YEA!!!..my mum and my aunty is coming over to Elcerdo tomorrow..im freaking DAMN happy about it..yeah!!!..well.not that i did not see them for like ages and years..but i actually miss my family..hmm...kind of sad actually..haha..but nevermind..il see them tomorrow..hopefully my mum wont complain that the bill is high..i told them already that my restaurant is not that cheap..
Anyway..somebody said i actually look fresh today..YES..i do feel fresh..muakaka..just that i woke up from my sorrowness already..haha..no point hanging on the wall when everything is just not going the way it should be..no point hanging to someone who's heart is not with you anymore..
he always says that im important and special to him..dadada..but you see..once we broke up already..he change his profile picture in facebook..into the picture he took with florence..not trying to be jealous or what here..last time..he dont even want to put our pictures..he said his dad got facebook..so he might see it..So now what??his dad cancel his account?? he even put that picture of his with florence as his hp wallpaper..when did he ever put our picture?? maybe once..then he took it off..Well..i cant be angry you see..why should i be angry..im just dissapointed..dissapointed because i realize how much i meant to him..Maybe im not even as big as a pea in his heart..im starting to get tired..tired of thinking how important am i to him..tired of wondering if he ever thinks for me..BAH..who cares now..just forget about it..
well..today..im seriously feeling alot more better..better in a way that i dont really think about him anymore..atleast not as much as last time...so im healing slowly..and im happier..hehe!!!
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