I had said for many times..that I used to want my life to be colourful and exciting..everyday full of adventure and challenges..but the fact is..when my life is too 'exciting' and too 'adventurous', it tend to kill me slowly..therefore..I want to live the simple life now..

Why so many anger and dissapointment? Why so many sadness and crying? Is it because you tend to make your life more complicated than it has already been or you just like these 'excitements'? 

As for me..yes..I will talk and mourn about things that are not going on well in my life..this is where I lash out my feelings..sorry..but please bear with me...

I take this as a learning experience in my life..Even if it is a wrong move or bad decision..atleast I had learn something from this..and it has taught me well..Whatever it is..I will just let it follow with the flow..because the more I think..the worst it is..whether it is summer or winter..I will make it Spring..keke..what am I talking here?? I have no idea..

Love yourself more before you love someone else..or want someone else to love you..this is something that I am still learning now..<3

Hotel Trip

Im back..and Im really exhausted..sobs..Slept damn late yesterday..Woke up around 10.30pm..Then I have to rush to the KTM..As I said before..I need to go back to my hotel and get my appraisal forms for IT report which is due on next wednesday..Went with Tony and Alfred joined us after that..

Nothing special about this trip..but it kind of reminded me of the time when I was training in Elcerdo and Pacific Regency..Everyday I have to wake up damn early to catch the train..then have to rush for monorail...walk miles and miles before I reach my destination..Work my ass off everyday..and rush home late at night..and the whole thing will repeat again and again for the entire three months...how sad right..haha

I dropped by at Elcerdo for awhile..and Three of us were invited to the opening of Elcerdito..keke..but once again..three of us..sigh..Max mentioned 3 of us..not one or two..but three..sigh..I really want to go back with both of you..like what we use to do in the past..can anyone just sit down and talk this over??

Pacific regency reminded me of my nightmare..haha..I hate the smell of the staff domitory la..it is just so..pacific..haha..but at last.I manage to get my appraisal forms..thank god..but not that good for Tony..apparently..The HR claimed that Tony did not pass up the form..sad!!!! BAD MANAGEMENT!!!! and guess what..she told us..after you get your form..please leave and dont hang around the hotel!! HELLO!!!!! We are not our staff anymore..who are you to tell us where we should go??? sigh..human human..

and now..Im damn tired..wish I can sleep soundly tonight..keke..

T-I-R-E-D

Today I had a little chat with my dear old training buddy..and what she said is fairly true..Sometimes in a relationship..when It reaches a point when it is almost two years..it is a stage when cooling down takes place..and the 'trust' word comes in.. I have to put my trust to him so everything will not be so complicated..As for me..I am a person who will think alot..too much in fact..therefore..it is my mistake also..

Maybe I am still a baby learning how to walk in this love thingy..therefore I still need some time to adjust in this problem..I dont know what will happen in the future..and yea..I dont hope for too much either..

I am really sleepy at this moment..and I think I did not slept for the entire night yesterday..So Im seriously tired and sleepy..OHHH!!! this morning..I drop my left eye contacts..and I dont have any back up contacts for it..So i have to wear my right eye contacts for my left eyes..DAMN..everything is like so blurry..I suffered for the whole day in college..sobs..

So people who wear contacts..Please get a back up contacts whenever it is so you wont suffer like me..

Today lunch was fairly interesting..we had this fried laksa at SS14 during our long break..FRIED LAKSA..and it was actually really nice..haha..I am soo satisfied and content at this moment..keke..

Tomorrow..Im going back to my dearest Elcerdo to see Max and and get some information for our IT presentation during the finals..and I am going back to my training hotel to collect my appraisal forms which I should collect it last year..sooo..it is not a off day for me tomorrow..sobs..but I still get to see my manager..thumbs up!!!!haha

Just a normal without class friday

oh well..time to blog again..first week of college flies like rocket..and it is already done and over..what I can say is..lots of pressure and lots of things to do..sobs..well..just gonna take it and face it..

OH..I want to complain about something really DUMB!!!  Normally thursday we have three classes..Human Resources Management, French and our Revision class..Our 'lovely' Phylis is not around..So our class ended at 10.30am..and we have 4 hours of break until our next class..GREAT..so we wait..some went makan..some went home and sleep..all of us went back to college at 3pm ..and guess what..the class was postpone until 4.30pm!!!oh bugger!! now we have to wait for another 1.30 hours..since we have so much of time..we went and print out notes in the student lounge..then suddenly say the class cancel pulak..!&@#^*(@&$*(&#$)(*..

WE WAITED FROM 10.30am UNTIL NOW YOU SAY CANCEL!!!!!! 

oh babi..so we started to call this and that to tell them it is cancel..after ten minutes..the college tells us the class is still on..what the !@&@(*$&)(#*$!!!!!!!!!! 

