emoish post again

THIS..is going to be a super duper EMO-ish post..im sorry..but how long since im emo..
Actually the reason why i did not update is also because im TOO emo to post..
im too tired to write..and i really dont know what to write..
OKAY..seriously..here i go

you guys might say that im stupid because im like that..this and that..blah blah blah..but i seriously dont know what the hell is wrong with my brain now..it is not functioning the way it should function..and im hating it for being that way...

IM FREAKING SICK OF LOVE..ME FREAKING HATE LOVE..
IM DONE WITH LOVE...seriously..
its like..im really tired already...
i hate love because it makes me staying awake at night for NOTHING..
making me look like a ghost due to lack of sleep
making my eye bag growing bigger and bigger...
and im freaking pale because of that..
and i lost my appetite...what the hell!!!!!
PLS..im freaking think already..and im not going to loose anymore weight..(erm..sorry la it im a bit too perasan)

okay...I wish i could like stop my mind form thinking about all these shits..
YES..throw away my phone
STOP MY HANDS from touching it
STOP BEING SOFT HEARTED...
STOP THINKING ABOUT UNNESSASRY things...
and YES..let myself be FREED!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOD..i need a healer..
NO!!!! i need FREEDOME..
I NEED TO BE FREED FROM LOVE!!!!!
HELP me..save me..cure me