Another B word

One post before im off to study...just one..okay???? =)

Trials results are out...and everyone seems to be pretty 'ahem' about their results...lecturers were concerned..even I was concerned...suddenly felt the pressure of the exams started to filled up my chest...when I got my results.. wasn't really surprise..neither very satisfied nor satisfied..can do better...so fighting people!!!

I don't know about others..but maybe there are tonnes of same cases like that out there..but from what I observed is..this kind of problem always happened to Aquarius yea??? I don't understand..she don't understand..and I bet a lot of people don't understand...So who to blame?? not the gf definitely...the bf?? hmm..either you trust him or not trust him? Either he be honest with you or lied to you...If he choose to be honest with you and did not response to her..then...he should be fine..then what about that girl who has a bf herself and choose to go out with a guy who has a gf or sweet talk with him??

Tell me...why want to disturb other people's bf when you KNOW VERY WELL that he has a gf?? or..why do you need other guy to comfort you when you yourself has a bf??? hmmm...long distance so you can fool around with other guys when your bf is not around??? If that girl doesn't know that this guy has a gf..then okay... forgivable..because its the guy who is hiding from her..but she knew!!! perfectly well..said want to stay away from their relationship..but in the end..keep coming back??? stay as friends..but there is a fine line between a friend and something more than that..sweet talking is unacceptable!!!

I say..the most innocent one would be that girl's bf...did not know anything..and trust her blindly...sigh...

I hate this kind of situation..hated it SO much..know your limits..always keep a distance from people who has a partner already.. even though you two were very close before..no matter how the gf said she won't be jealous..somehow..its just in a girls nature to be one...Especially when you are a friend to her...ESPECIALLY that...because once you cross that line..there is no more friend for both of you...

'Trust' is another big word that must exist between a couple...hated this word before..and trying to be friend with this word now..because with 'trust'..you two can go miles...

but anyways...'Lets just fall in love again'

p/s love this song...sweet sweet...<3

p/ss its time to study and be serious...=)

Overly exposed??

I just read back a post that I once got long time ago which sets me on fire..it just feels so good to shoot back...of course in my personal little space where no once have access...just need to release it out a bit though it was a past tense long time ago...but I bet when you guys read it..you will know why am I on fire when I read those again...was thinking should I post it up right here?? though I am a bitch..but I am not an ultimate bitch..but maybe if you want to see it..just ask me in person...=) I would not mind to share it at ALL...

Yesterday when going out to eat..there was a girl standing at the back of me speaking in Mandarin...she was telling her 'bf' or something that whenever she lines up..people in front sure turned their  back and look at her...So I was thinking myself..

'Wau..what a perasan girl...she thinks she is that hot huh??? '

then I was so tempted to turn back and look at her...because I wanted to know how 'hot' is she?? then in the same time..I do not wish to give her the satisfaction that what she said was true...so I tried and act like I need to turn to my back to see something else...turn left turn right...haha...but in the end..she is quite pretty with her thick make up...wearing a fairly low cut dress that exposed everything...maybe thats why people turned their head to see her...because it is a free show...

A lot of people tells me..people wear so short or so less to show mer..so when they want to show..of course they know others will be looking...very true...

but when you have short legs like me..the only thing you can wear is short skirt no??? imagine short legs with long skirt covering knees...ohhh...I will appear like a dwarf...what I will say is..know your asset and wear clothes that will cover your flaws and flaunt your assets...^^

Yesterday it was our 9th month together...went out dating!!!! yay!!! though we see each other almost everyday..but going out for a date is different you know?? and we do need some relaxation between the exams...love love

us us us...=)

B said I look okay when I smile like this...hmmm...

Miso Soup...all time favourite

Unagi Don

and oh..I forgotten to take my chicken katsu curry rice...=)

Finals starting on thursday..guess I won't have time to update my blog till exams are over..so wish me luck people!!!!! loves...

The Baby

My trials were officially over and done...ended with a bang!!! ^^v no idea hows the results will turn out but anyway...finals are more important no??? Theory papers are okay okay...just that stupid HMCS papers which everyone hates...better go work on my cash flow and acct soon...DOLORES!!!!! why la why!!!!! teach me!!! haha..:p others were pretty fine...can do..

