Tour to Jogoya

Today is Jogoya Day with my high school besties..YES...It was planned since our last gathering...Yapie aka my husband came back from Sabah and I did not see Kah Mun since like forever so a gathering is a must must!! The original idea came from Michele, but she can not make it due to exam..sobs..

I find every single opportunity to camwhore whenever i can..even before leaving my house..^^

and say hi to shandy everyone..oh well..this is actually my Aunt's pet..but..My dad culik back from Melaka because my aunt planning to buy a smaller size dog to keep at home..and shandy appeared to be over active..its a sausage dog o^^..super manja le this fellow!! Always want people to pet her..

Alright..back to our Jogoya Trip..7 of us traveled from Seremban..and my godness..I did not see Kah Mun for such a long long time..and my dear yappie too...miss them so so muchie..though their looks changed already..but personality still the same..thumbs up!!! ^^

My husband ( Yappie ), Daughter ( Wendy ) and Me..

One happy and overly messy family relationship family ^^

Kah Mun, Yappie and Wendy..

Wai Mae, Kar Woon and Jen Wei..

Alright..We booked for the late lunch buffet which starts at 2pm- 4.20pm..We were hungry like crazy when we reached KL Sentral and decided to share two cabs to Starhilll Gallery to avoid excessive walking which will lead to even more hungry tummy..^^ Besides, sharing cab of 4 person is not that expensive at all..

Yappie said..before you start hentaming everything..we should survey what kind of food they serve..so here we go..marching to survey all the food in Jogoya..The first thing that caught our eyes was ----- Dessert Counter!!!

Cakes Cakes...

Jelly anyone??

This..is the dessert counter..Kar Woon and Wai Mae already starting to hentam the desserts..^^

The Steam Section where you can find steam pau..dumplings..and soup..

The Cold Section where assorted sushi, sashimi and salads were served..and yes..they do serve oyster on that day..slurrpppppp...which lemon and tabasco is just perrrrfectoo..Ths sashimi are pretty fresh too..and I was addicted to one type of sashimi..but I have zero idea what fish is that..I just know that the flesh is pure white..slurpp slurpp..

Anyway..Heard quite some comment about Jogoya food is not nice and all..but what I can say is..Jogoya offered quite some variety of food..and most of them are quite fresh and special..one of the failure is the sushi rice..its too hard and not sticky enough..my whole salmon sushi fell apart when I was dipping it in my wasabi..and the throwing table tag concept is pretty interesting..minus the part where one person can only have one or two at a go..meaning you have wait until your food has arrive only you can order for another one..A pretty good way to earn money though because customers can not order alot in a go..:s..

But most of the food are quite okay and descent..ofcourse..the thing that everyone will eat will be the Haagan Daaz ice cream...my chocolate chip ice cream..slurrp slurpp..the choc is just so thick and smooth...but then I can only eat one scoop in a go..I am just too full..

After we are done with our meal..we continue camwhoring in other places..like those random sofa sets around Starhill Gallery..We also dropped by Sg Wang and took these ---

Pui Foong said I look over exagerated in all pictures..anyway..all the pictures are up in my facebook album...

Off to some camwhore pics shall we???

8 of Us at the Entrance of Jogoya

All of us...

It was a great outing for 8 of us as we have time to update ourself with each other lives and talk like there is no tomorrow!!! haha..and I totally felt like we were back in high school time..To those who can not make it..there is always another time for gathering like this..

Will miss Kah Mun..which I can hardly see..and also Yappie who have to fly back to KK on sunday..ofcz others..me lovey you all and will always miss you guys..^^

HERE..me shall wish miss yappiee

HAPPY 20th BDAy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have a great and blessed birthday yea..

All of us love you lots lots...

Reflection

Since I am being a little sentimental now ( not emo..but sentimental and inspirational to write about something..and yes..stomach discomfort does make someone sentimental..and oh..drinking a hot cup of milo helps..^^)..I fell like writing about something that is out of nothing..( see..i told you I am being inspirational now )

Refelctions ??

