Rush?

Little time out from TIS rush..blog dulu...TIS is driving me nuts these few days..worried...but not too worries..know il finish it on time...so a bit relax...but when start doing..shikes...scare somewhere or somehow it is wrong...well..be confident yea...=)

Yesterday...went back to Elcerdo to interview Max for B's TIS...while waiting..we had a drink or two at Bermuda and Onions next to Elcerdo...and my first ever Mojito...wheeeee~~~~~

Ini Red Sangria

and oh my mojito!!! love it love it love it....oh so minty and oh so lime-ty...=)

Did not know that this can be quite strong also..making me blushing all over again..luckily the light was quite dimmed..so others can not really see how 'tomato-ish' I was...

Told ya..can not see that I am red right?? hehe...

After that, Open House at Carlos...Mahjong...Settler's of Catan..Mini Pool and Poker...oh my oh my..maybe this is not really such a good year for me and B in gambling yea...no more!!!! =) Lou Sang!!!

Everyone looks so happy here...love this picture..=)

Its always nice to lou sang with a whole bunch of people..I have no idea why three years in college I did not lou with a whole big bunch of friends!!!! big bunch means like over ten people...hmph...Maybe I am a loner yea..haha..

Carlos Shih Tzu is sooo cute..I thought his eyes is going to pop out...because it is seriously HUGE wei..scary thing..haha..

Once again..I was being chased around for a while by that fellow..most probably because I was having period...sooo...that fella attracted to the scent lo..and OMG...we saw him steamed....scary wei..what did I do??? @@ or should I say what's with me and male dogs???

Why do I get easily teared recently?? The only reason I can find for myself is...PMS..I get easily touched or affected by emotions....not good ??good??? I really don't know..maybe girls are borned to be emotional.. Really pity the guys yea.. What to do?? Go and come out with something to make us not emo during this period..You will be a millionaire wei...im serious...all the guys will buy that for girls throughout the whole year..haha...

I don't want to change you or possessed you..I just want you to be you yourself and my baby...I don't know whether I did or not...but I certainly hope I did not...because I will hate myself if it happens..if it is a good change then I don't mind...=) yeeeee maka!!

TIS

Come to think of it..My TIS is not that bad..over the maximum pages even before I am half through..well..suppose to be 25 pages maximum for this part...but before proceeding to my proposal, I am already going 20 something...WTH...to cut or not to cut?? screwed it first..am going to finish my report before cutting my pages...TIS TIS....want us to write in detail or not in detail??? babi betul...

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and yes..I still have time to camwhore.. :p

scary no??? :p and oh..they say my eyes are not that scary as before...but honestly..i do miss my blue eyes...am an attention seeker..muahahaha

 :p

I took one..not him okay??? haha..he suppose to be driving...bahaya la if still can camwhore..

hmph...screwed you TIS!!!!!!

oh yea...tomorrow public holiday..B needs to go back to elcerdo and do his report...after that relaxation process at Carlos's Open house...Chap Goh Meh Japanese Buffet lunch at PJ Hilton..Next Friday TIS deadline..life is great no???? >.<

Pics

Suppose to be busy with TIS ...but can not abandon my blog right???? So picture it is.... =)

This one is another bola collection of ours...and we got a cute cute doggie...love it...

The doggie even have paws!!!! awwww...

This is not evening..but morning...haha..

yupe..had 8 o'clock class today...sucks..but the sky was just so nice... 

See the sun???

Indicates it will be a super hot day ahead....

My best achievement  =)

How to past time??? Settler's of Catan is the best game ( it is a board game that we are so addicted to it )...Anyway...college has been pretty intense recently...people running back and fourth to the library to borrow books for report...lecturers giving us pressure...more and more people going to college as the business school students are coming in...seeing familiar faces everywhere...*sigh*  but...life still goes on..can not wait to finish my report...=) right after that..someone's birthday is coming up...

Had a 3 hours nap...syiok...=) and it rained pretty heavily....and oh...

Happy Chinese Valentines...i think...saw it in FB..muahahahha...=)

JERK

Well..I did not know guys...or wait..GUY with no 's' can be such a bitch nowadays....alright...my fire is burning and im angry.....

As all of you know..i will only get mad of ONE guy..and everyone know which guy is this JERK!!!!..one jerk word comes out all of you know who already right???? so no need to mention again who is he....

Mind me being a bitch..or a keipochi person...I don't want anyone that I know to be hurt by him...or to fall again for him...warning must be given...who is the best one to give but me??? well..who knows he already brain washed people into thinking that I am a bitch..and I cheated on him and hurt him so much...sooo...despite not being close and all..i choose to talk to her...and...found out some pretty ugly truth....

