Bottle Neck
Repetition
No Motivation
Disappointments
Tired
These are all the words that sum up on how I am feeling lately. Career wise. Some said I have lost my directions, some said I don't know what I want. But I clearly know what I want inside, but I just could not put it into words.I know I am worthy of something more than what I am doing now and I know, I can do it. Somehow, I just know it. But then again, comes time when I doubt whether it is just me being over confident, or I truly have that ability to do something more.
So I have decided that I wanted to try something different, to break that glass ceiling. At least I am trying now. Numerous factors like limited quota, lack of experience in certain field, year end etc trying to pull me back.I felt a little defeated because people tend to shove away other's chances because of all these reasons. Well, I am not the only one looking for second chances right?
Trying to be a little positive, and have confident in myself that I will succeed as long as I believe in myself. One down and another one came knocking on my door. Did not put my hopes up high because I know, the chances of getting the job is very very little. But, at least my engine has started. The more I practice, the better I will excel right? Of course I will try my very best. I will put everything I have on that table, and let's see what fate has for me this time around.
Wish me luck and let's stay positive.
