My so-call nightmare

im a crazy fella..haha...just now only i said im lazy to write..but when i started to write..i cant stop..what the...okie..i want to share about the nightmare i had last night...well..as you guys know..we can only remember parts and parts of our dreams..sometimes..not even a single thing...so...here goes nothing----

Alex appeared from no where
and we kissed..which i dislike

Then my friend ( Brendan's EX first love) appeared in my apartment in Mentari
i got mad because Brendan allowed her in and let her sleep in my room
PISSED..( in my dreams la..haha)
Then don't know why..she was sleeping in the same bed as me and Brendan..
which raise my pissiness to the max..
and i think i yell at Brendan..
and He was like ' there's nothing wrong'
i got so mad and i ran out of the room..

Then..we went for some Japanese Buffet..

So that is my dream..and yar..my nightmare..but i know i got really pissed in my dreams..probably i did kick or slap Brendan..i don't know..haha..MAYBE...People said dreams represent something in reality...which i totally agree..because there were a few times my dream appeared in the reality...BUT...this dream would NEVER EVER appear in the reality..haha..better not..if not..il start to throw my tantrums everywhere..haha..

It is normal because i dream about this friend of mine..but alex??? and we were kissing?? weird..haha..maybe i just miss him too much...people..i did not see him for like more than one year already..it is normal to miss somebody who were once so close to you right?? which reminds me about his birthday which is coming soon..25/5..should i get something for him?? let me think first...keke..