Screwd life

Feeling a bit awkward these few days..really awkward..i know i should have walk out from the shadow already..but..something just seems to be not right..we are still close to each other..if we are not..then i would definitely be damn depress..but now we are..in the same time..if we are still like that..will i be able to pull myself together???

That's the problem..i don't know what i should do and what i should not do..DAMN..im so screwd..and now..until today..i felt damn stress and can not breath..maybe because of my break up...plus assesments..plus DAMN alot of assignment to pass up in the next 2 weeks..urghhhhhh

i really feeling like screaming out loud and release all the anger and frusfration in my heart now...AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!1

life is just suckxxx