21 things that I wont do when I turn 21

Days are creeping in fast yea..Looking at my friends brothers had shoot up like a roller coaster..I do agree with Eunice that I felt very old now...Thinking back at the times when we were young and bold..Doing some pretty routine things I know..but very naive at the same times..now?? grown up..experience things like what normal adults will experience..seeing people who are younger than us growing taller..seeing my juniors going to college...seeing some juniors who are just form 1 and 2 when we were in secondary school holding positions we once hold...arrghhh!!! I have to admit this..I am old now..:( Why girls have to take age that seriously yea?? Why guys don't?? Simply because girls turn old faster..blame who?? the hormones...Will be turning 21 pretty soon..plans?? no idea...just wish that I wont be the first who explores taylor's lake.. ;p

Instead of writting 21 things I will do when I turn 21..I shall write 21 things I wont do when i turn 21..haha..isnt it more interesting?? :p

21 THINGS I WOULD NOT DO WHEN I TURN 21

1. Exstremely painful period pain experience.

This is the first thing I will try and avoid as much as I can...including taking some 'bai fung yuan' or something..shall discuss it with my mum..haha..Did not know it can be THIS bad..no more backache because of period pain...shooh shooh!!

2. I shall not be a control freak

Not to say I was once a control freak..was not I suppose...obviously my ex would disagree with this..but who cares..I shall think like a mature adult and act like one..will not be distracted by unnecessary small little issues like 'jealousy' to be in my way..and will slowly learn how to control it..mental control is very important..ohmmmmm~~~~

3. Think emotionally instead of rationally

This..is very important..Past experience has taught me well that ' Think emotionally instead of rationally' will have a bad ending..therefore...use your brain la zhi lin!!! aiyor!!

4. Spend money on wants instead of needs

5. Losing weight

I think my parents will kill me if i lose more weight..:( I did not try and lose weight le!!! i swear to god...

6. Having Allergies

urgh..what a nightmare...

7. Fell down and ended up having a sprained ankle

Another lesson to be learnt...Don't run when you are trying to catch the lift!!!

8. Thinking too much

arr...my favourite past time...stupid!!!! whack myself!!!!! *ouch*

9. Workoholic

Don't be like my mum...relax a bit..breathe in and out...fuhhh..

10. Panic Attack or worry too much

11.Not loving myself

This!! is a very serious case!! haha..must learn how to love myself more..not everything is about others..think for yourself!! yes!

12. Doing this

I dont have much to write!!! how???? :( Trying my best..haha

13. Following the rules

Maybe I should break more rules..haha

14. Being away from home too much

I should be a guai guai daughter and go back to Seremban more often

15. Be more tolerant

16. Control my temper more

17. Thinking too far ahead

18. Not being understanding enough

19. Laziness

20. Thinking I am getting old

'Hello young lady..you are just 21 and you have a whole life ahead waiting for you!! STOP THINKING YOU ARE OLD!!! you are making me old...' hmm..that shall keep me motivativated from now on..haha

21. Don't be the first to explore Taylor's Lake

No..I wont be the first..:p

arrrr..im done!!! not easy le thinking about the things you should not do..haha..quite challenging..and yes..I am too free now so I can blog more often!!! :p Dont read it if you are bored..

Traumatized..

After years of imagining how would it be like to be landed in hospital..dreams finally became true and it aint as romantic as i thought i would be...why do i say so?? well..its like this..normally in those drama..when the heroin or hero fell sick..then their partner will take care of them tenderly..hoa...felt so touch and HEY..i want that too..haha..thats why I have all those illusions...:p

and in my 20 years of life..i was lucky enough to not landed in the emergency room..not until this Monday...opps..well...before that..i was already having some discomfort because of my period..then i had this slight backache which i thought it was a normal bodyache so I did not care much....then the next day..was suppose to go sing K with Eunice..once i woke up...knew something was very wrong as backache is getting worst..my brothers went and work...left me alone at home..thought it would not be wise to stay at home in this condition..soo..i die die also push myself to go out with eunice..thought i can withstand the pain...i cried actually because i felt so helpless for the first time..

