On karma

Because karma is a bitch!

People say, do not let other people ( especially not worthy people ) to affect your emotions. Well, easy to say, but hard to do. And so, I am learning how to play the invisible game now. Means that person, is invisible to me. No point trying to think positively about that person anymore, no point trying to convince that that person has some things that I can learn from. Because there is none. So why bother? If I am rude to you, be it. Because I simple don't care any more. If you have done no mistakes, I will no have something to pick on. But too bad, you keep making mistakes in my territory, which I am in charged of.

No matter how old you are, always be humble, and learn as you go. Experience can be very important, but that also depends on your attitude and how you are going to use it. No point counting the years of working and yet, at the end of the day, you let your egoism take over.

I can be nice, and I can be an ultimate biatch. To that person, I am the ultimate biatch who is always picking on him. Do I feel bad, well last time. But now, to hell I care. I am trying to 'zen' myself into not letting this person affects my emotions any more.

I am doing my job, and I am always trying my best to not make any silly mistakes. Motivating myself to do better each day, and trying hard to maintain it. This is all I care, and what I should only care. Not on what other people feel or how they think of me. It should be me and me only. Well, if I do make any sense at all.

Anyways, that's about it!

A walk into memory lane, thanks to FB

Just some funny pictures I found...( Damn, I have taken ALOT of pictures and I can't even remember clearly when was it taken. )

B is quite photogenic no?

=)

Another picture of my cute darling..cannot resist myself. haha

Huggies

Peekabooo

Some artistic picture taken by me

Somehow, I still love this picture..haha

Haloweeeeeennnn

Gone la our image..hahaha

What happened in Paris stays in Paris..

Nanannaa..sing the happy song

I think I was mad at something..hahaha

Looking innocent..I think..haha

When it was reeeeally cold

=)

And the best thing is, I found a reallllly old picture of myself when I was in Form 4. Here goes nothing

This was taken when I went to Japan for my student exchange program. I was realllllly chubby, wore some round and ugly specs, and with some really funny hair. haha. Nevertheless, It was a really good experience

One more picture please. This was taken at Tokyo Tower. =)

Now I have to run and hide myself for posting all these pictures..haha..

Nahhhh...nothing to be ashamed of. =) =)

And yes, the chubby little baby is me!

Just, Pissed

I AM SOOOOOO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOWWWW! Gosh! Please let me release some steam.

For one whole year, I have been trying my best to maintain my work performance. I am punctual ( WAS NEVER LATE!! ) for one whole, trying my best to do my best and never slack. Yes, I can be pretty 'chiong' or in another words, work very hard, but this is who I am!

I, am a pretty egoistic person I must say. If it is my mistake, fine I will accept it. But why should I wipe other people's ass? WHY! WHY! Gosh! I am loaded with things to do, go here go there, do this do that, but why are others so free? WHY!

I am young, and I should be climbing my way up fast. And I am working for it. But, it has been one year plus. If I am not doing a good job, slacking, then fine, I accept it. But, oh well. Maybe I am still not mature enough, maybe I can't handle certain things well. Just.....my motivation is going down. That's all.

Well, writing is a really good way to release steam I must say. I am not angry anyway. Time to head back to my paperwork. Le sigh!