The next day after what had happened..it was Labour Day...so..i slept like a pig until 11 something...luckily i did not had any nightmare because of her..thank god and god bless me..haha..Then Brendan's dad went back to Seremban to settle something..his brother went out for movie..so...the house is empty..yeah..finally can spend some time with him..
We went to Mid Valley in the noon..he is driving..and we were not really sure about the roads in KL...soo...kind of worried..but we made it there..keke..BUT..the parking was just so horrible..it was packed like hell...we took like 30 min just to get a car park space..i swear im not driving on Labour Day to Mid Valley anymore...We walked..he bought his favorite comic and CD..as usual..i did not buy anything..we eat..haha..normal la..what else to do ar..haha..Then we went home because his dad came back and wanted to use the car..
The highlight of this post is not how i spend my time with Brendan..BUT..what that happened after that...i went up first because Brendan wanted to wait for his dad..Then i went to my room and on the comp...like usual...THE..Brendan sms me and told me that Brendan's dad caught up with her in the lift..HOA!!!! war ar..i was DAMN scare lo..because i am scare that she will crap to uncle...and He will believe what she said..i was like chatting to Dolores and worrying like hell...ask her what to do and what to say..
Then i chat with him...and he told me what the problem is all about ------ MONEY..yes..in this world of materialistic..everything is money money and money...there were some miscommunication here and there..and they did not voiced out..therefore lead to a lot of misunderstanding and hatred..to ME..yes me...i know..i did some mistakes as well..because it was my first time renting a whole apartment..you cant aspect me to know everything..i am not perfect...and i will make mistake..if you don't tell me what is the problem in the first place..how the hell i will know??? so..everything is settled between me and him...no hard feelings..but friend?? i am sorry to say..but hard...
Then...Brendan's dad came home and wanted to talk to me..i was DAMN scare...because i have zero idea what he will ask me...then.. he started to tell me that he met her in the lift..and everything...i know i am going to cry...and i did cry...because i felt like it was freaking unfair for me lo...the whole world is putting the blame on me...i have to face each and everyone of them in college...from their face..i can see that they hated me..and i don't think i deserved to be cursed in that way...so...i just cried...in front of Brendan's dad...it is like damn pai seh right??? Then he started to give me advice and everything...like a teacher and dad..and im still crying...until jervin came back...
it is embarrassing enough to cry in front of my friends..and lecturer (Sir Patrick saw me and he did called and ask how am i doing..how sweet of him..haha)..and now..infront of BRENDAN'S father...i must have look like some really weak girl in his eyes..haha...sometimes..it is just hard to control your feelings...especially to elders..you cant hide anything from them...
My conclusion is...people like this..do not deserve your tears and respect..i don't have to gain their trust nor respect or whatever..i don't have to be nice to them or to treat them good...they just don't deserve it...so..my life goes on..i will be happy...and i will still be me...But of course..i would not repeat the same mistake as before...To my friends who are really sincere and help me through this..i am really grateful that you guys are my friends...and thanks for being there for me...Friends rocks..and to all those jerks out there..( not specifically pointing at that person only...to ALL the jerks out there), find something better to do in your life and stop making your life that miserable and meaningless..and i AM being sarcastic here..i pity you.....
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