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Im freaking pissed off just now..WHY??? Because somebody condemn me for nothing in MSN..Okay..i was quite busy chatting with my friends..two very important groups...so when you are chatting with a whole bunch of friends..you have to reply damn fast because they are fast..so i was really hook up..and i cant really have time to reply this fella..I said i was busy and il talk to him in another day..SO..this fella..said that he dont trust me..because NORMALLY people wont do that..and he doubt that i will do that in the future..Do you it know it bloody pisses me off when i heard that?? i mean you barely know me..and you ASSUME i will do that..i hate people who talk bad about somebody when you barely know them...i was really in a bad mood already so i offline and i sent a message through facebook to him...basically shooting him..and guess what he replied?? he said that i said i will talk to him when i am free but i did not..( PLEASE!!!!! i OFFLINE ALDREADY!!! OKAY??????? how the HELL you want me to reply YOU!!!!!!)

And then he said dont think you understand me..because you dont or something ( OFCOURSE i DONT!!!! basket!!!! ) he said we merely know each other so ofcourse he will think that i am like that..okie..this point..i support..but whatever..when i read until there..im thinking..what the hell am i doing..talking to some stranger and trying to defend myself..no point..pointless..if THIS FELLA already had a mind set that im that kind of person..so why care about him..screwd it..i dont need anymore bad comments in my life..I HAD ENOUGH!!!!

I dont really give a damn on what others think of me..you want to say im rude, im cheap, im idiot, im acting innocent or im a freaking bitch..go ahead..talk..talk behind my back..just stab it right there..i had enough..why should i listen to all this crap when i know who i am the best???

Ofcourse there are people who are really concern about me..worried about me..i know that i am quite blur and dumb at times..but seriously..sometimes i just did not realize about it..not that i dont care and i dont mind..not that i want to be cheap..il just put it in my mind and be more alert in the future...i seriouslly did not aspect this to come in a sudden..and that stupid FELLA have to come in and screwd up everything..thats why i suddenly dont have mood..soo..dont worry so much about me..im doing fine here..serious..