I thought that we were okay and fine already..but today..once again..he was being super cold towards me..i have no idea why..and his PM in MSN is saying that there are hypocrites around him..it might just be referring to me..i have no idea why he would have thought of that..i was just being concern about him..he being emo..but if this is what i get..i guess il just have to back out...
TODAY..i did something really bad..miao..sorry sorry er..i really should not have left you there and let you go back to the restaurant all by yourself..i DAMN regret lo after that..i was soooooo worried..worried that you cnt get your brother..i called stephan like twice..he did not pick up..fine..i called max..he said you left..then i called the restaurant to get jackie's number..SHIT..that number dont exist..what the hell..SORRY for bring selfish girl..i know i should have followed you..i DAMN REGRET for what i had done..forgive me shall you???
in some point..i realize that im quite selfish at times..i only know how to think for myself..but not for others..i want people to care about me..so what if i break up??? its nothing..it is just part of my life..a path that i should go through..i should not have made everyone worried about me...just because i broke up..it is just so dumb..realizing that i took so damn long to realize that..
so NOW!!!! i would even think of getting back together again..screwd it..it will never happen anymore..though i really want us to be friends again..but if this is what i get from him..screwd it..im not a faker okay??? just that i care too much about you..and you dont really give a damn..so why should i care anymore..
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