Girls

Not everyday I will be easily annoyed..Just this particular afternoon with killer hot weather plus a bit of tummy discomfort..made me feel like...urghh...I can not stand it any more!! Its just a small matter but when it slowly slowly piled up and hit my limit..damn!! its just very annoying. not emo but irritated. Sometimes, just don't assume things and think from your point of view only...

Like in college today, cat fight. No one wants to lose..who doesn't want to have a day off from hectic college schedule?? One side never listen the story from another side..another side just made their own decision without thinking for others...here comes war..what i observed was -- girls can be really scary at times..don't ever step on the tigress tail...or else war..what i salute guys are..most of them are peacemaker..they listened and analyse.. but girls..most of us just jump into a conclusion and assume that other party is wrong...

p/s when I wrote this that time i was still annoyed..but now...after like 5 hours...me is already refreshed.. =) The weather was too hot so i went to MV and jalan jalan while B went and work...good way to like refresh my mind..

By the way...Don't know why this year I can really feel the CNY mood..maybe because most of the shopping malls spend quite a lot of money in decorations...The best best decor is of course the ones at Pavilion which I already posted up in FB...and ini...is One U's CNY decor...

Year of Tiger !!

CNY!!! we are coming!!!! =) =)

My web cam still working le..miracle..i thought it was spoilt long time ago...Therefore i did a few test shots and see how it is...the results...judge for yourself..=)

Not bad huh??? haha... at least its still clear and all..

Lin will be a happy girl no matter what happens...but Lin is a normal girl who suffered PMS like normal girls and is as sensitive as them...sooo...i shall be happy!!! =)

Smoking Hot

Hot Girls

So what is your definition of hot girls?? mine??
looking hot of course
tall with legs that can go miles *jealous and double jealous*
 face features make you jealous like mad
absolutely perfect S shape body * super jealous*
 and yea..with just that little bit of sexual appeal

 my definition of hawttt girls!!

but do you not have to pay a price for it?? nope..heavy investment is definitely required..oh don't tell me no..haha..i know it perfectly well people..haha..

First ::  you need to have that perfect genes in your blood to be hot..not everyone is born with that perfect face, perfect body and even you are born with that..maintenance is certainly a daily routine that you must follow strictly..if not..you will just end up to be another normal girl..

Secondly :: clothes..once you have the face and the body..what you need is just a stretch of endless pretty clothes..yeap..not everyone will think that girls who just wear t-shirt and jeans are hot..if she is not wearing anything inside then oh well..mouth watering for the guys in a way..haha..you need sexy top...jeans that can make your booty so wheee wheee..haha.. accessories can be a major thumbs up point for your look..heels...arrrr!!! THIS!!! you need like super HIGH heels to make your legs go.. (O.O) haha..minimum cost for super nice sharp heels...RM50 and above..DAMN!!! can I just have a pair of Zara heels??? =(

Thirdly :: Make up..okay..I totally get the theory that natural is beauty..and of course i support it as well..but!! what my observation through these years was..normally girls who I think are hot normally put on make up..I just love girls who put on a bit of smoky eyes..I sound so lesbian-ish here..:p Make up are suppose to enhance your features or to cover up your flaws..overdoing it is just so so wrong..you will look like a vampire ( I know its the trend right now :p )..too much of blusher and you will look like you got sunburned, too much of eye shadow?  like kena punch right to your face..you just need that special touch to make you look awesome..not too much..to be honest, i think fake eye lashes are nice..( never tried that before but wanted to if got chance ) BUT!!! not TOO much la girls..it makes you look like your have a butterfly stopping on your eye..damn..

