The urge to write

Obviously blogging has been a habit of mine...There are many things that i would like to express out but i just find any better way to express out rather than blogging it...now..i am stucked in my room in KL and very confuse about what i suppose to do later...there are SOO many things that i need to do..that i need to think..but somehow it just got stuck there..so..i need to write..i just need to write...

Yesterday it was our 10th month annniversary...After my class was over and he finished working..we went to Gen Japanese Restaurant in Legend Hotel for our buffet dinner..His favourite was the salmon sashimi..as always...The only thing that will catch his attention is raw salmon sashimi...tepanyaki salmon..no no..salmon steak..maybe yes..but not his cup of tea..so you want to make him happy..just buy him salmon sashimi or sushi..haha...He obviously can't eat alot, he said his stomach was not good recently...soo..i am the one eating all the time..from salmon, tuna and some fish sashimi, to oyster and scallop..that was my first round..then tempura, sukiyaki, tepanyaki and some cold dishes..Last but not least..i end it with a good old green tea ice cream with red bean..GOSH..i was damn full..

Then we rush back to college for orientation night for badge 30...ermm..i was 27..but who cares..so many people FFK me..dai lou they all went clubbing straight..wayne..went clubbing at 9...ish..nevermind...then i saw Brendan met his friends..his friends (girls) hugged him when they saw him...of course Kelvin as well..i was near by..but when i saw it..i just kind of step back and turn around...At that time, i realize that this is the culture now..hugging..so it is fairly normal..but again..why nobody hugs me??? nobody dares to do that to me??? why?? because i have a boyfriend?? gosh..i want a hug!! Well..there were a few bands performed..it was okay...not too great...but noisy...wish dai lou and pipi were here..atleast i would have enjoy myself better...

Then at night...i found out something..which bothers me a bit...somebody lonely and needs to talk to Brendan...He said that it was our anniversary and it was not the right time..so he promise her that he will call her tomorrow which is today...it was his ex first lover..my friend...some might know who she is..well..atleast he respected me and did not call her straight away..something funny..she just sent a testi to my that day saying that she had kept to her promise that she won't contact him and everything..said that she needs to talk..i replied her..and said that i am okay and bla bla bla..BUT..she did not reply me..and now?? hmm...something fishy..you know what..i seriously dont want to go through this shit AGAIN...hopefully he knows how to handle it PROPERLY this time..as for me myself..il stay cool..it is normal to help a friend right??? so..im cool..

okie..gotta wake myself up and start my work already..gambate..