Split personality..yea...maybe a minor one.as most of the people knows...im in my industrial training right now...working in this industry means that you have to smile all the time...'good morning', 'how are you today?', 'have a nice day'...yes..i have to say that everyday...like everyday...Smile and be friendly..you have to leave a good image of the hotel to the guest...so just smile although you are in a damn bad mood...even though i am having a real bad day, i still have to smile and act like i am okay...then after i leave my hotel, il be emo again..at first i thought that i was okay with this, but after one month...it really strikes me to the limit...i had cried a lot recently...a lot...i did not realize that it is not normal..until one day i cried...and brendan told me you were not like that last time..last time you were laughing all the time..now...you are crying all the time....SHIT!!! what the hell is wrong with me???? one conclusion...im stressing myself...i really have to admit that...i am so tired mentally and physically....
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