Fourthly :: Being a little flirtatious =) oh yea..a bit will make everyone goes goo-gaa..haha..im seriously..being flirtatious is not like being desperato and trying to get every single guy's phone number..but just being friendly and giving signals at the same time..ohhh..that is like the highest stage that you can achieve...:p

So do all these not come with a cost?? tell me!!

ofcourse..you can go to those bazaar or online shopping blogs to order nice clothes and pretty shoes..but..I don't know how to do that!! sooo..just base on my observation k? I find clothes in Miss Selfridge quite nice and fitting for me...but a dress that will cost me above RM200?? oh please..Top Shop? nice and edgy but no size for me =( and somehow..just not my style..Zarra...oh godness me...i love it..but a little tad too pricey?? Heels..who doesn't love heels..even guys like their girl to wear high heels..i love those super sharp heels that you can use to defend yourself in case of emergency..but...those will cost me above RM80..i am too stingy to spend that much on heels..BAG!! i forgotten about that!! ahaha..don't tell me LV, Coach all those because I don't know that price range at all and I don't even bother about it..you know why?? Why want to know that price of it when you know you can not afford it with your own money? Spending more than RM50 on a bag for me is crazy and you are telling me more than RM10,000??

I am a stingy girl I know and I don't spend that much on clothes, bags, heels, and make up like most of the girls do..It doesn't mean I don't love myself..I do love myself..but I will only spend on that once I can afford to buy it on my very own money..I rather spend my money on food and my other needs...

okay..my point is...If you want to be a butterfly who attract people's attention..you need a lot of $$$ to do so..not just any ordinary butterfly who only attract bees, but a butterfly who will also attract other butterflies..If you can do that..you are certified as 'hawttt'..

I do have friends who are hot..who I always think is hot ?? Steph..sorry steph..have to bring out your name..haha..all this while ever since I know her...since kindergarden wei..haha..I always think that she is hot..even without any make up..or pretty clothes..jealous?? like DUH!! who doesn't?? haha..probably because she is very tall and has the potential to be a model..every guy will go like goo gaa if she goes to club..i am serious..ask dolores!!! :p if she dress up nicely and put on some make up..FUH!! every girls like me also will go crazy...haha

of course..everyone's definition for 'hot' is different..so..that's just another random thought of mine.. :p

If i have lots of money, this is my to-buy-list ::

Super high heels from Zara and make that x5
Super hot dress-ssssss from Miss Selfridge or Zara
Super cool jacket from Zara
Sexay mini skirts from any brand.. actually Sub Zero skirts are quite cute..=)
Levis Jeans
Channel Bag
Endless lingerie from La Senza..* Victoria Secret would be nice..but Malaysia tak ada.. =(

the list can just go on and on and on la...=) girls mar...

but too bad..am not a fashionista..would not spend that much time on decorating myself when I go out..sooo...my point is..everyone is beautiful in their very own way whether inside or outside..know where your beauty is and be confident with it...no need plastic surgery all..change the mirror of yourself that you are looking into everyday..and be proud of who you are.. =)

love this alot =)

Where can i get this dress ??

Trench Coat..my love..but Malaysia where can wear @@

Sex and the City..fashion guide for many people

90210..the new trend settlers

SNSD...many guy's Fantasy..*hint hint*

O.O * jealous~ *

Conclusion..love yourself <3

oh before I end the post..something for the guys..:p

*slurp* =)

Theories

I wanted to tell everyone about my 'wall theory' since a long long time ago..but i keep forgetting about it..every time i passed by houses with tall walls, I reminded myself when I get home..I will blog about it..until now only I remember to talk about it..haha..

My Wall Theory

Have you ever realize that nowadays, a lot of houses's walls are getting higher and higher every year? My mum used to tell me last time, they don't even have to lock their house doors because it is so safe back then..( I bet your parents had told you about that too..haha..thats their good old time ) but now?? we can not even leave our house without extra extra extra-s locks..serious!! my house in Seremban..we even have steel bars hanging by the door for extra security...

Besides security reasons...I have my own theory.. :p probably not mine..I might heard it from somewhere..haha..We people nowadays are getting very insecure about everything..It is very hard for us to trust anyone because we were once hurt and experience had taught us well that do not open your heart so easily to people who you think you can trust..Therefore we started to built higher and higher wall in our heart to protect it from being broken again...

