stressing over work

Anyway..work is just SUCKS now..damn alot of politics here and there..Fakers by fakers..back stabbing here and there..it is like World War 3 wei..SAD..three of us are like the victims you know..gosh..freaking pissed of with alot of people in the restaurant..first of all..the supervisor..DAMN fake..she screwd me today..PLS..you were mumbling to yourself..i CANT hear the table number..thats why i wanted to double confirm..and thanks to you Shawna..saying that i am day dreaming in front of me..damn freaking pissed off with these two people in the restaurant..

you guys want to create politics..go ahead and create with yourself..want to complain about us..look at yourself first before you say anything...we are doing everything that we could..and you just stand there and 'supervise' us kononya..and you COMPLAINED to our manager...WAH..how smart is that...you want to talk bad about us..do it infront of us..you dont have to tell every single HUMAN in the restaurant about US???? ISH..damn pissed off..we are basically counting down every single day until the end of our training...cnt wait to end it..though i will miss a few people in the restaurant..but i just cant stand it anymore..

Max said that we are too innocent..we need to deal with it on ourself..ofcourse i know..Somebody was telling me the same thing over and over again...but if it was so easy..i would not take it so hard until i cried when we were talking to him...it takes time to be mature..especially me..sometimes..my mind just works like a small kid..

Today one guy dont believe that we are more than 18 years old..and he wanted to check our IC before letting us in...haha..it was quite memalukan because i dont look like im 19..haha..yesterday..there were one table of customers who claimed that they thought that i was underage..16 years old war....hahahaha..Please..i am 19 years old already!!! not a small child people..its only my mind who is still a small kid..ahhahhaah...im glad that i look young actually..haha..

i got SOOOOo much to tell but just dont know where to start..hmm..i guess il slowly update every single thing after my training..when im back in seremban..now..my mind jsut cant work..haha..