Gave her the gift I gave him for anniversary which he gave it to his mum for her birthday and bought back the same ones because I was emo that he did that and told her that it was his favourite Ipod and has special meanings behind it so he gave it to her which is a total bullshit because he has so many other ipods that he frequently used.

FUH...I said it all in a sentence...

I am not angry for myself..seriously....i feel bad for her...if she did not know that..I bet she would be really touched by him...his self claimed favourite Ipod....BULL SHIKES....ofcourse he would be glad..cz hey...he don't have to spend any money on that..how good...spend on his other girls....that would be great...

Manipulating other people for transportation??? whatever man...maybe other girls are too blinded for your sweet talking..but not me...telling people im a BITCH!!! but can not explain what I had done yea?? the only thing I did wrong..was trying to convince myself that you can change....other than that..i did every single part of what a gf should do...and is emo wrong??? because You go and sweet talk to other girls?? putting your nicely display picture with other girls...and telling me your dad has FB so you don't dare to put our picture....what a good way to convince people...

Typical of you...never changed...i was hoping to hear something good about you..maybe you had changed and all..but...after SO many years...you...are truly a jerk..

peace out...im done...feeling better...

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how la how!! why is the weather being a bitch lately...super panas wei..as early as ten in the morning its already burning hot!!!!

babi betul the weather...i wish im in some winter country now...instead of worrying about sweating and all..i rather be cold and hide under piles of blankets....at least I can save some water...no need to mandi during winter....Do you know Malaysia water level is running real low now???

I want this!!!! cold water.....arrrrrrrr....oh damn..im jealous of an elephant...what the heck...

bye bye CNY holidays.....sobs sobs.. time for report report report...and the weather is killing every single of my brain cells..and I can not seem to motivate myself to continue my report...its still opening half blankly there...can you just rain!!!! rain heavily rain!!!! Rain like you never rain before.....Maybe I should do the rain dance thingy yea...haha...hot until siao already..how smart...

I no eye see ar when college starts...its time to kick ass and work on our report..and time to get serious about exam..one more month baby...one more month....one more month to exams...arrrrrrrrrrr...great..haha..one more month to holiday!!! I need you Genting..or beach..anything but a holiday before I start working....

Alright..meaningless post to express how hot is the weather now.... :p back to work...not FB!!!!! haha

Happy CNY and Happy Valentines

Hey people..sorry for the lack of updating...line's been a real bitch those few days due to faulty modem...and now im back!!!!! oh yes..before that...wishing everyone a very late Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentines...=)

The weather has been a real killer these few weeks...sun shinning SOOOOOO brightly above us...damn...why does it have to be so hot during Chinese New Year Month...

Look at the sky!!!! hot hot hot hot

A very artistic picture taken by me...muahahaha

Since this year Valentines crashes with Chinese New Year..we have to either celebrate it earlier or late...and we did both..haha..and coincidently our class on Friday was cancelled..so we went out for movie and lunch together..Valentine's Day is nice nice nice!!! I had been craving to watch this movie ever since I knew it was coming out...what a star studded movie...=) oh well..any romantic movie will do me good..and this made me cry...I don't know why..but just a simple movie can touch my heart...What I had learned? 

'You must not only love the things that are likeable about that person..you must also love the things that are not so likeable about that person..'

Something like that...:p

Wanted to take picture badly..so die die also find a mirror to take...

A better mirror...=) where?? FOS..haha

We went to Pasta Zanmai for lunch because we were attracted to their Valentines Menu...

Looks good yea..Since we are still full of Mc Muffin we took earlier...so we just went in and join the crowd...its my second time eating at pasta zanmai..previous encounter was at pyramid's one..and it ain't a good one...eating alone...cham..ordered one whole plate of Nato for myself...kesian to the max....but this time...not a bad one not a bad one...=) it suppose to be celebrating Valentines you see...Food shall we??

Berry Soda

Zensai Moriawase

Miso Soup

Chicken Spicy Cream Risotto

Choc Moist Cake with Vanilla Ice Cream

not too bad huh??? in fact it was pretty enough for both of us..slurrppp...I want more miso soup...^^

Looks empty huh?? but actually it was quite pack when we went in..then everyone lari already..

After makan..its time for me to rush back to Seremban..=( its friday and its the starting of the holidays..so what to aspect??? THIS ----

oh DAMN..when i walked out of the station..i was like..why everyone is lining up..then only it strikes me that everyone is lining up for bus....@@ FROM THE ESCALATOR???? can kill me or not???? waited for like almost an hour before I can get into the bus..and took me almost two hours to reach seremban...thank god its only seremban...