Have you ever look back into your past and relfect on everything that you did?? Well i just did by reading my older posts my blog and I am half way through..it brought back some painful memories..sad to say..most of it are painful ones..and I read someone's else too..guess who?? its pretty obvious..the only person you would like to stalk the most..is probably your loved one?? true? oh well..maybe you guys will think..why do you even want to care about the past? just move on with your life and get over it..i shall not agree with this statement..

Sometimes..when you can get over your own past or his past..and when your heart doesnt ache anymore after reflecting on the past..you will realize that you are strong enough to forget about what had happened and accepts what will happen..that is what I am trying to do..to make my heart stronger..

I reflect on his past because I realize i did not really read his blog last time..i was busy emo-ing in Term 4 and just briefly went through..so now..when i read back..hey..i dont heartache anymore..I still remember that first time i wanted to see his pictures..my hands were cold and couldnt even take the courage to click the next button..and i told him..I can not do that..not at that moment..and that day..Ter-serempak with some old pics..not with intention..just Ter-serempak..both of us are really cool about it..He just took it and say.just some old pictures and left it on the table..haha...i was thinking in my mind..hoa..you are not worried il get emo-ed ar..and good riddance..i am not emo at all..I wonder why..If it was the me last time..i will be so emo-ed about it..I guess I grew up already?? ^^

Some of my friends told me..they are really sensitive when it comes to this problem..some even cried when see or heard about it..some are being a little bit tight and tension..oh well..its pretty normal i think..used to be in that position when 'Ex' is a huge problem for me in the past..(read back my older post you see..and 50 percent is about ex problem and insecurities problem..:s)I guess when we reach our 20's, our thinking will be more mature and things like that..though still a problem but wont be a huge problem for us.. I went through enough of this problem until I fed up with it already..

Leave it behind your back, forget about the time frame ( by him ) , and look into the future..

Most of my friends are settled down now..maybe i shouldn't say settled down..are in good hands now is a better saying..They used to be so frusfrated about what happened to me in the past..cursed because of the treatment I got last time..worried about me and all..thats what friends are for right? and now..i am happier than ever..should be relieved already right? and me myself..I am happy and glad for you people who found someone you dearly loved and still stay strong until this very moment..thumbs up to you two..yes..dolores and kar woon..you guys are my idol..ofcourse my dear Eunice..i can not wait for you to come back to malaysia..tanah tumpah darah mu..

Reflection??

-Susceeded-

Perhentian Day 3

Last day at Perhentian..woke up later than usual because we are both very exhausted..whole body aching because of snorkeling..stretch~~~~ After our same breakfast...toast with egg and red beands plus tea..slurpp~~ we went for our last stroll by the beach..Its pretty hot and sunny compare to two days before..soo..the sea is very very nice as you can see layers of sea..^^ me love love..and ohh...we can see alot of fish fish just below our restaurant.. got sword fish somemore...now whenever i see fish..il think of ikan goreng..:s

We walked until the very end of the beach...and amazingly..we found this very beautiful spot near the rocks..and the water is just so clear..I can not resist myself into climbing on to the rocks to have a better view..^^ and being the just overly active me..i tempted to crawl down to have a better view of the small crabs we found..and OPPS~~

Me slipped and slided into the waters..sobs..i wasnt planning to get wet because it was my last dry and clean clothes..but ended up in the waters anyway..soo..next time..dont try and act smart..if not you will ended up getting wet!! but the water is super clear right..damn freaking nice lo that place..I dont mind getting myself all wet for it..^^and we have free fish spa!! haha..oh well..the fish did not come and kiss our feet...but i just felt like fish spa-ing when i put my leg there..

Ace -- Baby's nickname

Baby manage to find some corals by the beach to form my name..ohh..mine was at the top right corner in my blog...and me..grab those corals and formed his name--- ace..quite nice huh..forming names using corals..

Baby with his pose..haha..oh wait..me ask him to take like that one..because i think his side face is cute cute..^^ look at the sea color!!! nice right?? i wish i can see that every single day..sobs..

