Memories

Memories of you makes me smile

But sad in the same time

I know i should have appreciate our bond

I know i should not be so childish

I regret and not regret at the same time

Both of us know that there is a huge barrier between us

Distance starting to kill me

Killing my feelings for you

I am afraid that i will loose my grip

And starting to hate you instead of loving you

It is a better way of both of us

Though i do not know how much it had affected you

How much i had hurt you

What i can say is i am sorry

and i am sorry

You are a great guy

Probably one of a kind

It is just that we missed that train by seconds

We were not meant for each other in the past

My selfishness is killing me

I rely on you too much

You always pull me up when im down

You are always there for me

I felt bad

Terribly bad

But i cant stop at the same time

Maybe we know each other too well

Too well to be true

No matter what will happen in the future

I thank you for everything that you had done for me

i thank you for all the great memories

You are still important to me

Deep down in me

i still love you

but this time

as a friend

*Dedicated to Hang Hang*