Wednesday, May 21, 2008

so long

Just came back from seremban..after my ah ma's funeral...what i have to say is..everything is just so tiring...exhausted...Just after i came back from KL yesterday..i have to rush to my grandma's house for the praying ceremony..which require's us( me and my bro) to wear the blue suit..this is what i call it..because it is plain blue..then we have to pray..kneel down..listen to some enchanment again and again...well..i seriously not feeling like talking about the ceremony...

Well..my ah ma passed away because of kidney's failure...she had diabetes ( penyakit kenving manis) for quite some time..and high blood pressure..which i did not know..and she refused to go to hospital for check up..everytime my aunt wanted to bring her for medical checkup..she refused to..and she will argue with my aunt..and that's the cause for her kidney failure...SOoo..people out there..please go for check up if your realize something is wrong...dont be afraid to know the results..if not..it will be too late...

What i regret the most is...ay aunt told me that even before my ah ma took her last breathe..she asked my mom not to scold us so often..and ask me to come back to seremban often..because it is very hard for her to see me nowadays...when i heard of that..i just broke down...because i realize how long i did not see my ah ma..im really sorry..i promise her that i will go home often...



From down right of the picture...that is my ah ma...then my aunt..my gong gong..and my uncle..


this would be my gong gong...i remember i put his before in my blog..but i just feel like putting again..because my gong gong is very very tough..i really salute him..and respect him...i promised ah ma i will go back often from now on...and i will go and see gong gong more often...
this i promise you...
rest in peace ah ma...
we will take care of gong gong..
and we will take care of ourselves..

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