Family matters

Okay..second post from me today..typical Zhi Lin ar..haha..i love to write actually..^^..ermm..shall i restate my sentence.. i love to type..not write..im too lazy to write..haha

Anyway..my dad was damn worried about me yesterday...i asked him to top up for me..since im having some financial problem in KL..i gotta save for Bangkok you see..So..i thank him for reloading for me and saying that im going home now..it was around 10.15pm..So..i guess he was worried..he keep sms-ing and ask me whether i reach or not..he even asked whether im alone..and where is Brendan..So..i gave Brendan's number to my dad incase any emergency and he can contact Brendan..Actually i was hoping that he will sms Brendan and ask him to take care of me..^^ why so?? i have Zero idea..haha..and then..this morning..he told me that there were problem in the parliament or something..and said that he was damn worry for my work now..and he even ask me whether i like the course im taking now..ofcourse i like it..if not why i will choose this course..i told him i like it and he said he is damn happy to hear that..i guess he is missing me some how..haha..because he keep asking me to go back to Seremban..

My parents are like that..they dont know how to show their love to their kids..so what happens is...we..the children will mistranslate their action and thinks that they hate us..os something..but when i grow older..and can think a little bit more maturely..i realize that every parent have their own way of showing their love to their kids..my parents are not that dad and mom who can talks personal thing with their children..they prefer silent..silence is golden you see..haha..they dont spend alot of money..even on themselve..probably because i still have three younger brothers..sometimes i complain..but..when i think back..yea..i still have three younger brothers..Soo..it will be fairly childish for me to keep asking for money..thats the reason i applied for PTPN..i dont want to keep asking money from them..i dont feel good..

Hey..this is the first time i talk about my parents..bravo!!!! then my brother..last time we used to fight like some small little children..yes..we really did faught!!! but as we grow older..we can actually use our brains to think..haha..me and my elder brother communicates better now..he will care about me randomly..haha..which makes me felt really warm inside..Well..my youngest brother is the worst actually..haha..nevermind..he is still young..he still have the space for improvement..^^

my friends always tell me that family are the most important thing in this whole world..no matter where you go..they will be there for you..yea..i know that..i will try and make our relationships better in the future..but it needs some time...time for a change..soo..im hopinh for the best...