Lost?

Claws are out, jaws are out.

Bosses went out, true colors also came out

Talking about office politics. Oh well, hell no I am going to be drown into it. I shall be the neutral one and stay aside from all the problems. I just want to finish my internship in a whole and get out from there.

I am not saying I am hating my job, just that, lack of motivation really. Currently perhaps they have too many events going on so the ONLY thing we had been doing so far is telemarketing. I had been dating with the phone for hours and hours. This had been going on for days and gosh, I feel so useless. 

At times like this, I am thinking myself, am I really a operation person instead of an office person. Perhaps I am really a workaholic and cannot stand sitting down doing paperwork only. I like challenges, I like to be busy and I like meeting with people directly. Hmmmm. I really have to think thoroughly what I really want in the future.

 I really felt lifeless over here and it is as though I am disconnected from the rest of the world and do nothing but work, eat and sleep. I can hardly online here, I don't know what else I can do here really. Sometimes, we are even too lazy to go out and online. Damn. Every morning when I wake up, yes, I am greeted by nice weather, nice scenery, nice greens, but once I turn my back, I have to start thinking, what the hell am I suppose to do now. 

Even like now, when I do have internet line. Seriously for the past two hours, I have no idea what I had been doing. It is as though I don't know what to do online anymore. I just wander around, bumping around without a direction. I don't even know what am I typing now. haha. Damn.

Anyways, I am damn damn tired right now and I cannot think straight. Sorry for being random and whinny....I think I still need some time to get use to it. Off to drag myself back to my room now. Till then....