I am not EMO!!! haha..as explained in FB..i am just observing the waves...but look at the sea..my god..the color is just so NICE NICE!!!! and me look so tiny here..^^

After i washed up...its time to check out..we took quite some time to crawl and keep our things..lazy mer..haha..who likes to pack things anyway..Anyway..thats our last day on Perhentian Island..We checked out at 12pm and reached back Kuala Besut before 1pm..bye bye Pulau Perhentian...i will miss you alot lot!!

and then...we reached Kuala Besut..after lunch..we are quite indecisive between staying at Kuala Besut or going to Jerteh..waited for the bus to Jerteh..and it never came!! wth..then we started to walk around looking for things to do..or place to rest..after rounds and rounds of walking around that small little town..we finally settled ourselves at Yaudin Guest House for RM20nett..okay..I know I shouldnt be aspecting ALOT for RM20..but once we opened the room door...This is what i get -----

Look at the DOOR!!!!! haha..i wasnt faking it really..i was being sweaty and hot because the weather is killing me..and once i went in the room..chills starting to crawl all over me..

Even the fan is creepy...GOD..

and the bed....errrrrr....

We rested for like one hour then couldnt sleep ady..its getting freaking hot in the room and we couldnt stand but to get out from the room..we headed to the small little pondok next to the malay restaurant..phewww...its so windy out there..thankgod there is wind..we sat there for some time just to enjoy the wind and the sudden quietness..after awhile...we were bored and ended up walking around hunting for ice cream and tit bits to munch..its not that hot already at that time..so we decided to walk further down and see if there is anything to look around for..

and we found a typical malay fisherman's kampung..haha..house made out of wood..rearing chickens..cats and goats?? rooster fighting...coconut trees..chicken running underneath the house..typical kampung la..but then we did not stay for long..because we were scare someone will come out and chase us away..haha

I took a huge risk to take this picture okay!!! haha..the bridge was small and only one car from each side can fit..i have to wait until no cars to run over to another side of the bridge to take this picture..and its NICE!!! with the sky and boats...^^

Thunder storm is coming..

After jalan jalan..we went back to the pondok and play cards..haha..two person playing chor dai di...not bad huh?haha..then headed back to Yaudin and bath before dinner..the ONLY thing that is good about Yaudin Guest House is that their toilets are super clean..haha..surprisingly clean lo..and me is a happy girl when I am clean and oil-less..^^..

Dinner time!! i was craving for TOMYUM...yes yes..the supposingly ghost town in the morning and afternoon suddenly became alive when the malays came out to buka puasa..haha..dishes were flying to their table while waiting for the clock struck time to buka puasa..since we are not puasa-ing ofcourse we wont be serve first..but hey..the goat and cat is hungry too..haha..suddenly out of no where comes a goat begging for food..but got chased away..sad case..and out of no where..a small kitten jump up to baby's chair miao-ing for food..haha..

After dinner..we have to grab our things and hop into the bus already..another super long bus ride..but amazingly..i can sleep like a baby throughout the whole journey..maybe I am just too tired..We reached Station Putra around 4am..and its GOOD to be back to civilazation..

and THAT..ends our Perhentian trip...what a trip..me likey and lovey it lots lots..^^

Perhentian Island Day 2

Day two in Perhentian Island..breakfast was served at 8am..okay..tell me..who will wake up at 8am in KL?? haha..we had a hard time rolling and rolling before we decided to step out and head out for breakfast..Breakfast was fried egg with red beans on toast with tea..oh well..there are a few choices..but we ended up having the same thing..^^

After breakfast..we went for another snorkeling trip at Pulau Rawa and Pulau Susu..The corals were beautiful as usual..but we tend to swim too near to the corals and B terscratch by the corals a bit..and I felt kind of bad stepping on some of the corals..I did not realize until my feet touched it..sorry...:( AND..why fish likes to bite me?? haha..i was bitten a few times le..what the hell..i thought someone was calling me..mana tau..no one was around me except B..so confirm fish bit me..:s..and there are TONNES of fishes around when we reach the light house..i would have snorkle more if i still have the strenght..the wave was a slightly stronger than yesterday..we both have a hard time swimming to the light house area..haha..the abang tak tahan see-ing us not moving at all and offered to fetch us there using boat..its like no matter how hard we swim..we will never reach the light house..haha..we saw sting rays also..the abang go and kacau the fellow under the corals to show us..lucky lucky..