:p lame?? oh well..think yourself..I have one more that i just discovered when got stucked in traffic jam.. :)

My Catan Theory

Firstly..apa tu Catan ? It is actually called The Settler's of Catan..it is an award winning board game introduced by Carlos to us..and we got hooked up every since..I even bought it from Singapore.. haha..It is something similiar to Monopoly since it is a trading game..but..its very hard to explain it over here..soo..just proceed to my theory shall we??

At the very beginning of this game, it is very hard for the player to gain their resources to expand..everything depends merely on luck..as the game goes by, resources are easier to gained as you plan along as you play..Skills are essential but luck is also crucial..

What I relate it to life was..Once you started to join the working community and starting to built your family...You have to start from scratch with pay that is lower than what you expected...You have to start worrying about how you are going to support yourself..how much I need to earn to buy a car..how much I need to save to start a family..paying taxes..worrying about the petroleum price...etc..but once everything started to fall on track..it gets a lot more easier as your life starts to stabilize..but of course, things do happened in your way like how it is in the game..you might meet some sneaky friends ( jealousy working mates ) trying to stop you from achieving your goals..but if you know how to work smart, you will still achieve your goals in the end..

Arr...I feel so old when i start talking about my theory..:p..lets go to something interesting shall we?

Ini baby dancing with our baby Viva..how fast he had grew yea?? 

He is just so cute la...muakx muakx muakxx

We finally dined in Taylors Restaurant in the new campus...and our guests are ---

Toy Chef Carlos =)

The ever so cute Kee Sern.. =) 

Truffles Restaurant

Bread..Still not as soft as I want it to be.. 

Potato and Carot Soup

Beef Kebab with Risotto

 ( Beef overcooked resulted in super chewy texture and risotto also overcooked..tasted like porridge )

Black Forest cake

Tea

Salt and Pepper shaker..looks cute huh?? :p

Overall..dining experience was okay..besides overcooked food..can be improved people!!!! 

Sometimes it is not good to be too blur and too trusting to others..once went through it so I knew how it was...don't be blinded by the things you see on the surface..it might not be as pretty as it is because you might be used..am not talking about me...but just don't be too silly girl..thats my advice..=)

A Touching Love Story

10th Grade:-
       As I sat there in English class,
       I stared at the girl next to me.
       She was my so called 'best friend'.
       I stared at her long, silky hair,
       and wished she was mine.
       But she didn't notice me like that,
       and I knew it.
       After class,
       she walked up to me and asked me for
       the notes she had missed the day before.
       I handed them to her.She said 'thanks'
       and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
       I want to tell her, I want her to know
       that I don't want to be just friends,
       I love her but I'm just too shy,
       and I don't know why.
11th grade:-
        The phone rang. On the other end,
        it was her. She was in tears,
        mumbling on and on about how
        her love had broke her heart.
        She asked me to come over
        because she didn't want to be alone, So I did.
        As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her
        soft eyes, wishing she was mine.
        After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie,
        and three bags of chips,
        she decided to go home.
        She looked at me, said 'thanks'
        and gave me a kiss
        on the cheek..I want to tell her,
        I want her to know that
        I don't want to be just friends,
        I love her but I'm just too shy,
        and I don't know why.
Senior year:-
        One fine day she walked to my locker.
        "My date is sick" she said,
        "hes not gonna go" well,
        I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade,
        we made a promise that
        if neither of us had dates,
        we would go together just as 'best friends'.
        So we did.
        That night, after everything was over,
        I was standing at her front door step.
        I stared at her as She smiled at me
        and stared at me with her crystal eyes.
        Then she said- "I had the best time, thanks!"
        and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
        I want to tell her,
        I want her to know
        that I don't want to be just friends,
        I love her but I'm just too shy,
        and I don't know why.
Graduation:-
        A day passed, then a week, then a month.
        Before I could blink, it was graduation day.
        I watched as her perfect body
        floated like an angel
        up on stage to get her diploma.
        I wanted her to be mine-but
        she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
        Before everyone went home,
        she came to me in her smock and hat,
        and cried as I hugged her.
        Then she lifted her head from my shoulder
        and said- 'you're my best friend,
        thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
        I want to tell her,
        I want her to know
        that I don't want to be just friends,
        I love her but I'm just too shy,
        and I don't know why.
Marriage:-
        Now I sit in the pews of the church.
        That girl is getting married now.
        and drive off to her new life,
        married to another man.
        I wanted her to be mine,
        but she didn't see me like that,
        and I knew it.
        But before she drove away,
        she came to me and said 'you came !'.
        She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek.
        I want to tell her,
        I want her to know
        that I don't want to be just friends,
        I love her but I'm just too shy,
        and I don't know why.
Death:-
        Years passed, I looked down at the coffin
        of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'.
        At the service, they read a diary entry
        she had wrote in her high school years.
        This is what it read:
        'I stare at him wishing he was mine,
        but he doesn't notice me like that,
        and I know it.
        I want to tell him,
        I want him to know that
        I don't want to be just friends,
        I love him but I'm just too shy,
        and I don't know why.
        I wish he would tell me he loved me !
        .........'I wish I did too...'
        I thought to my self, and I cried.