Practical was awesome though.. Adrenaline rush gao gao for both exams...just bang bang bang and done!!!! J'ai fini!! =) Kitchen we got the easiest ingredient and imposed dish...which is egg salad and fish...everyone saw the question also smiling non stop...finished all my dishes earlier than expected...tasting wise..i hope it was fine...the chefs never comment in our dishes though...Just hope that for my final I will get fairly easy ingredient as well..or should I say...NO GATEAU !!!!!

F&B practical..heard damn a lot of rumors about it..many cursed after the exam..some even cried after coming out...which makes me feeling a bit nervous before my exam...hoping badly I won't get training or evaluation on laying table cloth. Seating the guest or even bidding good bye..haha...YES...I know all those are the easiest...but because it is a simple task...not much you can do on it..you can not be creative much...steps are simple..and you have to dig questions for the commis...in the end...I got sales and nego with Pn Siti first..which gave me a kick start..know she was the toughest among all and I must not go wrong in sales..which is one of the workshop I have more confident in...she tried and tackled me a few times...know she was listening to my response..tried my best to be cool...made her laugh because of my persistence...and 30 min just gone like that...Pn Siti can be a real tough cookie...but you must know that she is not there to bring you down..but to get you ready for finals..she tackle you..you retaliate..of course...don't crap if you don't know...thats all...thats the rules of F&B I guess...confidence can bring you a long way as B said...not over of course...

Other workshops was fine... sensory analysis training...had much fun in it...Realisation of technique in creating my own cocktail...interesting...and evaluation on wine opening...something that I am quite familiar with...So overall..it went on smoothly for me...and I do believe its the luck of my baby guinea pig!!!! wheee~~~~

After a fairly long wait...vivi finally gave birth to A guinea pig..yes..only one...

SEE~~~~~~ how cute!!!

All we heard was just a 'oink' and thats it..once we woke up...there is an extra fury creatures in the cage!!! He/she can hardly walk yet and still scrambling around...Viva was So scare and anxious and I think he doesn't know what to do or react...but too bad..it was around 6.30am and we have to rush to college for F&B exam...

and when we reach home..this is what we see!!! A dry baby guinea pig running around with Viva and Vivi...Oh my!!! how can baby guinea pig grow so fast!!!! in just a few hours time..he/she can run and jump around already....cute sial!!! hahaha...

Sharing a tender moment together with Vivi...cute~~~~

See how small it is now!!! Give it three more months..and I am sure it will be almost as big as Viva and Vivi...

and what is the name?? Guava!!!!! muahahaha...oh well...we came out with the name because at first...Viva and Vivi do not like to eat the vege we gave them..and to our surprise..they eat guava..so we joke and say if Vivi got baby..we will name the babies Guava and Guavi...since there is only one baby that came out..then Guava it is...=)

Very long did not camwhore already...so please bear with me yea..got the urge to camwhore somehow..hahaha...

My baby...

so fake!!!! :p oh yes..I was trying to look as if I am not looking in the camera and am not taking myself..

Very long never use the nose strip already..while putting it on...mai as well camwhore with it...Baby also put ar..but then he did not put on his shirt in the picture we took..the weather is damn hot la...and I am sure he will be shy if I put it...so just me!! =)

Hey..I can take pic like a jap too!!!! act kawaii and all..muahahhaha

and their typical pose...peace sign with open mouth..who say I can not do...muahahhaa

I thought I can not take picture while lying down...cause I think my face will look fat..but it ain't too bad no??? =)

and oh....happy 9th month anniversary to us!!!!! both of us thought it was 10th at first...haha...=)

I love you baby Aaron...=) moi suka and moi love...muakxxx

Brother

The weather is officially being such a B now and i HAVE to blog about it....oh kill me kill me....How can it be so damn hot until like this....its like the whole KL is a freaking huge oven cooking thousands of human cakes and confirm overcook that type....sorry for the language...but ma de ~~~~~ =(

other than the horrible weather...im pretty relaxing at this moment because my trials theory papers are over...and now left practical exams...wheeeee~~~ but...finals to be coming soon...oppsss..can not wait to finish my exams...holiday and work!!!! yeah..money money come come...=) after that...more holidays....YES!!!!!!!!!

