hmm..gt hung up with my ptptn prob this morning..sucker!! yesterday..i walked to sunway pyramid..yes...WALK!!! just because tat lady told me i need a stupid hasil stamp..okie..fine..il go n get it done..went to the post office..then the worker told me one of the stamp cost 10 bucks!!!! wtf!!! 10 bucks man..for one damm stamp..so spend 30 dollars for 3..fine..then this morning..i went happily to pass up the form..i waited for 10 minutes for that old lady to turn up..that's fine..then she told me i need 4 STAMPSSSS!!! she said you can go n get another stamp and pass it to me tomolo!!! WTF!!!! come on lady..i need to walk to sunway again to buy that 10 dollar stamp..then..brendan n his dad came..she totally ignore me and went to him..shit!! ofcourse i smiled n say hi to his dad..then i walked off...full of hatred and anger...i was damm pissed and i threw my books on the table and scolded cb..gosh..im getting use to old this bad words adi..which is very very bad..hmm..then brendan told me my parents need to sign n each n every page of the damm rules..oh my god...what the hell..im not planning to go back to seremban this week..and now..im force to..fine..luckily eugene can get the stamp for me..if not..im killing people already in the college..thx to him..
me cat and carmen skipped english today..haha..for the sake of our plant n premises test..well..we did took our time to study for that subject...i dont want to flunk any test man..luckily..the test was okie..not as tough as i expected although i cnt really remember everything...atleast it was okie..
recently..im eating like a fat pig..eating nonstop..the famous amos biscuit in the cupboard was so tempting..once i see it..il take around 4-5 piecis..gosh!!! im seriously growing fatter nowadays..ish ish!!! well..maybe i should grow fatter...
recently i did receive a comment from a friend regarding to my pic in friendster,he said that im too expose..people will think that im not a virgin..that if im tat hot..he will go after me..ermm...he said he was joking..then alot la..well..wat i think is..im trying to be myself as far as i can..being sexy is not really my thing..ermm..mayb in my pic..tat was just acting my dear..i can say that i dun really care about wat people will think of me..cz they dont koe me..bt...sometimes..i do care..if you are thinking that im tat kinda gal who is too open and always go for clubbing...then you are totali wrong about me...even until now..i hvt even step into a club...yes..i hvt..not that i dont have the chance..but i just dont really feeling like going now..maybe if im suffering some really great stress and needed something to comfort me..il go..bt now..na..just forget about it..wait until i have the money and time..so people..pls dont judge a person by their cover..not everybody is what they look like..
of course..there are people who you dont know whether they are fake or whatsoever..for me..as my friend..you should know how to respect me..yes..you can make fun of me..joke and tease..but sometimes..i cnt be patient and ignorant all the time..for me..you know he is my bf..so you should know what you should do and what you should not do..im not trying to be over sensitive or what..but this is a simple rules..respect..there are many people in this world that you can find and talk..why him?? you should know that what you did..is disrespecting..ok..im telling myself that maybe you think that he is the only guy that you can actually talk to..maybe he understands you the best..fine..i accept it..but pls dun say that you miss here miss there..dear here darling here..i just cant accept it..i did not say face to face..but then..im actually not really happy with it..sorry for being over exaggerated..which girl would not react in such way??? tell me...if friends..im still fine..but ex...ex...i know that i should trust him...and yes..i do trust him..but i just dont trust her..i just dont..i just dont like to deal with ex's problem..and sad to say that i HAV to face with alot of ex prob..not me..bt his..first..his lastest ex..which broke my heart..sucks to the max..then now..my own friend..which is his first love..and hers as well..think back..i did actually tried to bring them back together..but it didnt work out..hmm..maybe i did a wrong move last time..come on..who knew that il be with him..that time i was with alex..i didnt really think until that deep..hmm..good news for him that he doesnt need to deal with the ex prob..because i only had one bf before this..hmm..and another reason is because he is in sabah...hmm...good for him la..nobody to make him jealous..hehe..
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