Sex and the City!!!

okay..today i watched SEX AND THE CITY..

its freaking nice wei..i damn love it lo..i did not know that it will be that funny..and yet..emotional at the same time...well..some scene did actually hits me..and sets me into thinking alot...not trying to be emo..but..i some how feel like this movie can connects to me..HMMmm..there are a few things that i realize in this movie--------

1. Be yourself

2. Forgiveness

3. Friends are important

somehow i just want to tell myself that i have to get back my life back..i have to find myself back..not the one that i want myself to change in order to make him happy..not the one that please the whole world..i just want to be myself..AGAIN..maybe it is not that easy this time..because i had just lost myself for a long long time..i just want to be happy again..

i almost cried again today..because i did something really stupid..then i realize that im freaking lonely..crap..but..you know what..i have to get back on myself..nobody else cn help me to...Ray said i look quite happy for a person who just broke up..hey friend..i cant be mourning for my sorrowness like forever right??? trying to stand up by myself..and dont cry anymore..i had shed enough tears for him already..no more..no more..

anyway..i gotta go to bed now..tired fo everything..haha..physically tired..mentally exhausted..and i got to get back to work tommorow..damn it..anyway..to my dear sui ren out there..well..dont be so worried yea..things will turn out to be fine in some way..il be always there for u..haha..you were there for me when im down..and im always down..sooo...just be happy k???

i still believe in love

and i will always do...