A Little bit of surprise

Well yeah..something weird happened when i was eating my Jap Buffet today..somebody unexpected sms me..i was like 'stunned' for a few seconds..and it actually stop me from eating..it killed my appetite in one way..but im actually happy that he sms me..i dont know why..but i am..yes i know..i need to move on..blah blah blah..BUT STOP there..let me say something first..im glad that he still treats me as his friend..atleast it is better than treating me like shit right??? Well..i must say that..

I did not sms him first...

I did not try and avoid him online anymore..

I try not to think of him anymore..

and yea..im moving on..i think..im not really sure actually..who will know that you can actually move on already??tell me..tell me..

then..when i was walking in Gardens..i recalled quite some memories of us there..well..we went there together after it was opened..it was a first timer for both of us..and yea..alot of things..STOP..i shouldnt be thinking about it right??so STOP...

and then here comes Gen..the Jap Buffet..yeah..we went there also..Damn it..haha..it was our dont know which month's anniversarry..hmm..STOP..no more thinking about that..haha

yea..thats why it killed my appetite to eat when i recieve his sms..but hey..i have to say that my mood was kind of down the whole day..feeling sleepish all the time..after that..i was a little bit cheered up..haha..and a bit more hyper to take pictures..i dont know what to say..but yes..it is weird..

Well..not that im not trying to move on..i AM people..but it is weird that i dont have that 'trill' when i sms with other people..the 'trill'..you will feel excited waiting for his sms..checking the sent box and see when you replied him..ul reply him straight away after you recieved his sms..yea..thats the 'trill'..i dont feel it..

maybe im not ready for another relationship yet..

or maybe i still have not fully move on..

i wonder why...

Time will tell me why..i hope

and honestly..i dont want to hurt anyone..