i like changing room!!!

it is kinda weird, but recently i had developed a real strange habit, which is taking pictures in the changing room..hmm...what is wrong with me??well..it is just that i am a super poor student and i have no money to buy nice clothes, so what i can do is to try on the clothes and take picture with it...brilliant right???haha..i am so proud of myself...bravo to me!!! it is weird that people start asking me, r u taking picture in the changing room again??? im like..yar...haha..bt it is real fun..well..maybe you guys could try it someday..

Trying to be myself again...

i really have to admit that im losing myself recently because i think of him too much..I realize that these few days, but it really did hit my mind after he told me personally yesterday..hmm...I have to think more about myself and not by putting him in my 1st priority..Actually i did see some improvement in our relationship..Normally we do talk, but just normal talking..we did started to talk things out from our heart which is a big step for both of us..it is kind of hard for me to spill out everything that is in my heart, although i did not look at him when i said that, but it does feel good to have no barriers between us..this is good..im glad..

Trying to act like a model bt failing...

tell me this is not hot!!! haha...i seriosli love this dress!!!

LOVE this dress..clubbing dress..its damm hot...lets go n dance man..

Its bikini time for me and Diny...Woa!!! HOT HOT!!!

oh my god!!! i miss you so much!!

OH MY GOD!!! I MISS YOU SO MUCH NOW!!!! gosh gosh...what the hell..crap!!! this is hell man..what has got into me???? ARGHHHHH!!!!!! can somebody just come and save me???? i need help man!!!! give me something to do so i wont think so much....KLL ME!!!!!!!hon....i really really miss you.....

getting fatter ar home!!

Back in Seremban for my raya holiday..gosh..the fridge is like full of cakes ans all those fattening food. I just cant stop myself from indulging into all those sweet stuffs. I am sooooo dead.I really don't care already. I dont really eat when i am in KL because I am lazy to go down and eat, lazy to cook and basically lazy to eat. So, I am trying to feed myself with vegetables to replace the vitamins that i have lost throughout the whole week. I miss my television and astro here. In KL, my daily routine is like go to college, go home, online and sleep. Sucks right?? Sad...

I am seriously considering telling my parents about me having a boyfriend. But those words just seems to get stucked in my mouth and not coming out. So..what should i do?? Actually my parents already knew that i had a boyfriend, but they just kept quiet and asking bits by bits. I think they just want to hear it from me. But......Arghh!!! it is like so hard to start off this topic you know.. not easy.. maybe i just need more time..

Back to normal!!

Yeah yeah!! everything is settled.. everything is back to normal right now. I am happy and he is happy as well..sooo..im a so so so glad..thank god man...

Finally i went to Garden Mid Valley today. High class and porche are the words to describe this place. There are a lot of things that you can't find in other places and the price..haha..costs a fortune.. But there are many cute and interesting little things over there. nice to see, kill me if you want me to buy. haha. i am huge supporter of the miser club you know. But i did spend around 18 bucks for a chocolate dipped waffle in Baskin Robbins Cafe. It was ice creamlicious!! yumm yumm.. the waffle did match really well with the ice cream as it did not become lumpy at the bottom because of the ice cream. But i did made a wrong decision as the strawberry topping did cover the world class choc ice cream's taste. Try eating it with your love one and it would be a very enjoyable and yet sweet moment.. So overall, Baskin Robins RockSSS!!!

Results and results...

Yeah!! our term 2 results are finally posted up..My results are not bad..better than what i expected. There are a few things that i am not satisfied with. My practicals!!!! Ah Chong ar Ah Chong!!! Why are you so stingy in giving high marks??? If you could just give me a 16 or 16.5, i could get higher average...What did i did wrong la?? Chong Chong ar Chong Chong..And here goes our restaurant practical...ARGHH!!! i thought that i could score higher but it turned out to be same as my kitchen...what the...Francis...Francis..Yes..my Math. I am not quite sure where did it went wrong, but..i am disappointed with my performance. Sucks!!

But overall i am happy with my results. Maybe i am a theory girl after all. My theory subjects really did pulled me up, except for my accounts!!! still hated it although i did not failed that particular subject. I HATE ACCT!!!! it is the worst enemy in my whole life!!! Maybe i really do not have the brains for it, so people who are taking accounting out there, i am sorry, but i really hate accounts!!!

So F n B or RDOD???? Shit.. i am really confused right now. I do look like a RDOD person but choosing RDOD means getting stucked in Rooms division forever...i like F n B but my marks prove that i am not good in it. So.. follow my instints are the reality??? GOSH!!! Someone just help me out!!!

About understanding...

Being understanding is really very crucial in a relationship...in both party, not only one side..i don't want to simply give up without giving my best shot. It is beyond my expectation that i would take this relationship so seriously that it even affects my everything. I seldom cried in front of everyone, but today, i did. I seldom tolerate with someone so much in my entire whole life. So, i just hope that we could just sit down and talk things through although it is not easy for me to do that. I will do that and i will be more considerate and understanding in the future...

Me with my fake smile??

this is the cutest of all..come on people..admit that it is cute..my eyes suckss..
here comes diny me and hui!! DINY!!! we r posing a fake smile..not a normal smile man!!!
well..this is a really cute and scary pic..me and hui trying to pose a fake smile!!


Eating at the mamak after our tiring session of restaurant practical..damm hungry..but wasnt planning to eat that much..today my performance really sucks..too long did not serve already, so..have to back up!!!

Our results are out anyway!!!....not too bad...kind of dissapointed with my practical marks..i thought i could have scored higher, but..nevermind, glad to have all the theory results as a back up..Scholarship secured afterall..Maybe i am really that theory-based person..sad..so FnB or RDOD now???? Who can tell me what i should take???