Quoted from gleez.com

The moral of this story is --

It is always not too late to tell your special one how you felt =)

I want I need and yes..oh so random

First of all, I want to rant about something...STREAMXY SUCKS to the max max max...urghhh!! oh well..nothing really 'that' serious..just that when you really need it urgently to finish up your last minute assignment...and you can not connect to the net...it is crap..and my phone failed on me at that same time..can not receive calls and sms until the next day...i left it in the car for the whole afternoon..I guess thats why it was fried...fine...its okay..then once i get hold of the line..and manage to finish up everything...LINE FAILED AGAIN!!! oh great..and I need to sent it to carlos like before 8am the next morning..how??? I tried and change the cable...restarting the computer for countless times...USELESS!!! I felt sooooo frustrated...

Can not bare to wake B up because he needed his rest from minor food poisoning...yea..both of us got attacked by minor food poisoning..mine was not as serious as his...he KO around 10pm...so what's left for me was me computer and the modem...fine..add on to my frustration...my back hurts again..not that serious this time..but am scare that the history will repeat again...oh damn..in the end after counters of fail battle with the net..I used B's phone to take picture of what i did and sent it to carlos..then I type out everything in sms for him..you know how long it takes to do that???? bah...what to do?? I am an IT nob and I don't know how to fix when problem arises.. :(

By the way..thank god he is feeling better already...just needed his rest...was worried like hell...can not do anything but keep him blanket all the time...love love love ya lots...do get well..muakxx..as for me?? just needed some sleep i think..haha..no more back pain..but sobs..time of the month is coming soon and im getting worried....i don't want to go to the hospital again... :(

oh well..suppose to post this up before my ranting..haha..but decided that it is more important to express my frustration towards failed line... :p by the way..not feeling angry anymore because he is getting better... =) =) =)

I want Baby Guinea PIGS!!!!

I just don't get it..I thought Guinea pigs are pretty sexually active and all...but how come my guinea pigs are not having guinea pigs yet??? they have been together for three months now!! come on viva..be a man!!!! i want to be grandma!!!!

see!!! so cute wei..haha..we even thought of names for them already..guava and guavi!! haha..

Imagine Viva and Vivi walking like this with their babies...KAWAI sial!! I want guinea pig babies!!!!

Can anyone educate guinea pigs??? ermm..like teach them how to...ahem.. :p

 Happy to have Happy Meal

Sometimes..being happy is the hardest thing to do in this world..and sometimes its just as easy as having a happy meal breakfast in the morning..

B : Happy already??

