Happy 10th month Anniversary

Happy 10th Month Anniversary to me and Brendan!!! Baby baby..love you love you..muakxx..

For some people, ten months might just seems to be a really short time. For me, who is constantly very sensitive to special dates like this, it was a long long journey. Our journey was crazy, a lot of small and HUGE things happened between us. At one stage, both of us wanted to give up already. But, thank god that we can still make it until today. Actually today is no just some normal anniversary or something, it was one month after we almost broke up. So for me, it is remarkably important.

I know that sometimes i am quite hard to deal with, especially with my emotional swing. I got it from my mother which is not a good thing at all. haha. So, it was hard for him to tolerate it with me, because i know his mood swings like mad as well. When two equally nob people dealing with each other emotional swing, who will win?? Nobody... Who is more stubborn, me. Because i was constantly grabbing his mistake without letting go. Egoistic. Guys always have their ego with them, but for me..my egoistic was ahem..equally as high as guys. so..TIE...haha...

I am not trying to show the whole world what kind of bad and terrible couple we are, but just trying to say that each couple have their own way of communicating with each other. For me and Brendan, only both of us know how to deal with each other.

For now, i am really happy. After somebody told me something, it some how changes me. haha..so i really thank him for making me happy again. Not a fake happy, but real happy. keke,,,thanks sui ren.

Soo...whoever who is out there and wanted to know what is happening between me and Brendan, im telling you guys now..----we are doing great..better than ever...

Baby...love you more than anyone...and once again...Happy 10th month Anniversary!!! muakss