Hello Hello!!!!!

HELLOOOOO! Greetings from Singapore!!!! Finally I am connected with the world baby!!! Gosh, who would have knew internet could be SO DAMN important ya.I have been here for two weeks already, going three and I finally got my FIRST, REAL half month salary. haha. Well, i must say, it is really a hard earn money. Gotta keep it really safe and use it wisely in December.

Living in Singapore, is not as easy as we thought as we have limited cash for a start, but at the same time, it is not as hard as we thought. We thought we will have to work our butt off here, but hey, it is quite relaxing ya and we are loving it. Of course you will not encounter much problem because its only less than a month, the demon will only creeps in after some time. Right? But, we are learning new things and learning how to handle an outlet. So, no complaints. =) By the way, we are fed well also because there are always something to eat in the restaurant. haha.

Talking about money, we really really try and save as much as we could when it comes to food. When we go out and order food, it will not be more than 3 dollar for one person ( for a meal), and we are constantly looking around for cheaper options. Then once we had saved enough money to buy a rice cooker, we managed to save even more as we do not have to eat outside that often anymore. Our rice cooker is like our life savior now as we are so dependent on it. We use it to cook rice, cook soup and even pasta. Amazing right? Pictures will be up soon once I have more time on the net. haha.

And thanks to the money that we had saved through home cooking, we are able to get A mobile broadband now. Yeaps, we are only sharing one for the moment. Well, you need to pay a deposit of 200SGD ( for work permit holder) to get a mobile broadband service. Sucks I know, but what to do? So even though the speed now is quite bad, but no complaints, at least I have internet connection now.

All in all, it is a great learning experience for both of us as we are doing this together.Even achieving a simple goal like saving enough money to buy a rice cooker is such a huge accomplishment for us. Soon, we will be raising our bar and slowly getting things to make our life more comfortable here. So yeap, that is all for now and thanks to our mobile broadband, I can update more frequently now. YEAHUUUU....=)

Im leaving, on a bus...^^

2 more days...

I can't believe that I am leaving Malaysia to Singapore in two days...I am feeling anxious and excited at the same time. Anxious because I am leaving my home, family and friends, Excited because a whole new life is awaiting me.

There are so many things that I still want to do here, like eating everything that I will miss in the future, meeting everyone, just relax at home and do nothing, catch up with all the dramas etc. But, time is never enough isn't it? No matter how much of time you have in hands, with a blink of eyes, its gone.

A whole new life. New job, new place to stay, new environment, new people, gosh. Its a bit overwhelming actually. Everything I have to do from scratch myself, everything that I do is on my responsibility, yeap, it is all on me now.

How would it be like? I guess I will only know after I am there and experiencing it myself. Just hope everything will go on well, I will like and enjoy my first job. When I reach Singapore, I don't think I will have access to internet so soon as I need to settle down first. Hence, pray hard that everything will fall into place smoothly, and I can  say that I am ready to rock Singapore once I am back online. =)

So yeap, I will be busy packing up my things and getting ready to move to the big city. To everyone who loves me and care about me, I will take good care of myself in Singapore. So yeap, till next time! Love u all!

Frusfrated

Some words are mean and hurtful, but you never realize that.
You just blurp out whatever that is in your mind without looking back
I rather remain silent, and keep everything to myself

Why I can speak out my mind to other people but not my closest?
Is it my fault?
Or it is just me who must change?

If I have a choice, I will not even ask for that favor
But I do not have the ability now, hence I have no choice

No matter how much effort I had put in something
It is never enough.
Why?

Even after I get a job, there are still complaints
There are always complaints no matter what I do
Get good results so what?
Get scholarship so what?
Get a job so what?
It is never good enough

It is not that I don't know how to think for myself
But it is them who thinks that I don't know how to think for myself
Think higher of me, because I am more mature that what you think

Why should I do things to please other people?
It is my life, and I will walk to path that I want to

Frustrated....

That is why I want to start fresh...Start from zero

Life