Me : yes yes..( happily jumping around ~~~ )

yeap...a happy meal breakfast can certainly make my day..You know your day will be great with a good boast of  food before class..statisfaction!!! So is it that hard to be happy everyone?? no...its not..just set your bar a bit lower and perhaps the most simple thing can make you smile again.. :)

 I WANT ENDLESS BOAST OF SUGAR

My source of sugar => my darling baby..shall I say anymore??

Just a smile,

Just a 'Our alien Language',

Just a hug,

Just a kiss,

Just a glance of him,

can make me go miles... =)

p/s B ~~~~ don't fall sick again o..If not I also can not sleep the whole night er~~~ love ya lots sayang..muakx muakxxx...yeee pika pika ~~~ =)

My Sweet 21th

Here I am..I am officially 21th...oppsss...Honestly..I am pretty nervous and anxious before hand..because oh well..turning 21 is like something super big to some people..So..i got the concept..'my 21th has to be big and i need to celebrate it with everyone ' yeap..and this thinking got me worried and scare...But as my BIG day is coming nearer..I starting to realize..hey...who says 21th birthday must be over the top and everyone must be informed that Yeaw Zhi Lin had turned legal??

Went back to Seremban for the weekend because my dad said we were having dinner...but as I went home..i realize that my dad went to KL and work...not coming home until like 6pm...then two of my brothers have to go back and work at 6pm..so dinner?? eat at home... i was pretty upset actually..i thought we will be having family dinner or so..what to do?? Dolores asked me to go out for dinner actually..but then i thought il be having dinner with my family so i said no to her...but in the end..opps..Suppose to ask the girls out..but most of them not free..soo...yea..Did not get to celebrate it with them again this year..was I emo?? A bit..its okay..working mer...who said friends must celebrate birthday together only friends right??? dont worry..still love you guys...:) To my surprise..my brothers got me pressies..haha..one lip gloss and two eye shadows...godness me!!! maybe they think that i should wear more make up huh?? :p

Here comes Sunday..the night before my birthday..B wanted to reheat the Cheese Baguette to eat with pasta at home..and he asked me to take the cheese garlic from the fridge..so i did!! being a guai gf right?? then once i open..one cake appeared infront of my eyes..im thinking...ermm..should i be opening the fridge?? i kept quiet..haha..then once we finish dinner..i asked him..should I open the fridge actually..he said..no...I forgotten..haha...opppsss...BUSTED!!!! :p Suddenly feel like drinking something..So we went out and got ourself a Hoegarden Grand Cru and a bottle of Sparkling juice..haha..As i had observed from a glance into the fridge..i knew he made me a black forest cake..thats why got extra cherries to be makan lo!! :p he knew i was obsessed with the cherries we saw in Gardens that day, i guess thats why he decided to make that cake...right darling?? :)

After eating the cherries..purple tongue..

The cake he made for me... muakx muakxxx

We blew the cake before the clock struck 12..oh well..I can not wait to eat the cake mer..have to eat it while its fresh..:p I paiseh la if i blow the cake in the dining area..so we sneaked the cake into his room and blew it there..

Me with my cake... love love

As usual..i made my wish, blew my cake, cut the cake and ATTACK!!! haha..I don't know with i felt so cliché after i did that..i felt like as though its my very first time celebrating my birthday like this after a long long time..it just happened so naturally...no rushing..no disturbance..just me and him..arrrr....i felt so loved..haha..Then i realize that hey..its not too bad to celebrate birthday like this..and im loving it..i just felt in peace and oh so loved...:p My birthday wish?? haha..very common actually..the thing that every girl can ever wish for...muakxx...and of course for my studies as usual..

After class..we went back to El cerdo Restaurant to have our birthday dinner..yeap..where else better to go other than there??? we both missed the ribs sooooo much..I was craving to go back and eat since like last term and had been bugging B ever since..haha..When going back to Elcerdo and eat?? when when when...:p what?? i have lots of love for the restaurant okie?? :p Before dinner..we went to Pavilion to jalan jalan since we have lots of time before our reservation..

and oh!! the decorations are sooo nice..i felt like I am in Japan..hahaha..seriously this year is pretty awesome...love it..i finally felt the Chinese New Year atmosphere...yay..people you should go there one day to check it out..and oh..there is a Snowflake outlet in Pavilion as well..sooo..do drop by if you want..slurrpp...

