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Yesterday..something happened and i cried like nobody's business..Well..its not because of family and stress this time..but because of him..Some of you might be sick of all those old time stories and stuffs..but this time..it is not because of that reason..

Sometimes in a relationship you just need something to spice of your relationship..every girl would expect their bf to surprise them in some way...im not that kind of person who expect him to buy me LV bag or diamond ring or whatever...i dont demand for things..i dont demand for him to bring me to some expensive restaurant..i just want him to show some sign of appreciation to me..even if he write me a card or cook for me..il be damn touch...

So i dont deny that im trying to hint him that..but when he see the message..he thinks that im comparing him with other guys...He thinks that im that kind of girl who wants expensive gifts as surprise...that will dump him for some rich guys..when i heard that..my heart really hurts and i started to cry...

The person that understands me the most said that..how would i felt..it is like he dont understands me at all...thats why i cried...i know he is upset..thats why he said those things without realising that it actually hits me in the hardest way..i dont blame him for thinking this way...guys have their egoism...they dont like their gf talking about how good other people treat their gf..Well..im a simple minded person..when i say something..i dont think of other things..other motives behind all my words..i just want to share something with him..thats all...

Well..the problem is ofcourse solved now..because i cant force him to be somebody that he cant be..everyone has their own way of treating their partner..so i cant blame him...Toleration is the most important thing in a relationship..you must give and take..sometimes..you cant just aspect things to be on your own way...