im bloody tired and sick now..what the hell..i can hardly talk and speak probably today..ish..blame the fried soft shell crab and baskin robins ice cream fondue...and..i woke up bloody early in the morning bcz of period pain..what the hell..suffer suffer suffer...
these few days i realize that my group is separating into two groups..and obviously i know that the problem is between who and who..im kinda disappointed actually..i always thought that our group might stay strong..but the truth is..we are not..there are alot of problems here and there..this dont trust this..that dont like this..ARGH!!! why cant they just be a little more patient, forgiving and dont keep everything in their heart.. is it so hard to do that???maybe somebody is talking behind my back also..i dont know..and i dont want to know..there are things that i am not satisfied with..i am not happy with...sometimes they just take things for granted..like it is my duty to do so..is it so hard to say tq??? they just ask for my help..then just take it as if it is theirs...why cant you just open your mouth and help yourself??? what pissed me is people copied my work..and yet..they gained higher marks than i do..i spend how long to do all those and yet,,they just took how may min to copied my work...if i want to voice out..i would have done it long time ago..but then i just forget about it and move on with my life..i did not complain to them..so why they cant do that as well??? why??? people..just dont put everything in your heart.. and dont think so much..what is the point of thinking so much???? seriously i dunoe...
hmm..gt hung up with my ptptn prob this morning..sucker!! yesterday..i walked to sunway pyramid..yes...WALK!!! just because tat lady told me i need a stupid hasil stamp..okie..fine..il go n get it done..went to the post office..then the worker told me one of the stamp cost 10 bucks!!!! wtf!!! 10 bucks man..for one damm stamp..so spend 30 dollars for 3..fine..then this morning..i went happily to pass up the form..i waited for 10 minutes for that old lady to turn up..that's fine..then she told me i need 4 STAMPSSSS!!! she said you can go n get another stamp and pass it to me tomolo!!! WTF!!!! come on lady..i need to walk to sunway again to buy that 10 dollar stamp..then..brendan n his dad came..she totally ignore me and went to him..shit!! ofcourse i smiled n say hi to his dad..then i walked off...full of hatred and anger...i was damm pissed and i threw my books on the table and scolded cb..gosh..im getting use to old this bad words adi..which is very very bad..hmm..then brendan told me my parents need to sign n each n every page of the damm rules..oh my god...what the hell..im not planning to go back to seremban this week..and now..im force to..fine..luckily eugene can get the stamp for me..if not..im killing people already in the college..thx to him..
me cat and carmen skipped english today..haha..for the sake of our plant n premises test..well..we did took our time to study for that subject...i dont want to flunk any test man..luckily..the test was okie..not as tough as i expected although i cnt really remember everything...atleast it was okie..
recently..im eating like a fat pig..eating nonstop..the famous amos biscuit in the cupboard was so tempting..once i see it..il take around 4-5 piecis..gosh!!! im seriously growing fatter nowadays..ish ish!!! well..maybe i should grow fatter...
recently i did receive a comment from a friend regarding to my pic in friendster,he said that im too expose..people will think that im not a virgin..that if im tat hot..he will go after me..ermm...he said he was joking..then alot la..well..wat i think is..im trying to be myself as far as i can..being sexy is not really my thing..ermm..mayb in my pic..tat was just acting my dear..i can say that i dun really care about wat people will think of me..cz they dont koe me..bt...sometimes..i do care..if you are thinking that im tat kinda gal who is too open and always go for clubbing...then you are totali wrong about me...even until now..i hvt even step into a club...yes..i hvt..not that i dont have the chance..but i just dont really feeling like going now..maybe if im suffering some really great stress and needed something to comfort me..il go..bt now..na..just forget about it..wait until i have the money and time..so people..pls dont judge a person by their cover..not everybody is what they look like..
of course..there are people who you dont know whether they are fake or whatsoever..for me..as my friend..you should know how to respect me..yes..you can make fun of me..joke and tease..but sometimes..i cnt be patient and ignorant all the time..for me..you know he is my bf..so you should know what you should do and what you should not do..im not trying to be over sensitive or what..but this is a simple rules..respect..there are many people in this world that you can find and talk..why him?? you should know that what you did..is disrespecting..ok..im telling myself that maybe you think that he is the only guy that you can actually talk to..maybe he understands you the best..fine..i accept it..but pls dun say that you miss here miss there..dear here darling here..i just cant accept it..i did not say face to face..but then..im actually not really happy with it..sorry for being over exaggerated..which girl would not react in such way??? tell me...if friends..im still fine..but ex...ex...i know that i should trust him...and yes..i do trust him..but i just dont trust her..i just dont..i just dont like to deal with ex's problem..and sad to say that i HAV to face with alot of ex prob..not me..bt his..first..his lastest ex..which broke my heart..sucks to the max..then now..my own friend..which is his first love..and hers as well..think back..i did actually tried to bring them back together..but it didnt work out..hmm..maybe i did a wrong move last time..come on..who knew that il be with him..that time i was with alex..i didnt really think until that deep..hmm..good news for him that he doesnt need to deal with the ex prob..because i only had one bf before this..hmm..and another reason is because he is in sabah...hmm...good for him la..nobody to make him jealous..hehe..
GOSH GOSH!!! i miss o you guys..kar woon..eunice..wai mae..joo ee.. n dolores!!! i din reali realize that until we went out yesterday!!! it was a whole lot of fun..taking pic in the toilet..just sitting down n haging out in eunice's car...woA!!! i miss my high school time!! i miss talking out loud like nobody's business in the class..hanging out in the RC room..planning for o those activities n meeting..curi tulang n doing choir n RC stuffs in physic's lab..hitting those high pitch until no more voice can come out from my throat..rounding the classroom..standing in front of the whole school..making fun of ourselves..marching under the hot sun( amazingly..i do miss that)..chaos in the RC room everytime there is a marching competition..the smell of the sunblock..sports day..NGO..first aid compettion..choir competitions...gosh..i reali miss that good old time man..everything..then NS..hmm..i actually do miss NS..haha..well...living in a dorm with 20 over mates are not easy..super cold water to bath..i'l shout every time the water touches my body..haha..cz it is freezing cold..washing my clothes..eating in the dorm..boiling water for my dear old milo..haha..i have to wake up so freaking early to go for the stupid perbarisan..sing negarakui..march..senaman pagi..what the..then we'l have to go the the CB class..shit..boring like dunoe what..then afternoon we have all those activities..marching..kayak..jungle trekking..alot n alot..i actually do miss that..and ofcourse all the people that i knew from NS..nice people..ofcourse..my ex..hmm..there are alot of unforgetable memories n experiences n NS..GOSH!!! miss it.college life..hmm..i will miss these days after i start working..for sure..i cnt say that i my life is very boring now..but not as interesting as before...and that is for sure..sooo...somebody pls come and make my life more interesting now!!!!
here goes my siblings with my aunt..and my cousin sis..hehe..ah xiong still dunoe how to take pictures..
Yes!!! he is definitely my boyfriend..quite cute right??hehe..he is JUN..my 2nd bro...
and yes..my another boyfriend..gosh...i do have alot of boyfriend...my eldest bro..LIANG...
YES!!! he is the oldest boyfriend i have....my grandfather..he is so cute..he said he wanted to take picture with me..haha..insisting he is my oldest boyfriend..okie..why not??
