Pfftttt

True Color

Sometimes, people true color will only show after something happened. Selfishness and ignorance. Before you say anything at all, please look into the mirror first.

You want to f**king curse anything and everything including your loved one, that shows how immature you are. But hey, we never step on your tail ya, so please do show some respect okay? I diam diam doesn't mean I can just ignore everything.

Never you once think that in this situation, we are the victim? We never do anything and just minding our own business and there you go, here comes all the problem.

If you think I am disrespectful, then please, think again.

Anyways, we are moving again in early June. Luckily so. Pffftttttt.

想写了

今年25岁了
说老又不老， 说年轻又不是很年轻

常常会有些实习生在我身边围绕着
还真的很羡慕她们
羡慕她们的自由， 羡慕她们的青春

回家又再看回自己学生时的照片
其实我也过得蛮精彩的
说不起是敢爱敢狠拿得起放得下爱出去玩的回忆
但也还不赖啦

有后悔的吗？
有， 当然有
我后悔没有好好地珍惜那段时光
珍惜与朋友在一起的一切

如果时光可以倒退
我会每一天都乖乖地写一写日记
把每一天所经过地一切都记下来
把每一天的心情也用文笔留下来
当然，世上并没有时光机这回事

年轻人呀， 好好地享受读书时期吧！
痛快地玩， 认真地读书吧！

如果我当年并没有那么的理智
现在的我， 会变成如何？

理智， 对事业而言， 是好的
但也失去了某些乐趣
对个人的品格而言， 也是好的
但也显得太认真， 太拘束

要么理智， 要么放肆
是时候学习追求平衡点了

我现在并没有太大的烦恼不用担心。 只是太久没练习写华语了， 有感而发之时， 就应该大喇喇地写一写。今晚的灵感， 也用得七七八八了， 是时候关门睡觉啦!

晚安！

Now

HELLO! It has been awhile isn't it? Time for some little update on my life now. Well, I am working in a new environment now, which is pretty interesting and relaxing so far. Currently I am moving forward to a hotel entity! Like finally right? The hotel is not ready yet, so we are all now in training mode aka office hour mode! Yay! Have I told you before I have NEVER once work around office hour timing before? The reality of working in a hospitality environment, you will not have that luxury of sitting down in the office doing paperwork, unless you are in higher management. Waking up early is a pain but I am loving the weekend off luxury. Not liking the super high traffic in every corner of Singapore during the weekend, but, I can get use to it, while it last of course. I think I am left with two more weeks of weekend off before we move into the hotel. Oh no!

The challenges that I have so far, is definitely on improving my social skills and leadership. I am so used to working in a team as small as a 4 man show and suddenly I am surround by 40 colleagues. It is pretty intimidating you see. Its like I am having some sort of a culture shock. But, I am sure that things will improve as time goes by. Fingers crossed.

A little something that I would like to share here. I always said that we will meet different people in our life, so on and fourth. And there will be people who leaves a significant footprint in your life, not always in a good way sometimes. Today, I was reminded of someone who had left a mark in my training days and because of this incident, I was exposed to the cruel world of a working society. I still remember sitting in front of my manager with tears rolling down my cheeks because of politics at work. I still remember how painful it is to see people with two faces and you still have to pretend like nothing had happened. Oh well. Those were the trainee days. I am over that phase! This person had shown me what I may face in the future, and somewhat prepares me mentally. But, as pety as I may seem, it is still unforgivable. hahaha. Some scars just don't heal you see.

You may or may not agree with that person's working style, because it may contradicts with what you believe in, but it is okay, because everyone is different. Just stay true to yourself, and believe in what you know best. Do not be influence by others because he/she does not stand on the same line as you. Right? At least I think it is right la! haha.

And oh! I need to find a new place to move to AGAIN! We are like a nomad man. Damn. It is super frustrating to look for the right place to stay as there are so many other factors to be considered. Talking about frustrations! Sometimes, people can just get on your nerves with their tak-apa attitude. You tak apa tak tahu for so many years already then suddenly send a huge letter with a deadline to my house. Why is it so that my friend who had graduated together with me received the confirmation with the same documents I had submitted where else mine was delayed for so many years? It is as though they purposely make it harder for me so I would give up on the application! WHY! Ah well. There is nothing that I can do but to try and oblige to what they want.

Okay, maybe I should end this post on a better tone other than frustrations all the way. I am going to Jeju Island end of this year! YAY! I can not wait to go back to my kimchi land with super nice food and skincare products. But before that, work really really hard so that I can get a house by end of this year, or early 2015. Just saying. ^^