HMCS paper is another huge biatch...made me headache like sial in the MPH..can not wait to finish my papers and run away from the hall...luckily applied science isnt that hard...thanks pierre....thanks for not giving us tom yum questions....

and oh...my bro is officially studying in Inti Colllege...taking my dad's course which is quantity surveying....its Jun im talking about...oh oh!!! hahaha...I have no idea how it would feels like to have your own dad to be your lecturer in class... Imagine this..

If you have question to ask...

'Ba...ermm....sorry....Mr Yeaw...wo bu ming bai zhe ge...'

' Jun...english in class please...'

'oppps....* paiseh gao gao * '

Then when you want to kao lui...

' Jun...concentrate in class please...we need to talk about you kao-ing lui in class at home later...'

Or maybe this if you trying to court a girl...

'Jun ar..this girl not good you know...she always fail in class..so many of my students are her bfs...not good not good...'

And this is the best...

' Ba..I did wrongly in the test today..can I change the answer?? I dont want to fail...'

'mei you wen ti...' means no prob....^^

how nice yea???? =)

Update

okay okay...long since I updated my blog...im sorry and je suis desole..my lappie can not online so dont really have chance to update my blog without b seeing me to...:p not because I will write something that he can not see..but im shy you see...and oh yes...my exams are like...tomorrow!!!!! shoots....and honestly...though I want to be nervous...but I dont seem to be...oppsss...had went through most of the notes...not sure whether I can still remember it all...hope I can..*cross my fingers* I suppose to be nervous...but I think I got influence by B to be calm now...so...we shall see how it goes tomorrow...=) wish me luck...

What have been going on recently....

Mexican Night....=) 

Yeap..decided to cook together for B's parents....so Mexican night it is...

We have garlic tortilla,nachos pineapple salsa and also chilies....oh yea....super satisfying meals which makes me lie on the bed and say...oh...im so satisfied...haha..I really did that okay!!! 

Long time did not camwhore already...so here is us...again...=)

While waiting for lecturer to come for class...we decided to go to ECA lounge to chill and play some game..and guess what??? scrabble!!!! oh yea...long since I played this..and I got to say...its had used up alot of my braincells...and see what I got!!!

yea...LIN GAO!!!!! nice one....=)

Then...the class we never fail to sleep even until the very last class....fuh...first time I sleep so peacefully in class lo..normally il be damn guilty or so...

Studying of course...since exam is just around the corner..its time to study study..while studying marketing..we actually found something interesting and cool to take picture with...=>

cute baby cute....=)

and me of course..but then...looks so sleepy though...

Parking in Taylors is definitely taking a toll on the students...if we really can not find parking..some of us have to double park..and this is what happens when you double park...

Taylors students ar.....

Last kitchen practical class for everyone...no more kitchen class in degree class...so randall decided to make focaccia for us instead of doing tarts....

Like baby pigu only...cute cute...

and this is how it turns out....nyum nyum....everyone ate until damn full lo...

Last FnB class....ohhh ohhh..im so going to miss FnB classes...been doing this every term since Diploma..though it can be boring at times..but I miss working with everyone....service service...haha..now we can only observe other people doing though...

cold pic of me and ling...haha..feels like going to kill someone yea...

and the angels in the class....=)

oh..ling said this is my favourite pose...well..I think I do have a killer look here...=)

Talking about team work...haha..on the left...B's car..and on the right..ngaps car...see how close they are...oh well..its one parking space used by two cars...thankgod we have viva yea...

Anyway...gonna be pretty busy soon as exams are attacking us right now..so I wont be blogging for awhile unless my laptop can online magically which I doubt so...so im sorry people...it seems to kill my mood for blogging...