The next day...our whole family went down to my Aunty's in Melaka for reunion dinner...Reached there just in time for First round reunion lunch...

Home cooked food with loads of meat....^^, slurps...( by the way..i did not touched the pork at all..ate lots of vege because I am scare il ended up like a pig...:p )

Meet Rocky...My Aunt's Toy Poodle..he is just sooooo cute...haha..like a toy bear when you hug him..but the problem is..his hormones seem to be kicking into his brains because he keeps scratching my pants wanted to lick me...@@ 

As for dinner..we went to some Chinese restaurant in town to makan..it was packed like hell..i guess people nowadays are super lazy to cook..anyway..the food...urghhhh..don't talk about it..everyone said it was horrible...not that bad..just that I had to suffer two days of angin because of the food..so I hated it...Got shark fin soup...sea cucumber...even abalone..but the quality is just not there..and i hate to see it again..so i decided not to put the pictures in this post...sorry...

me and my brothers..all grown up already yea...

My first day was CNY..thanks to my upset stomach..I can not eat much..DAMN..stupid food..decided to stay at home while my family went to my Aunt's house for dinner...what I ate??? Egg Sandwich...how cham is that??? =(

Then the next day..i went back up to KL to see my darling....muakx muakxx..miss him much though i did not see him for a few days only..haha...and he got a surprise for me...a late Valentines surprise...oh well..he gave me when his bro and his mum was in the room..can not express my happiness yet..so have to tahan.... :p

this is what I got...

At first I thought the flowers in the bakul was bought..then he told me he made it all....owhhhh...haha..he said..

'7 represents us now ( we were together for 7 months plus )...14th represents valentines..so there are fourteen roses....'

i was like...owhhhhhhhhhhh.................*touched*

and then..he was sooo eager to on my comp for me..then only I knew....he put that picture above as my desktop picture.....sweet darling..muakxxxxxx...i was so so touched....=) thank you darling...me love you lots lots lots....

The next day we went down to Seremban together...=)

Then here comes the busy day....=) visiting day and my open house....As early as 8 o'clock..I have to wake up and wake everyone else because we have to go out for breakfast..my mum was emo-ed...haha..Then ten we have to go to Mr Goh house...oh how i miss him..still as cute as everand the different thing about this year is...there is one guy in our bunch...baby!!!! haha...I thought it will be quite awkward..but in the end..they went on quite well...very very superbly glad...=) 

We girls with Mr Goh....

After that..headed to Tzyy Jia's, Ah Fui's, Jen Wei's and Dolores...have to rush home so my mum won't be that emo...have to start cooking too...what's cooking?? Red and White Pasta Sauce and Fish fingers...both of us sweating like mad k?? haha..

Then comes the crowd....Mad crowd im telling you...blame my brothers...whole house was full with their friends running up and down...like what i said...there are lots of raging hormones in the house..haha..me and my friends started to observed how they dress and all..and oh...i miss high schools..but i wish i was not that sampat last time though...

Group picture in my house

This year there are actually guys in our gang yea..haha..One my B and one Kar Woon's bie...haha....yes..mine B..and hers Bie..don't mix up okay????? 

Yes..not much pictures...know why?? I LEFT MY MEMORY CARD AGAIN!!!!!! how sad is that?? damn damn damn...

My mum was treating b very good during his stay..haha..after my open house ended..she made him her very expensive honey drink because the whole day he has been frying fish....keep promoting the cake we made to my relatives...then here comes my grandfather...oh..this is Ah Lin's Bf...haha...they are pretty proud and happy yea...thank god...=)

Now..here I am in KL...suppose to start on my TIS...but...time for some update first...a very long update I know..haha...

To all my friends!! Happy Happy Chinese New Year...its great to be together with you all during this festive seasons...totally lighten up my CNY...love ya all...and for Eunice who is in USA now...HAPPY CNY to ya..even you are not with us..we are still talking about you...miss you much!!! see you soon I hope...love ya...

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Yesterday night before sleeping..something slipped in my mind...last year CNY...I still remember...everyone was telling me..don't worry..you can find someone better...your bus will be here soon...everyone was pretty much worried about me...and I myself envied my friends so much..because they had found a bf that pretty much love them alot..and I am happy for them....not for myself...I was constantly giving myself excuses...my parents don't like him..even my grandmother don't like him....urgh....imagine the stress on me...