NOW THE CLASSS IS ON AGAIN!! I JUST TOLD EVERYONE TO GO HOME!!!!!!&^*(@&$*#$&(

I tell you..college really suck..next time be more efficien so we can use our time wisely..not by waiting forever...assuming it is cancel and preparing to go home..then suddenly stranded in college again..haiy..

Oh well..sometimes I just dont understand about something..how can his mood swings until that scary..sometimes everything is just nice and fine..then the next time..silent and not talking to me..I wonder what I did..but realize I did nothing but nothing!!! So yea..it is hard..but guess I have to take it???sobs..

people speak people talk

There are so many kind of people in this world..and You cant expect everyone to like you..That is a fact and nothing can change that..Sometimes..there is a limit in everything..Don't aspect everyone to follow the way you want them to..this will just make other people to dislike you..

'Tolerance is the key'..Someone told me that..but it was referring to a relationship..but I guess this word can be used in every situation..

Well..why can such a small small matter snowball into such a huge matter??? I seriously don't get it..and I did not aspect this small little issue will affect so many other things..hmm...

Life can be complicated at times..I guess we just have to open one eyes and close one eyes..and everything will be alright?? Maybe worst..ohwell..just dont want to know so much..and get myself out of trouble..oui??

Alright..talk about something that matters to me..I talked to eunice just now..ahaha..welll...through video call ofcourse..glad that she reached there safely and had settled down..and she showed me the album we made for her..keke..OHHH..she did not cry when she watch my video..how sad..haha..but anyway..take good care of yourself girl!!!!!

Okay..maybe for others he can be iritating..or maybe you just hate him..but to me..he is someone special..yes..he can be mean to me sometimes..but he is just playing and fooling around with me..So i just hope that others will respect that..and don't comment on this matter..because this is my choice..It is my life..whatever that will happen in the future...let it happen..I dont really give damn because I just want to cherish this moment..Maybe I am stupid and blur..but yea..I do love him..

Hopefully today is a great day...^^..and I dont know where is the classroom..SOBS!!!!

First day!!

Term 6 Term 6..The first class was horrible...HORRIBLE..seriously..our lecturer is just so..strict!!! oh well..it is good to push us..but hey!!!its only our first class and we already have a 600 words essay..so call summarize la..oh yea..I kena quite a few times from him..mostly because I was talking..keke..my fault..

Should I start to stress myself from now on??? oh boy..Term 6..I really had a hard time finding for guest and commis this time..guess I need to go for junior hunting soon..haha..Most of the juniors I knew went for training already..So can't ask them to be my guest anymore...Sigh!!!

And I just found out that second term of Higher Diploma you have to go for training already...GOD..i really hated training..mainly because training makes me emo and makes me think of some shitty things..so yea..i HATE training..ish..

Oh PEOPLE...for those who dont really exercise occasionally like ME!!! Better warm up a little before you go for bowling..I went for bowling yesterday..and maybe because I did not wear my heels for quite some time also..My left leg was hurting like hell when I was trying to sleep..just when my left leg did not hurt that much..my right leg started to ached pulak..I have to like pull my legs in the middle of the night...It is really iritating you know..ish..

oh well..I guess I better start working on my essay..ish ish..I hate writting essay!!!!

HUNGRY!!!!!

oh boy..I am really hungry at this moment..crap..I can feel my whole body weakening right now..I NEED FOOD!!!!  I NEED FOOD I NEED FOOD!!! save me people..I NEED FOOD....I din't really eat my dinner yesterday..just cocoa and mee cup...and NOW..IM STARVING!!! nothing is in my stomach...

I NEED FOOD I NEED FOOD I NEED FOOD I NEED FOOD I NEED FOOD I NEED FOOD I NEED FOOD!!!!!

Come here food..Come here food..Come here food..Come here food..Come here food..Come here food

ARGHHHHHHH!!!!

HAPPY!!!!

Allright..everything is back to NORMAL!!! I am sooooo happy!!!!! SERIOUSLY..I am very happy..I felt like I did not see him for ages..and I cant believe I can be so happy when I see him this time..haha..I am like a small kid jumping around...

Seriously..whatever happened..I dont want to ask..and I have no intention to dig and know anything this time..I just want to look into the future and see how it goes..

I dont know whether my theory is right or not..but I can see that he is happy too..maybe it is because he can see that I am really happy..All the sadness that had occured to me for the past two weeks all just flew away..yay!!!

Maybe what other people say is true..Sometimes it is better not to stick together 24/7..Guys need their own space and time to be alone occasionally..and the most important thing of all..have some faith with your partner..OHHHHH!!!! I must not think so much next time..haha..thanks to those who reminded me that..thank you guys..keke..

YUPE!!!! So we are OKAY now..haha..I am soooo relieved and glad..haha..seriously..