We actually bump into a few sea turtles also..but we are too lazy to go down and chase after it..it will still swim to the surface and catch a breath anyway..so why go down and run after it..haha..i was SUPER hungry after snorkeling..and when i see the fish..i think of ikan goreng..haha..We manage to finish up all our food during lunch...statisfied!!

Since we are already wet and dirty..might as well walk around and snap pictures..we went back to our favourite soft sand spot!! haha..

I always wonder how they snap pictures while jumping..so i was tempted to take one..jump and snap!!! i felt like im flying in this picture..^^

Dinner for that night is BBQ actually..and it sucks..not because its not nice and all..just that it taste the same..and its very dry without any sauce..we are SOO tempted to get something sweet to munch..so we went hunting for desert in Perhentian Island..and to our surprise..we landed in a cafe that serves pancakes and crepes!!!! amazing right..you can even find crepe and pancakes in Perhentian Island of all places..haha..

Agree???

Our crepe sucre with Nutella...nyam nyam..

Blackberry milk that us surprising nice and cooling..and it totally get rids of our BBQ breath..^^

The sky was pretty clear and we can see lotsa stars...nice nice..thats the thing that i wanted to do since my last Redang trip..haha..since my last training in Kuantan..i realize drinking Pina Colada by the beach is awesomely nice..soo..i really wanted to try and see whether its really that cooling..but lucky us there is one bar that opens at Tuna Bay..and its FULL with foreigners only..haha..Pina Colada was okay okay..maybe too much of ice and you cant really taste the alchohol..BUT..we did get a bit high..haha..not because of the alchocol..how can you get high with just a glass of Pina Colada??? sharing somemore..haha..we were laughing like crazy drunkers when we went back to our room la..haha

This picture..is specially dedicated to Mr Randall..haha..when we saw this guy..we imediately thinks that he will be Randall's Idol la..haha..he is a french though..with a HOT gf..haha..yes..seldom you see girls with hot body around..and his gf..HOT..haha..

The weather was perfect!!! its not too hot and it did not rain..haha..we were really lucky lo..^^

Perhentian Island Day 1

My long long waited holiday after Higher Diploma started -- Perhentian Island!! Sunshine, Sand and Beach..just what I needed after three months of hell in college and three months of hell in Kuantan..

We started to plan for this holiday ever since we were doing our training..First thing to do..book our chalet..most of the chalet accepts credits cards but both of us dont have one..so how?? choose one that provides bank in service..We landed with Cocohut & Cozy Resort that provide this service..but you might have some problem banking in money and faxing the bank in slip twice..once is for deposit and another time for the full payment..but other than that..it wont be a big problem..

After the chalet is settled..go get your bus ticket..Tickets are available at Station Putra where you can reach by taking the KTM to station Putra. For Perhentian Island, you will have to stop at Kuala Besut Jetty. Only two busses stop at that station which are Mahligai ( the one we took ) and Mutiara. There will be two busses leaving to Kuala Besut daily which is morning and night bus. We took the night bus one night before as we will reach Kuala Besut around 6am the next day.

The eight hours bus ride was really tiring because I was having some sleeping problem a few days back..and Aaron in another hand..JUST recovered from sick and I was so scare that he will fall sick again..sobs..anyway..he really did recover JUST in time..Once we reach Kuala Besut, it was still early and our tummies are growling for food already..The only shop that opens at that hour is Lucky Restaurant so do we have any other choice?? haha..we ended up with eggs and toasts..enough to last us until we reach Perhentian Island..

Look at the right corner..saw those foreigners?? the whole restaurant were fulled of them..waiting waiting waiting..

Me just woke up and feeling super hungry..my flowerhorn forehead~~~

After having our really light breakfast..we went to the office and it was close..being the impatient me..i called Cocohut and it seems they only open at 9am..so we headed to the playground while waiting..and hey..we made it for sunrise..haha...

The waiting was horrible..we have to wait wait wait and wait..until we were sitting by the road side..AND..Kuala Besut is really a small small town..the streets were so empty until I thought it was a ghost town..The office opened late as usual..Once we got our reservation confirmed and we were told we have to wait until 10.30am for the company's speedboat to bring us to the island..wait AGAIN..oh well..patient is a really crucial key to survive the long waiting hours..