I know I should be pretty stressed up right now...I used to be..I would be like freaking out and scrambling everywhere because of exams..but this time..im taking it pretty cool..im planning to watch TV after this though..hahaha..see see!!! I had changed...thanks to who??? to my b lo..he made me calm...ohhmmmmm~~~

oh well...got plenty to say until I got nothing to say...higher diploma is finishing pretty soon..and I think I will miss everyone dearly..70 percent of our badge wont be continuing I think...aiksss... A lot of people said they miss diploma times..I do of course at times..I miss serving...I miss Cat and Diny actually..but oh well..different option already...so its pretty normal to not able to be close...I miss training..wait..let me emphasize...haha..I miss the fun part of training...not the tiring part...=) they said diploma times there are not so many conflicts..of course it is like that..because you are just starting to know each other..and all you want to do after high school..is to have all the fun you want...when you reach higher diploma...you have to start thinking where you want to go to further your studies..your future...who you want to married...when...haha..all those...then when it comes to work...you know who you can work with the best...and who you can not work with..so this is when conflicts occurred...life...is a learning process no?? and everyone grows up...

Like I miss high school...would you want to go back?? of course you want to...it is when everyone is pretty naive..and other things doesnt really matters...but one day..we still need to grow up..and start to think about everything...either it is beautiful or ugly...its all in your hand...

Anyway..wanted to say sorry sorry sorry...sometimes I just hate being a girl...why our mind have to be so complicated yea?? haha..don't get it...thousands and millions of apologies for being the silly and stupid me...and billion and zillions of appreciation to you for not being emo and angry at me...Really appreciate that..you are probably the best best and special guy that I had ever met...because I know..if its not you...other would have be extremely mad at me already..I should steal some of your super high toleration...muakxxx...

I love you Baby Aaron...muakxxxx

For you...I double swear v^^v

From the begining

I just went through my old post just now...and i realize a few things...my blog is almost four years old now...@@ I did not know I had been blogging for so long...haha

Then I started to read the the posts that i wrote before both of us started...and I wrote this ::

'Aaron said..if I learned how to stand up for myself in every aspect...I will loose my lin-ness..' 

and yes...back to where we just started to talk to each other...ohhh...how I not miss that time and how I miss that time..haha..Why I don't miss..because that time i was extremely emo and wasn't being fair to B at times...I wish that time when we just started...i was totally DONE with 'that fellow'..screwed it..I was being honest with B and told him I might need some time...and now when I think back..DAMN...I was being such a bad gf...=( sorry darling...i am really sorry... what I miss?? definitely the courting days..whether I am the one who took the first move or B is the one...it doesnt really matters now...( though I will still claim is me from time to time.=) ) 

I am a slow person in sweet talking...I still remember I said this to B before we started.. So do you mind if I call you dear? haha..yes people..I asked him first before calling him dear...After we started...I am still slow of course..haha...you think what??? just only started then straight run to darling baby all those meh?? haha..I am not that kind of person lo..I still need some time to memupuk the love...oh yeah~~ yeap..slowly slowly from dear to dear dear to baby..to b to baby darling...anything that we are comfortable with...

I know...sometimes I tend to write about it all the time in my blog..but..rather than me being emo..i believe that most of you want me to write about something that is happier right??? when I read back all my old post..I feel like whacking myself badly at that time..what a dumb girl I was yea...haha..

Love is about giving and take...Sometimes you change..sometimes he changes..but like he said..whether it is good or bad..all you want is he'she to accept you as a whole,,,

Sometimes you may just sit back and think..why is he not doing this..and why is he not doing that..I used to do that too...but what's  the use of you doing all the thinking that is messing around in your head.. making you teared every single time..tell him..talk to him..he needs to know..to be frank..most of the guys ( not you darling..muakxx you read my mind all the time...no fun la no fun..haha ) are blur..they dont know how to read girls mind...unless you tell them...if not they really won't know...

Last time...I obviously keep everything in my heart..because I know..once I speak out my mind..we will ended up in cold war...So instead of telling him...I wrote down in the cards that I took from Elcerdo..and il keep it in my cupboard...obviously it was the end..but when I came back from Kuantan..I realize he wrote something somewhere...he said..why did you keep everything in these small cards..you should have told me..oh well...that time it has no effect on me at all..because we were over and done..but it had certainly taught me a lesson..always tell your partner how you felt...what is wrong...

