the break up song...

it is over..really over...

telling myself that i have to be strong...

Strong enough to smile when i face the wolrd...

but my world has fallen aprt...

broken into million pieces...

how to mend it back???

When there is no sms from him...

when the things that is happening around him just is not part of me anymore...

when thinking about him just shouldnt happen anymore...

when holiding his hand and hugging him can not happen anymore...

when everything has changed...

can i take it so easily??

can i accept the fact that we are only friends....

but no longer soul mates...

all the promises..

saying that he wont let me go...

everything that he said...

was printed in my heart..

but when this momment came...

left nothing in my heart rather than emptiness and loneliness

i shall go through this...

i shall learn how to walk again...

i shall be strong and tough...

and never look back again...

Can we still be friends???

yes..we can...

maybe my best friend ever..

but there is a barrier between us...

because he was once so close to me...

and now...he is nothing but a friend to me...

i am hurt...

everything seems to be falling apart for me..

just when im happy again...

this has to happen...

though i knew from the begining that this might be a mistake..

but i took the risk...

closing my ears to the world around me...

giving us chance again and again..

but until now..this momment...

i knew that we were not meant to be together...

i have a life to live...

i have to start everything from scratch...

and learn how to take baby steps once again...

the difference is...

this time he wouldnt be a part of it anymore...

Maybe someday i will meet somebody that treats me way better than he does

Maybe someday he will realize that i am good...

Maybe someday....he will turn back and say...

i am sorry for letting you go...

this is my break up song...

the end of me and him....