After a few hours of endless waiting..we finally aboard our speedboat with only us and one more couple..thats all..no one else..nice nice..it took us 30 min to reach Perhentian Island..^^ YES!!! we are finally here!!!!

Sea, Sand and Wave greets us softly..

Our room was awesome..haha..there are two queen size beds for us to roll on..We choose the Garden View Chalet and dont mind to pay more because I thought the deluxe room looks a bit haunted..and my choice was RIGHT!!! haha..anyway..right after lunch..we quickly hop into one snorkeling trip..we were dropped off in four locations..and rumours were right..perhentian island do have nice corals..it was well preserved compare to Redang Island..and we saw Sea Turtle..I thought it was quite small..but when it swims up to catch a breath..Hoa!!! it was huge..i was stunned a little..and nemo are soooo cute and friendly..haha..me like like..

We did not manage to catch a glimpse of sunset though..because it was covered by the clouds..sad..but atleast I got this..^^

Malaysia Boleh !!

The weather on our first day on Perhentian was just awesome..it was not too sunny and it did not rain...^^ But though it was not that hot..we were quickly tanned..haha..oh well..we are in an island after all..

Anyway..we slept really early that night because we were really tired after the long bus trip and snorkeling trip...Thats our first day in Perhentian Island..^^

Sook Ee and Yoke Fun's Farewell

Another farewell for Puterian girls..this time its a farewell for Sook Ee and Yoke Fun who will take Medicine in both Russia and India..hoa..more and more doctors in our badge yea..not bad not bad..

This is suppose to be their farewell..but turns out to be our girls gathering more than a farewell..haha..There are girls that I did not see for ages..like Sook Ee, Yoke Fun, Hui Ling, Wen Lin, Mich and Choo...hoa hoa..miss them so much wei..most of them did not change much..guess its a good thing they are still innocent..^^

Anyway..me kar woon and wai mae have a big trouble thinking what to wear to the farewell actually..haha..me and wai mae think we shudnt wear until too formal if not we will rampas the prime light of the day..which should be Sook Ee and Yoke Fun..and Kar Woon who is being Kar Woon as usual dont mind at all to be the 'Star' of the night..haha..in the end..we all ended up with dresses..and some make up for wai mae to polish up her skills..^^

Me very long did not make up already..the main reason is because I am just too lazy to wake up earlier and make up..and also because I am too lazy to hunt for my make up..and I am also lazy to take off my make up..so I always go out with nothing but just moisturizer..and here is my before make up and after make up shot...

Before make up..ugly and face quite fat..

After make up and dressing up..see the difference??my eyes people..eyes..haha..and oh..thats the only thing i put..eyeliner and mascara..no foundation ( forgoten to bring and its not good for skin) no blusher ( I dont know where I put it..but i somehow look like I did put on so huh??) and no lip gloss ( I dont really like my lips shimmering..haha )

Gathering was great..updated ourselves with each other life..gossip a little here and there...AND..i was being teased by the girls because of my baby wipe...Whats wrong with baby wipe??? its really useful you know..whenever you need to wash your hands and you are just too lazy to go to toilet..you can use baby wipes..you can use baby wipes to take off your make up..whenever you are in the movies and eating popcorn with your beloved bf..after eating your hands sure sitcky right? takan you want to hold your bf hands when its like that??? so use baby wipes to wipe it away..and you two and happily hold hands and go lovey dovey..not useful meh???Right baby??^^

and OH!!!! I was SHOCKED!!!!! by who?? Wai Mae..oh well..mind me being the always-so-blur-and slow-girl..I did not question her further when she hinted me during our last shopping trip..and this time..she totally drop the BOMB on me..( Our conversation was something like below..not exactly the same..but you will get the picture )

Kar Woon : You all dont want to know something about wai mae meh? she got something to announce.

Me : What o?? OHH...she got somebody chasing after her is it?

Wai Mae: No..I have bf already.

