for sure..this is going to be an emo post again.sorry..but this is going to be the last one..the last one that i want to talk about this relationship...
Seriously..i do not blame anyone in this relationship..because this is who he is..and the fact is..i cant change it..and he wont change it for me..therefore..it is not his fault..and not mine also..
Being in a relationship should be happy..not sad..
When everything turns ugly..you must know how to find the solution to solve it..
not by wandering around and around..in the end..just left two misery souls trapped in the same old problem..
This is my problem..i have tried and solve the problems..but it seems to be never ending..until now..
i realize that we are not meant for each other..
it took me long enough to realize this fact..
i know that many people were there to support me..worried about me..
and i deeply sorry that this have to happen...
I always said that i needed someone to slap me and wake me up..
in the end..though nobody slap me..but i realize that it is time to wake up..FINALLY..
Honestly..i really appreciate the time when we spend together..
Even though sometimes he can be quite mean..but he can be very sweet as well..maybe to every girl..but what the hell..
my point is..do not blame him for what that happened to us..
it is nobody's fault..
we still love each other as a close friend..but not more than that..
This time..i wont sms him anymore..i will try not to think of him..i will spend more time with myself and friends..and i will appreciate myself more..maybe you have heard these for millions of times from me..but this time..il do it for real..
this time..i told him..that i cant take this anymore..
i even wish him that he will find somebody that he truly love...
yea..i told him that..and i cried when i said that..so drama queen right..
but i actually rehearse that for quite some time..yea..until i headache and could not sleep..
well..no more self torturing..no more sleepless nights..no more dreaming about we get back together..haha..no more him and him..thats it..no more..im done..
Seriously..i do not blame anyone in this relationship..because this is who he is..and the fact is..i cant change it..and he wont change it for me..therefore..it is not his fault..and not mine also..
Being in a relationship should be happy..not sad..
When everything turns ugly..you must know how to find the solution to solve it..
not by wandering around and around..in the end..just left two misery souls trapped in the same old problem..
This is my problem..i have tried and solve the problems..but it seems to be never ending..until now..
i realize that we are not meant for each other..
it took me long enough to realize this fact..
i know that many people were there to support me..worried about me..
and i deeply sorry that this have to happen...
I always said that i needed someone to slap me and wake me up..
in the end..though nobody slap me..but i realize that it is time to wake up..FINALLY..
Honestly..i really appreciate the time when we spend together..
Even though sometimes he can be quite mean..but he can be very sweet as well..maybe to every girl..but what the hell..
my point is..do not blame him for what that happened to us..
it is nobody's fault..
we still love each other as a close friend..but not more than that..
This time..i wont sms him anymore..i will try not to think of him..i will spend more time with myself and friends..and i will appreciate myself more..maybe you have heard these for millions of times from me..but this time..il do it for real..
this time..i told him..that i cant take this anymore..
i even wish him that he will find somebody that he truly love...
yea..i told him that..and i cried when i said that..so drama queen right..
but i actually rehearse that for quite some time..yea..until i headache and could not sleep..
well..no more self torturing..no more sleepless nights..no more dreaming about we get back together..haha..no more him and him..thats it..no more..im done..
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