Therefore now..I always have this heart to heart session with B...(I called it heart to heart ) where I asked him about everything..everything that I don't understand in the past..his past...then sometimes my frustrations...be it good or bad..I will tell him everything...and he has always been patient with me..telling me everything that I want to know...I always asked him...did I do anything wrong in the past few months...Did I make you emo? Reason why is because sometimes..guys will tend to keep everything to themselves also...they felt like its their responsibilities to bear...they don't want you to be emo..So they won't tell unless you ask...

I don't know whether it works for every couple out there..but for me..it had been awesome..because I know what he wants..I know what I should not do..I know what are his limits..I know how to treat him...

For me..he had been the most awesome bf in the whole world...I said before..I dont want money..( I can earn that myself when I start working )..I don't want alot of gifts ( but at certain time...gifts can be quite romantic ^^)..I just want someone to care about me..to lend me a shoulder when I need one..To hold me tight when I fall..and someone that loves me for who I am...and B had done most of it for me...and thats why..I am not afraid of showing to the world how much I love him...

I know I will be yours forever if you keep believing in that..=)

and oh darling...je t'aime <3

Dear

Its been a while since Ive stopped blogging, and the real reason is really actually because im lazy =p.

But that does not mean that I wont ever compose anything for you. Its just that I want to do it when you least expect me to do. Then there's an essence of surprise in it no?

With all my heart, mind and soul. My love for you is second to none and can only be rivaled by yours in return.

I may have said everything there is to know, but still I just want you to know that love wasnt such a great thing until I met you. Throughout our 8 months, regardless of the degree of change in me, I certainly have changed myself to adapt myself to you. Be it good or bad, I hope I am up to your full acceptance.

I am doing all this because...

I want to be the best for you.

I ensure everything that I do for you is to make you happy.

I constantly try my best to bring you the happiness you deserve.

I will always try make your tears go away. ( Tears of joy doesnt count =P )

I will never want to see you sad.

I want to experience the future with you.

I enjoy the times we have spent together.

I have no regrets loving you.

I have made my decision that you are mine forever...

..and the list can go on and on, but the main thing is, you are my world and I will never want to see you ill.

I cannot survive without you.

Our minds are so alike, that we dont even have to finish many sentences to know our motives. 

I am blessed to have met you, for you are my heart's strongest desire.

You're my one in a million, never to be replaceable.

With love,

I Love You.

Baby Aaron

cliche

Sorry people for the lack of updating...my stupid damn laptop had gave up on me...=( not really gave up..but I can not access to the net...not sure what is the problem..but see...can not log in to internet might as well throw away the laptop right??? oh well...either its time to get a new lap top..or I shall try and repair it..but seriously..I dont see a point trying to fix it...its already KO-ing anyway...anyone?? can sponsor me a lappie??? even a HP mini shall do...I dont mind...

Another reason for lack of updating...nothing much is happening right now..except that my final term in higher diploma is coming to an end in one month time..and I am getting pretty frisky because of exams...opps...I really should get going with my studies wei..but motivation mana??? haha..maybe the failure of my lappie is a sign for me to concentrate in studying..

I really have to say..almost one year had passed since I started higher diploma...wau..really wau...put a side that I am getting older fast...and put a side that my exam is coming fast...I had known so many new people in one year time...during my diploma times..I rarely know any people out of my diploma badge...what more DC ( Culinary ) badge right?? the ones that I remembered was the ones that had tried talking to me..haha..or the ones that I talk to because of food promo...For example..haha...I know you might read my blog..but still will say this..Calvin..yeap...I remembered him because there was once in the library..he said this to me :: wau...you have a blue eyes...( something like that..hahaha ) and yea..that was my first time wearing blue contacts so I am pretty much flattered..and then here comes wai kheng and andy..probably because andy's group had the same practical class as I do..and both of them are always together in college..so I can somehow remember them...Carmen..I rarely talk to her either...knew her because she had the same practical day as I do..I asked her to help me to sharpen my knife once..and I think she is really pretty...=)Kee Sern..I knew his name..but don't know him in person..because my friend told me he is one of the top student in DC.. then the ones that had work together with my group for food promo...and thats it...no one else...