Me : (Jaw dropped and staring at Wai Mae with a super huge eyes of mine ) what???

Wai Mae: three days ago..

OMG!!!!!!!! WAI MAE GOT BF already..alright..I am being a little over..but I was really surprised when I first heard the news..anyway people..I already asked her permission to write about this okay..so no worries..^^ Joo Ee was being sharp as usual and asking all the right questions..and me in another hand..being as slow as usual and asking stupid questions..like 'is it expensive to call there?'..well..you know me..haha..Anyway..this is probably the BEST BEST news I have heard so far and I am really happy for her..and..our gang is all taken..Kar Woon, Dolores, Eunice, Wai Mae, Joo Ee and Me..all happily taken..and I really do hope that each and everyone of us will be lovey dovey as always, forever happy and loving always..^^ and..CONGRATES WAI MAE!!!!!!!! im really happy for you..haha..Alright..enough talking..no gathering will be complete without pictures right?? here we go..

Sook Ee!!!! Take good care of yourself in Russia yea..and ALL the best to you..

Me and my daughter..Wendy..who is getting hotter by day..as claimed by Yuva who suddenly texted me and saying that Wendy is DAMN hot in college..haha

All the ex Puterians..

Random words

No improvement on my allergetic hands as it worsen as day goes by..in fact..it has never been this ugly before..and I am so scare to touch anyone including Aaron..because my hands are really ugly and I believed my hands look like The Hulk's hands now..but thankgod now its drying and going to peel soon..it better be..if not I am SOO going to use sand paper to get rid of it...allergy ar allergy..you are really killing me you know?? so Please go away..I will sayang you as I promise you I will not chop you off yet..So do you want me to do it my way or your way??

Anyway..the medicine that should stop itchyness and claimed to make me drowsy does not work a bit..in fact..it makes me a little awake..I really think that my body going haywire nowadays..Maybe I should take some supplements starting from now..will refer to my mum when I get home..

I was going through my pictures in Facebook and realize I have 717 picturs of me..Ofcourse thats not all..I did not tag all my pictures..so imagine how many pictures I have in my FB..some are real ugly though..but will not delete it as it is part of my past right?? I believe that everyone will be prettier and more mature as time goes by right? I said before for SO SO many times I really look like a nerd last time..but it never really did cross my mind that 'nerd' is the word that is used on me..these are the pictures from Liyana's cam..steal it and put it in my blog..^^

The chinese girl on the left with the lala sign is me..haha..We sit until very coordinate right??

oh hey..we actully sat in our COY position..from the right ofcourse..

I have no idea why I like this picture so much..probably because I look really happy and innocent here?? haha..ugly ofcourse..^^

Today while I was drying my hair..I have the sudden urge to camwhore..probably because I was blowing my hair and I thought it would look cool to pose cool..haha..My hair was in a mess because I left it in a mess without combing it..haha..

I find that I look dislocated in this picture and I have no idea why..^^

oh yes..it was taken without make up yea..haha..It was done by changing the cam mode to B&W..thats all

Anyway..I am going to wash my hands with really hot water and I am going to bed now...Greetings from choco <3

With love by choco

Me lovey choco and choco's papa alot lot..muakxxx

With lots of hugs and kisses..

Baby Lin

About gossiping

Anyway..i came back from doctor already..and its allergy as predicted..but i am not quite sure what I am allergy to..so its kinda frusfrating because I have no idea what am i allergy to..and the best thing is..she asked me whether i took any seafood or eggs these two days..yes..i took alot of eggs..SHOOTS..i have been eating egg for my whole life..and out of a sudden i am allergy to egg??? no way lo..it got to be someting else..

I went through someone's blog today..normally..i dont simply shoot people in my blog because it might make me an evil queen or so..but this..is regarding my bro and i DETESTE people who talk bad about my brother..maybe out of sudden I am being protective about my brother but hey!!! he is still my brother..and probably one of the most patient and caring brother ever..though he likes to push me around also..^^..but HEY!!!!!!!! you are SOOO not going to judge my little brother!!!!hmph!!!

