bleeding

Feeling a little bit insecure at the moment..

Needed to be left alone..

Wheter it is the usual insecurity or the after-tragedy-insecurity..

i just felt insecure as always..

Maybe because of what i went through all this while..

or maybe it is just that same thing over and over again..

When can i ever learn how to trust a person anymore??when??

The bitch's issue is really getting into me right now..

I still dont understand why there this kind of people in this world..

Jervin told me that dont ask why..because you will never know why..

She is just S-H-E

She can be the world biggest bitch..why do i care??

yea..why do i care??

What she is doing now..is still affecting me in every single way..thats why..

I hate hating people..suck to the max..

I dont like to confront other people..

I just dont like to do that..especially to people that i care the most..

Sometimes..i choose to keep quiet..doesnt mean that i dont know what is going on..

Just because i dont confront people..doesnt mean that im cold hearted and cant feel the pain..The fact is im bleeding inside..internal bleeding you shall call it..

god..i feel like crying now..i know i should do that..but yea..