yeap..call me a jakun..call me a loner..but..sometimes I don't really like to step out of my comfy zone...don't ask me why..probably I felt intimidated to talk to them...because sometimes I felt like...scare?? I don't know..haha..or maybe i like walking around with my eyes close...=) not to say the old campus is damn huge..its pretty much small and people tend to bump into each other very often..but ME...seriously...I have no memory of my darling at all..=( its like he is a new student in higher diploma or something..haha..then yesterday when I went through my hard disc, I found him in some of my pictures.. of course not in the picture with me..but in the background...then it gave me a slight cliche..wau..he is less than a meter away from me..and yet I can not remember him at all..what kind of human I am??

Told him that..and he said..so near and yet so far..=) pretty true..I guess if I had known him earlier..we probably won't be like this today..everything is about the right time..and the right person..right??

Then these few days I keep having some bad dreams...which set me into thinking...

'I...Yeaw Zhi Lin..will not do anything..or say anything to make my baby emo..'

yeap..because I know in my dreams how hard is it for me to go through that..I was like freaking emo-ish in my dreams..crying like some mad lady... regretting like hell..and wish I can turn back time..and when I woke up from my dreams..I turned my head..find for my b..and said to myself ' Fuh..luckily it was just a dream.' even when I start thinking about it when I am awake..tears will start to swim around my eyes...I can not even imagine how am I going to go through it...so...NO NO NO...I WILL NOT DO ANYTHING OR SAY ANYTHING TO MAKE MY BABY EMO!!!!! thats a promise I made to myself..=)

and oh...our final FnB practical class..=( I got to say...I will miss it alot and alot..we had a lot of fun during class and certainly enjoy making fun of ourselves..had much laugh and had much fun...this will be our last last FnB class in our life..no more practical classes in degree...sigh..sigh...

To end this post..I shall end it with this picture of us...=)

=)

will miss everyone...=( 

and oh..baby...you know I love you lots...=) 

Joo Ee 21th

Time for some update...before talking about anything or anything..the weather is really a killer and im scare il get sick real soon..hope it wont of course..touch wood...

TIS is done..passed up..finished...and i guess everyone is really relieved...well am I not so excited..probably because it had passed a few days...and am not feeling the excitement no more..but last Thursday...i was SUPER happy..no more torturous brainstorming...no more searching for things you can never find on the net...and yea...its over..and here come oral defense during the finals..im sure most of us will do great in that..because we BDH talks alot right??? =)

This week rushed back for what??? for Joo Ee's Birthday lo...she already invited all of us during CNY..so of course must go and celebrate her big 21 with everyone...This time it was quite special for most of us..as bf-s are invited as well...haha...yeap...our very first gathering + bf-s...Last time...we thought of having something like this...but it never really worked..probably because that time not really assure of everything yet...but this time..we finally get the chance to do so..

Celebrating Birthday in Karaoke..first time for me..and its quite fun though...well..I know B wont be shy so am not worried..ngek ngek..I have faith in you darling..muakxxx..CY?? under CKW's influence for almost three years... of course will inherit her singing skills la...hor kar woon??? im praising you you see...=) Jason in another hand..though he don't sing..but him coming with dolores is already a super big step for him..so a big applause for him as well..=) and oh...the bday girl's bf...first time for all of us to see him actually..i bet eunice also will be very excited about it..wish you are here eunice...=( but honestly..I felt happy for both of them..i really do..probably in the past I never seen them together before..so I can not really imagine her and her bfbut...now...I must say this...I wish both of you all the best in the future..lovey dovey forever yea...

Joo Ee and her bf

Kar Woon with her bie...

Me and Wai Mae

Dolores and Jason...

hahaha..siapa lagi...:p

us us us..missing one ofcourse...eunice cepat balik..we all miss you!!!!

All of us...Tzyy Jia and Jason went back earlier though...

 Last but not least...this...

Happy Belated Birthday to you Joo Ee...love ya lots...