Thanks to those who gave me some advice..and thanks to those to were standing by my side when I was damn emo..Sorry..Il try not to be so emo next time..and thanks again...love you guys..keke..

Bye bye Eunice

Im back in KL!! Havent blog since Eunice went to USA right??? Let's talk about Eunice's farewell..actually we wanted to give her a surprise at KLIA..so..I ignored her the whole day to create a illusion saying that forgotten about her departure..I even ask others to not tell her that we are going..

BUT...when we were in the car..driving to KLIA..our dear kar woon told us that she thinks that Eunice knew our plans already..because she so smart and sent the wrong sms to her..the sms suppose to be sent to Wai Mae..but she sent it to Eunice..OH MY..haha..but she called me when we were in the car...and she asked me whether I am following her car or not..I dont know what to answer so I started to laugh..haha..yes..our surprise was not a surprise afterall...DAMN SAD..haha..

Anyway...Eunice mum told us that she knew that we are Eunice's close friends..so ofcourse we will go and sent her off..haha..Well..all of us..we sang 'mungkin nanti', vitamin c and au lang syne for her..and YAY!!! she cried..what the hell..why am I so happy when she cried?? Well..Eunice cried quite a few times..when she was eating her chicken rice..when we sang song for her..when she hugged her families..Well..If I am in her shoes...i guess il cry too..but yea..I am not in her shoes..If it is my family..no one will cry for me lo..haha..serious!!! Because for them..the further I am...the better..this is what my mum always said..haha..and for me..going overseas and study has always been my dream..it will be a new learning experience for me..I will be really excited to go..

Alright..it is picture time-------

We took this before she started to cry..so everyone is still posing nicely..keke..

What I can say is..Me and steph..we are very alert of camera..haha..

Eunice and her families..

We took this before we went and 'surprise' Eunice..haha..

I think she reached Iowa already...I really wanted to know what she thinks of my video..haha..did she cry??? EHH..i put quite a lot of effort in that video lo..haha..just hope that she will enjoy her studies there..and dont eat too many hamburgers..keke..

Im missing her already..sobs..

1st day of 2009

IT'S YEAR 2009!!!!!!
First day of Year 2009 what you did and what you are going to do???
Yesterday..I went for a count down!!!miracle..Of course it is not in town or anything..all the celebrations were canceled..due to something..
I went to Steph's house..and guess what?? I got lost..sobs..It has been a while since I drive in Seremban..and I am ultra unfamiliar with that place..while I am driving..I am like..

'Shit..which way to go?? turn right?? turn left..oh no...wrong way..'

'What the hell are you doing!!! Stick to your lane la!!'

'OH NO?? where am I going?? Its the same round about again..DAMN'

But at last..I managed to reach my destination..my formal Bio tuition parking space..I have to follow Jason's car because I forgotten how to go to Steph's house..I have to admit..My direction really do suck..haha..

What we did?? We eat...and we play dice..yes people..DICE..Steph taught us how to play..but it is kind of fun..Steph's parents dont really allow us to drink unless we show them the 'letter of permission by our parents to allow us to drink'...so..we can't drink when they are around..But we manage to wait until her parents went out only they sneak out the bottles..Guess what they bought..Absolute Mango and Chivas 18 years..Mixtures are--- Lemon tea?? Chrysantimun Tea?? Pineapple Concentrate?? Ermm?? what are all those?? haha..

You know the guys..they like to drink..sekejap saja..everything habis..ahaha..The girls didnt really drink much..but yea..Steph was a bit 'sleepy'..and me..'sleepy and pink' as usual..Dolores..the hero of the day la!!! haha..Since there are so many tomatoes in the house..( guan shoong..me..steph and wong)..We defintely cant stay at home..So we all have to head to Leonard's house to get some air and cool down..

and guess where we count down??? Right outside Steph's front door..haha..why??Because we forgotten about the time..by the time we realize it is 12am..we are outside her door..mai as well count down there..keke..which is really special and weird..haha..and what we did at Leonard's house??? We watch some super OLD Hong Kong Drama..haha..which is quite funny..but..my mind was like flying some where..so I can't really concentrate..

and HEY..It is a miracle that my dad did not scold me for going home late..I was home like 2am..ahaha..and I drove..guess he knew that I grew up already and I should have some fun once in a while?? When I went home..I still can manage to watch Pirates of the Caribean..and I ate popiah..what the hell..haha..

what a day..OH..did I mention..I lost my way when I was driving home too?? yes..I took the LONG LONG way..I was like..ermm..where am i??? haha..The town is so quiet and empty..guess it is because of the funeral..oh well..nothing we can do about it..

What am I doing now?? Finding songs..doing card..for who??? Shh...secret..haha..Il show you guys tomorrow..keke..and Tonight is the night..We are sending Eunice off..Sobs..We have to sent her with a bang right??? I am still working on my video..Alright..guess I better work on it right now..So ciao people..