I was a bit shy to go back to the restaurant actually..dah la Max and Carmen knew its my birthday..so what am I going to say when i see them..haha..they reserved the best table in the restaurant for us..awwww..touched..haha...I swear Max was trying to make me drunk because he keep offering me whiskey and all..haha..he said its for B's benefit...As usual...we just let Max handle our order..and lets get it rolling!!!

Elcerdo Restaurant..

Started off with a glass of champagne for both of us...wheee~~~

 Creamy Celery and Bacon soup

Mini sausage wrapped with bacon served with sauerkraut and mashed potato..

sauerkraut works pretty well with the fattiness of the bacon..and the sausage are juicy!!

Oyster Bacon

slurppp!! the oyster is just slightly baked with lots of bacon..

Iberico Ribs

DIE DIE must have item in Elcerdo..seriously...if you don't have this when you dine in Elcerdo, means you never been there before..TRY THIS!!! and it will give you a whole new thought of what a quality pork is really about...the ribs are oh-so-well-seasoned and fragment..just smell it and you will know the magic of it..bite it and you can never stop..but..you can't really eat that much la..haha..the tomato with cucumber and mint really cools you down after digging in those hot ribs..my mouth watering already...:p..are you??

Ribs Paella

Another goodness in the making..your mouth will just water after you smell it...the safron.the ribs..the vegetable..the butter..and oh-so-fragrant paella rice..mummm mummm..seriously..eat it when its still hot...

We can not finish though because we had so so much already..so decided to just tapau the rest of the paella..and here comes Max..haha..offering me liquors again!!! and we settled with a glass of sherry wine..sweet but not too sweet claimed Max...

Sherry wine

oh my god..this...is heaven..haha...once you sipped the sherry...oh sweet....just right after a heavy meal..

and here comes the expected surprise...haha..Two Werner's special with Birthday Song ( I had trained in Elcerdo for three months and had did this for countless time..so I am pretty familiar with it.. :p ) shy shy shy!!! haha..thanks for the song everyone..especially Carmen!!

Werner's Special

this..is a MUST have dessert in Elcerdo apart from Andreas Special..the raspberry sorbet..the chocolate, the ice cream..the pistachio...its heavenlicious people!!!

Churos

and yea..thats a wrap for our dinner..but we continued to sit there and chatted with Max and Carmen..had a cuppa of Hoegarden to myself and half pint of Hoegarden for b..I have no idea why..had a great time listening to his stories again...it has been awhile you see..haha..Stayed there until almost 12pm...will miss Elcerdo lots...and thanks again yea Max and boss..thanks for the hospitality..I know Max and boss might be able to read this as it will appear in google search machine..haha..thanks you lots and love you all..

To all my friends and families who wished me happy birthday..thank you lots!!!! thanks for your wishes and I will be happy always... :) love you guys..

To Kar Woon, Wai Mae, Dolores and Eunice and Joe Ee..you girls..all wished me the same thing..hope you enjoy your first birthday with b..haha..what a coincidence yea..and yeap Kar Woon, you were right..you never had wished me and my ex before...and this is the first time you wish me and aaron will be forever together..thanks girl!!! haha..and hey..i love you guys lots...:) maybe we can go makan during CNY...

To my one and only love,

thanks for everything you had done for me sayang...seriously...I did enjoyed myself a lot..and hey...I spend my whole birthday with my baby darling...who can ask for anything better than that!!! haha..nothing in this world can be replace with the time i had spend with you..don't worry il get upset or anything..because with you around..thats my biggest birthday present...and the time i get to spend with you..i will treasure forever and ever...All in one..I love you...muakxxxxxxxx

My biggest wish this year

Is for us to be stronger than ever...