Girls

Taken from one of the link in Facebook


一个女孩上自习,太凉了,
There is one girl who went for tuition, its too cold, 


她发短信让男朋友去送衣服给她,男孩打游戏拒绝了.
She texted her boyfriend so he could sent her a sweater, but he refused because he was busy with his game


这件事让她郁闷了两天然后气消了,
This had made her emo for two days then she got over it


虽然是件小事,不会影响两人以后, 但是她说,
Maybe it is just a small problem and it won't affect two of them, but she said,


她会记住, 以后自习一定会带衣服,
She will always remember that next time when she goes to tuition she will always bring her sweater


如果哪天忘记了, 即使冷死,也不再会叫他送.
If ever she had forgotten, she would rather die of cold than asking for his favour


很久以前,一个女孩某天夜里,
Long time ago, there is a girl at a certain night


心情特别低回,特别想念某个人的安慰,
Had a bad mood, misses someone's comfort all out of sudden


然后半夜时分,打电话给他,说很想听他说话,
So at midnight, she called him and wanted to hear him talk


电话那头的他从睡梦中醒来,不耐烦的敷衍她.
In the phone call, he just woke up from his dream and ignored her


从此以后,她再没有伤心无助时给他打过电话.
Ever since then, she will not call him when she felt helpless


我发现女孩身上有一种猫性.
I realize that girls have a certain charasteristic of a cat


小猫在撒娇或者做错事的时候,需要别人的安慰和教导,
When the cat is manja-ing or did something wrong, they would need a person to comfort them and teach them


如果这时主人打击了它,它会狠狠记住,不会再犯.
But if the owner dissapointed them, they will remember forever and will not repeat it


女孩,有着猫一样的自尊.特别是陷入爱情里的女孩...
Girls have a pride like a cat, especially those who fell in love


在别人看来无关紧要,其实需要呵护,
In other people's eye. it may not be important, but for them, they need all the care in the world


因为爱,已经让她的心变得柔软.
Because of love, it made their heart soft


她的这一点自尊,其实是要你对她的在乎.
Her pride wants you to care about her


有时候女孩需要一个男孩,就像逃机者需要降落伞,
Sometimes when a girl needs a guy, its like a passenger who needs a parachute to escape


如果此时此刻他不在,那么以后他也不必在了.
If at this moment, he is not there, then in the future, he is not longer needed


真的,就是这样！
Really, just like that


如果哪天猫咪用坚定的眼神看着你说我可以的时候，
If one day the cat uses a stern eyes to look at you, they are telling you that they can


那么猫咪已经做好了离开的准备了!
 And the cat is already preparing to leave


女孩是要独立，
Girl wants to be independent


但是独立到不再会对你不讲道理的撒娇任性，
But if she is independent until she do not manja you for no reason


不再会无厘头的缠着你，
Until she do not stick to you all the time


你觉得你对于她同路人还有多大区别呢?
Then what is the difference between her and a stranger?


女孩的猫性不是每个男孩都有幸看到的，
The cat-ness in a girl is not seen by every guy


因为喜欢你，在意你才对你发出特有的咕噜噜声，
Because she likes you, care about you only she will have her own sound


其他人只能听到猫喵喵叫，
Maybe to others, what they heard is just miao miao miao


而这一声咕噜噜只是为你而生，
But this special sound is only created for you


有几个人会明白呢？？
How many people will understands?


如果有一天
If one day


我们慢慢发现自己可以一个人玩都不觉得闷
We slowly realize that one person also wont be bored


很久不捏他也不会手痒
Hand wont be itchy even though did not tickle him for a long time


只是静静的待在他旁边
Just stay by his side quietly


不再想着法儿去玩它
Will not find ways to play with him


谁能知道那时的我们该有多难过呢
Who will know how sad we were?


男孩总会说女孩无理取闹
Guys always say girls are unreasonable


说女孩没事找事
Say even though there is nothing, but we still find something to dig


说女孩不讲道理
Say we are unreasonable


说女孩不可理喻
Say we are unbelievable


为什么不去想想
Why don't you think in this way


她在对待别人的时候
When she is with other people


为什么不是这样的态度
Why isnt she like that?


