yes...it is the end of our relationship...all out of sudden...ofcourse there would be tears and alot of tears...swollten eyes...shakky hands and everything..BUT...il be strong and i will stand up again...
i had learned alot from this relationship.really a lot...from here...i know who are my friends who are always there for me...who will always listen to me though i was constantly having a lot of trouble...because of you all..i am still standing here...because of you all...i am still zhi lin...that i am really grateful...why am i talking like i am writting my own will???haha..CHOI...touch wood...
For Brendan...i know that it is not all your fault...and i can't blame everything on you...yes...i was hurt many many many times...though i know our ending would be like this...but i just can't face the reality...when it really reach until the stage when we couldnt go any further...i know that it is the time to end it...yes...i am very sad and tears just can't stop when i am writting this...but...no matter what it is...i still have to face the fact...that we are no longer couples...that you are just my best friend...yes...you will always be somebody that is important to me...i thank you for everything that you had taught me...from you...i had really learned a lot...it was a fun and yet a scary ride...thanks for all the good memories that you had given me...and sorry for all the troubles that i had cause you...wish you can read this..though i know you wouldnt...
i dont know how long will it takes for me to stand up again...but i will...definitely...when i deleted our pictures from my friendster profile...all our memories that we had together all came back to me..from the begining until now...today...11 of may 2008...haha..we couldnt make it until our aniverssary next month...25th june...but what can i say...it is our destiny to end it here...so....we still love each other as friends..and we will always do...
for all my friends out there...sorry not listening to all of you...and i took so long to realize what truth...im really relieved that it was over...atleast he does not have to be my burden anymore...soo...im okay..i am fine...i am not crying now...seriously...so...wish me luck...wish me luck in finding a better person in the future...
don't know why i had this feeling that i am scare to fall in love again....
1 comment:
zhi lin,be tough and walk on
there is no one in the world could afford to tell shi lian is a fun thg to have~
me too agreed that u and him is better to have friend relationship instead of coupling
criously,it will be better that way
some people have same interest or same bbackground
but it is not a must for them to bcome couple
friends instead could last them forever~
start a new life
someone else out thr is waiting for u to be met at another day
he will love u more than anyone else does
he will care for u, appreciate u,
u will not get hurt anymore
n u wont care abt ur past anymore
everythg will can be blurred by time
slowly, u can go through it
take care,
be here for u all the time
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