I have NO idea what happen between you and my brother and my brother is just too kind to gossip about you so he just keep everything inside and suck it in..I have no idea with everything that is going on with his school or anything..BUT..one thing that I am sure of is...he is probably the best guy that ever exsisted in this whole planet..besides Aaron ofcourse..^^..He did all the housechores in my house..wash clothes..hang clothes..throw rubbish..wash dishes..sweep floor and mop floor..sometimes even nag me like my dad!!! and he is super patient with my parents too..HEY??? whatelse you need in a guy wei..maybe he is a little noob with girls because he dont really know how to talk sweet to girls and all..but its not a bad thing after all..atleast he wont be some playboy toying around with girls..

Soo..dont simply write about my brother or talk bad about him in your cute little blog of yours..where 80 percent is complaining and gossiping about other people!!! normallly il just take it as a joke or so..but THIS..is concerning my brother..and I will not sit back and see you shooting my poor little brother..call me a bitch or so..but dont mess around with my brother's sister!! which is me..^^

Alright..enough of shooting..it makes me feeling better and I dont feel itchy anymore..good way to ease my itchy-ness..^^

Allergy..damn

I am in a killing people mood right now..I got some allergy thingy going on around my belly and worst of all..my hands..and its killing me..I feel like scratching the hell out of it and chopping my hands off now..URGHHHH...

Woke up aroung 4.30am because its killing-people-sial-itchy...8am again because its itching again!!! and now..after i ate my brunch..killing-people-sial-itchy again..damn it..i felt so contagious at the moment..and my hands are like so freaking ugly right now..and my mood is fairly bad due to my allergy...and im off the the doctors now..i hope I get some jab or so to ease my itchy-ness.....

baby baby...sobs..i wanna cry already ~~~~~

With love

Everyone told me, the begining part of the relationship is the sweetest moment of all. As time goes by, arguments will start to arise and sooner or later, happiness will be replaced by emotional break downs and tears.

Trust me, I know.

I am lucky enough to be in this stage of relationship where I am extremely happy with and everyday is just like Valentines to me. Deep down in my heart, I am telling myself, this is where I am going to hold on to in the future, and I will cherish every single day and moment of it.

Experience had told me that everything that you go through in life is a learning experience and you will loose and gain something from it.

He said. Everyone is looking for the best in their life. When he/she realize the ones that they have is not the best, they will start looking for a better one. But in the same time, they had forgotten the best of the one that they have. The one that truly understand what they have and what they want are the ones who will be in a long term relationship.

Agree.

I used to wonder myself. Why one's feeling can just fade away just in a snap and one's can be as strong as before, or maybe stronger as time goes by?

We people, we are keep looking for that one special one who we believe will love us with all their heart and accept us for who we are. He or she will be the one who we can spend our whole life with and be part of our 'life history'. When he/she realize that he/she is not the one that they want and not 'The One' that they thought they would be, feelings will starting to fade away. True?

Some are distracted by the outside world which 'seems' to be more beautiful and colorful. They thought they have found someone better, but in fact, the one next to them IS the one for them. When words were said and heart was broken, it will never be the same again.

Why being sentimental now? I heard stories, being in their shoes, gotten out of the shoes, met new pair of shoes and walking on a new chapter of Lin's life with it.

First shoes was unwearable because I do not know how to wear it and appreciate the beauty of it.

Second shoes was unwearable because I appreciate it too much until it is too hurtful for me to walk on it anymore.

Do I know how to appreciate what I have now? Hell yeah.

Some said I am really looking very serious in this relationship and some said it is too fast. Yes. I am very serious in this and will not allow anything that will harm my shoes. In fact, I am always serious. bluek. ^^

For me, he is a very special person who helped me through my darkest time. Makes me laugh like no one ever will. Every little flaws that I have just seems to be something special to him. He is my teacher who gives me an answer to almost everything. Being patient, waiting, leading and guiding me to the 'Getting-back-to-the happy and strong-Lin's path'. Insisting in something when I am being stubborn with. Alright. Aaron is like my spiritual guru or some kind.haha.

and I know, as time goes by, things might not be the same anymore. But who knows what will happen in the future? you willl never know. Maybe in the future when I read back what I wrote today, I will realize that 'hey, I had onced said that.' or maybe it will remind me of the time that we had now. So live the life to the fullest with no regrets, you will never know what is awaiting for you in the future. and hell yeah I love my baby aaron...muakxxx

I see myself in your eyes

and I believe we can make it through.