没错
Yes


如果有一天
If one day


她不再对你撒娇
She wont manja with you


她不再缠着你跟你要这个要那个
She wont be sticking to you saying that she wants this and that


她不再因为你的任何事情微笑或者皱眉
She wont smile or grin because of you


那么
Then


你就永远的失去她了！
You had lost her forever

Happy Belated Chap Goh Mei

Break from TIS!! =) oh well..I am almost there now..so its time for me to relax my brain for awhile and get more sleep...I need more sleep...sleep sleep...first..I would really like to complain about the horrible weather for the past few weeks..urgh...and this is what I get ==

I know..not a good scene to be seen...but still!!!! I was not exposed to the sun more than an hour a day..and yet I get sun burn..horrible or not??? KL is like a huge oven now...damn damn...all you feel is hot..then you sweat...even when you are doing nothing..you sweat...damn GG right?? stupid weather..

Alright..Happy belated Chap Goh Mei everyone!!! =) Went for Japanese Buffet lunch with families at Genji located in PJ Hilton...I always thought PJ Hilton is old and nothing special..and to my surprise..its quite nice...renovation was done and it looks pretty modern now...

Food shall we??

The food was not bad...the sashimi are great and super thick compare to the ones you get in sushi king and sakae sushi..slurrppp~~

Quite a few people said B and Jun looks alike...So what do you think??? 

2010 CNY finally ended yea...and I am super glad that this year CNY I get to spend most of the time with my darling...love it...hope that every year will be like this...=)

I think that this is a very nice picture that I took...so have to post it here...and oh..the little girl at the back there is my cousin sister..and she looked so cute here...=)

I can not wait to finish my TIS so I can go out and celebrate 'I had passed up TIS'!!!!! 'everyone seems to be pretty stressed up with it..but amazingly...me and B is quite cool and calm about it...maybe I am really affected by him already...getting cool with everything..=) which I am pretty much happy about it..

A message for thee

Dear Baby Aaron,


I know I cried alot these few days...minus the one i cried for the German Shepherd in 'I am Legend', the one I cried for Kevin two times in a row for Biggest Loser Asia..and yea....the last one..which is pretty much because of you...=(


I don't know about other people...I don't know about anyone else..but..since I am young ...not to say my family got problem...I can not really feel the love by my parents..probably because they used to stress me a lot..and they have problem expressing the way they care about me and my brothers...Of course, I have my girl friends that are very close with..so they are the ones who I shared my problems with...


Then when stepped into college...those two years ( the dark period I shall say )...not to say i was not cared...but...I can not really feel the 'love' at most of the times...friends love yes...but 'love' love...no....


So now..when everything is good..everything is great...I am happy...you are happy..and everyone is happy ( I hope )..I just felt at that moment..that why am I so lucky to have met you...to have the chance to know you and fell for you...Seriously, after I met you...I had been making great decisions that had made me happy until now, I had been not emo for a long time..I had been on the right track all this while...my parents and slowly caring about me and my brothers in a different way..and my elders are very satisfied with my choice now which is a total relief to me...because all this while I had been worrying about what would my parents think..all these are totally different from my past...


I don't know how many thank you I want to say to you..I don't know how to say how lucky I was to have you by my side now...I certainly don't know how to tell you how much you meant to me and how much I love you...I guess words are really not enough to express my feelings..and..thats why I cried...


How will my life been if I have not met you?? Will it be in a mess??? Will I be as happy as I am now??? 


I doubt so..


I don't care if people say I am too over in expressing myself in my blog..or FB...but...If you have met someone that had changed your life so drastically...You would want to thank this person every single day of your life...


At the same time, I felt guilty for being a typical woman...if there is nothing..then go find something and dig dig dig..then dig already...felt soooo 'berangin' inside..you are emo but you know you are emo for nothing..conflicted in and out..then after awhile..felt really dumb about it...and yes..I felt really dumb about it now...and I felt sorry..because I know WELL about your feelings for me..and yet I still go find something to make myself emo..girls are girls...sometimes I wish I will think like a guy...sorry darling...but I did not emo in front of you ar...haha


So yes darling....I love you..like ALOT....muakxxx


Your love,
Baby Lin