This year...I found my bus.....and oh..thats a relief...I felt so relief that he can get along with my friends...my families..everyone that I knew....My parents are treating him like their own son...even my grandfather likes to intro him to my relatives....I don't know what I did in my life for me to find someone that can fit so perfectly in my life...and I certainly do hope that he will be the one for me...I am really blessed....Now..everything seems to be going in a very good direction for me..no more the emo Lin..no more the constantly finding for people to complain Lin...I am truly happy now....

He changed me in ways that I can not imagine...He brought light into my life...He showed me what is love about....

Like he said, love is never a word until I had met you

Baby Aaron Teh Chin Hean...

I truly love you with all my heart...my heart is no longer with me but yours...keep it safely forever..

With lots of love and kisses

Baby Lin

Line problem

Line has been such a b*t*h for these few days....damn...Tried to on soooo many times but it keeps going off..streamxy really got to do something about it...aiksss..

Anyway..college is going on as usual...Valentines and CNY coming out together...what a sweet sweet CNY huh??? will see how it goes....but I can't wait for our cookies and choc!!!! =) and also coffee cheesecake!!!! First first for us...soooo must appreciate!!! After CNY holidays for one week..it will be HELL for all of us...Report rushing rushing!!!! can not imagine how would it be like...

Sometimes...crying is not a bad thing after all...Just that very moment...i just felt very lucky to have him by my side...to have someone who cares for me sooo much. (its not even close to be compared to my past.)to have such a good bf to love me with all his heart....I felt guilty...because at times..i tend to be not really confident with myself...and not assure about myself...but after listening to what he said...i just can't stop my tears from coming out...because I know that no one can ever love me the way he loves me right now...every words that he said...made me tear-ed..I know I am such a crying baby..but wait until it happens to you..then you will know why I cried...I know...I will always love him...appreciate him with all my heart...=)

p/s who can judge how meaningful can my life be now other than me and myself??? I know I had live my life to my fullest and thats fairly enough for me..I don't need other people to judge me for who I am...so what if I am the most boring person on earth..so what If i like to do what I like now...so what?? its has nothing that concerns you...so just go and read other people's blog if you are too boring and stop reading mine...my blog is solely for me to express my feelings and not for others to judge me..so buzz off..

and arrrr..its felts so good after releasing it...=)

Fashion Police

OMG!!! I finally get to online and update my blog which I suppose to days before...sorry people!!! haha..steamxy can be such a pain in the arsh yea...alright..back to what I suppose to update..

Fashion comes and go...People come and go..but something do stay in a girl no matter how the world change...shopping!!!!! oh well..i did not went for shopping..but just window shopping to pass my time while waiting for B...

So what's hot in the store now...( in my opinion :p )

This is an awesome dress from Miss Selfridge...Bright Red that will definitely catch people's attention and sexy back...FUH..but too bad...its too big for me even though it was S... :(

When I saw this dress..i said to myself..i HAVE to try this on..haha..Miss Selfridge too...and its sooo cute with lacy bottom...

Its quite fitting at my waist..but not on my top...:( meaning...my boobies are not big enough.... woooo~~~

Both Tops from Topshop..The top is made from a super shinning material which will sure rock the dance floor if you are in a club..and the skirt...oh im loving it..tell you why in the next picture..:)

The skirt is super fitting until it flaunts your shape...I LIKE!!!! but too pricey for me... :(

This dress is also from Top Shop..looks quite similar with the dress I tried in Miss Selfridge huh?? WAIT..why would I try two same dress right??

Do you know why now?? haha..its bare back..im finding for nice bareback dresses now...can't seem to find it...aiksss..this is a very nice bareback dress..again...im too stingy to buy it..soo...can see can not own it...haha

Just to go along with the CNY mood..something red to try on...this is a fairly simple dress i found in Colours...not bad..but...not that cheap either...:p

This is a dress I tried in Nichii..its a very simple black dress actually..but you can choose your way to wear it...either you want it to be off shoulder..or half shoulder..or just like normal...and I bought it..muahahaha..finally something right??? its because its less than RM49.90!!still under RM50 you see.. thats why..muahaha..im such a cheapo..

ZARA!!! Fuh fuh...among all..I like this top the BEST BEST!!! I dont know why..but I just love it..haha..

Its feminine in a way and also edgy in a way...LOVE it...price..hahaha..don't think about it... at least for me la..:p

ZARA also...B said the dress looks like Lady Gaga style..because of the bling bling stuffs on the shoulder..haha..other than that..its quite nice actually...Gaga-ism...but its cool...=)

If I have all the money in the world..i would definitely buy all those above..though its loose..but I like..haha..well..I think my sense of fashion has change again...changed but so what..haha...no money to get the clothes that I like also?? how???