With lots of love, hugs and kisses

Baby Lin

Family dinner

This weekend was a great great one..why why?? Because its finally time for baby to meet my family..oh well..I told my parents last week and they went on questioning me about him..asking this and that..and they are more excited than I do..keep telling I have another bf again..hey..its not not like your daughter is player or so..haha..oh well..obviously they are more excited than I do..and My aunt is willing to come all the back from Melaka to see him..^^

I have to say this..I am more nervous than he is..he is like just so cool and I am the one winding about getting all tense up and nervous beside him...haha..oh well..we reached Seremban just in time for dinner..I have NO idea why my mum is being SOO talkative and asking so many questions..and the usual thing that she LOVES to do..complain about me..haha..I already warned B about it..I told him my mum is SO going to complain about me..so you just nod your head and say yes..haha..and YES she did..me and B just look at each other and laugh..Alright..First dinner wasnt too bad after all..

The next day..woke up late as usual..and when i went to the kitchen..siew pao ready on the table..HOAAA!!!! my parents so good go tapao siew pao le..why??? surely not because of me..haha..my parents suppose to go to work but they all rush back because of Aaron..haha..my mum suppose to have meeting and being a workoholic HEM she would have stayed in school if Aaron wasnt here..and voila..she called and asked us to get ready for brunch...as for my dad..he told me he will only be home at 12pm and asked us to have breakfast ourselves before this..and voila..he came back from KL at 11am..last but not least..my Aunt..haha..she told me before this..she will come back after lunch..mana tau..reached just in time for brunch with us..baby baby!! my parents will never treat me so good..they would have just say...go cook yourself la!! or go out and tapao..where got so good rush home and bring us out makan one!!! I thought it would be a casual brunch..but in the end..everyone was there...my Aunt from Melaka, my ah yi and grandpa also came..almost everyone came..what a brunch wei!! haha..

We made Choc and Cheese brownies after lunch..well..my aunt wanted to learn wor..but as a matter of fact..i think she just wants to see B do his magic..AND..to see whether I can ornot..haha..I ALSO WENT FOR COOKING CLASSES le!!! maybe a bit bit BIT noob..^^ luckily the brownies was alright..happy!!!

My mum keep asking me..isnt it boring to stick in the room?? oh well..it is not boring because I am in an Air Con room with my baby watching movie..haha..its freaking hot outside..

then it is dinner time..ohwell..you are talking about my family..we eat ALOT..maybe not me la..haha..my brothers..and I think my parents and aunt wanted to feed Aaron up badly..sooo..eat eat eat..dont be malu..eat more eat more..they even asked my brother to take chicken for B..GOD..

After dinner..my parents forced me to go out..to jusco...when I am home..they will say..you better stay at home and dont go out..then when baby is here..go to jusco la..dont keep staying at home..haha..and baby finally gets to experience my driving!!!! haha..luckily we are safe and sound..^^

I guess i talk too much right???pictures then ------

Me, aaron, Aunt, cousin bro, and three brothers

( and trust me..my aunt is super picky with taking picture..im not the worst yea..haha)

Us with my parents

Have I ever tell you guys that my cousin bro eats more than I do?? he finished three bowls of mee and half bowl of rice..me?? I only ate half of my rice..^^ alright..maybe less than half..haha..and this is a picture of my brother Liang my him competiting to see who eats more..

and ofcourse the title goes to???

LIANG!!!!

He sapu-ed four bowls of rice!!! HERO!!

Phew...what a weekend..but I am really relieved and glad..and I think my parents are somehow relieved too..though they did not say it..but I am sure they are..pretty confident!!

and I pity Baby Jr..haha..kena stuffed gao gao these few days..nevermind b..its just for this weekend..Thankyou baby for coming down once again..I know I said it for many many times already..but then I still want to say it again..thanks for all your efforts..and I know it scare you a little because everyone wants to see you..^^ love you baby aaron!!!!