Then once we reach Green box..i started to shiver...and it gets worst as time goes by..I can not drink..i can not walk properly..all i know is..i need to get help..told Eunice about it..finally decided to go to the hospital and see whats wrong..called B while waiting for Eunice to come with her car..I was sobbing with my heads down..i guess those people around me thought i was breaking up..haha..i was really in pain thats why i cried okie??

yea...went to the private hospital near my house..then walked myself into the emergency room..was waiting for people to come..hello!!! im in pain!!! come and help la..took their own sweet time..then i saw one nurse actually said..hey..sejak bila ada orang masuk!! godness me..took them like 15 minute to see me sitting on the bed...:s well..since i was having period..I can not take the urine test...have to go for untra sound instead..wah..never thought i will have to go through that until I am pregnant..the only thing i felt is...COLD!!

then while waiting for the results...the nurse have to inject me with pain killer to stop the pain..

' Sila tanggalkan seluar anda.'

' Sorry yea..I have period...'

yea..thats exactly what i said..haha..im not really concern about the pain..im just paiseh that she might see the thing im wearing..while waiting for the results...so many things went through my mind..is my kidney having problem?? Do I need people to donate me new kidney?? What am i going to do with my life?? I want my b :( :( :( .......tonnes of things went through my mind..

Then when I finally got the results..they said nothing is wrong in my ultrasound...sooo...my kidney is totally fine and okay...it might cause my period pain...soo..just wait until my period os over..of the pain is still there..then i need to go back for check up..you can go home now...HEY!! I dont have to be emitted into the ward..music in my ears..and THATS..my first time in the emergency room...

Thankgod B came down not long after I am home...most of my pains were gone..haha..thought I will cry like a baby..but hey..I did not...So am I okay now?? not really..i still suffering from hot and cold from time to time...a bit of backache as well...trying not to take so much of pain killer because it is not good...im trying my best to withstand the pain while not depending on medicine...

Crazy experience right??? do not wish to experience that anymore...too scary and intimidating..haha..just hope that the pain won't come back and haunt me...cross my fingers..Anyway..thanks B for taking care of me...muakxx...scare the hell out of him because the first thing he heard in the morning is me sobbing in pain..sorry and thanks ALOT...love ya darling..maka maka...:)

and THANKS EUNICE!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry for not singing K with you on the last day..if it is not because of you!! i guess il faint at home.....LOVE YA LOTS!!!!!!

p/s thanks to dolores who reminded me...:p

Eunice

Meeting with Eunice!!!

Finally met our dear Eunice who came back from US..haha..sorry..been pretty busy this month..can not meet up with you earlier..anyway..straight went for Karaoke session..yay!!! Been a while since I sing K..what a good way to start off the day huh??

Everyone sang out loud and cheering like GreenBox belonged to us..who cares wei..we are there to have fun..haha..Lady Marmalade is the champion of the day..haha..followed by 'I gotta feeling'...had lots of fun singing and dancing...its almost like we are in a club..haha..

COY finally united and back in action!!!

Then...me, dol and wai mae suppose to sneak into Eunice house earlier to have a little surprise for her..so we decided to lied to her saying I need to go to Wai Mae's house and get my shoes..Kar Woon suppose to stay with her to be our spy and keeping her occupied until we are done..haha..and she did not suspect anything..after that..we went to jusco to get potporri, party set and bought a German Black Forest for her..and headed off straight to her house..

Hey..we have not been to her house since she left to USA....soo..we were abit concern no one will be at home..and true enough..only her maid is at home..and a new maid which we never seen before..but hey..she let us in..haha..then she started to freaked out because she shouldnt let strangers into the house...we just kept quiet and continue with our little surprise..we decorated her tv room with love formed by potpourri, a little flower-ry entrance to the tv..and a room filled with balloons and party set..maybe not filled..just around 9 balloons..

After hours of waiting since they were busy playing the find and hunt game in jusco..she finally arrived...SURPRISE!!!!!

haha..she did not suspect at all..what a blur girl yea..and yet we love you so much..haha

Pleasant surprise..and pleasant gathering!!! love you all girls...many more gatherings in the future!!!

and...happy birthday in advance to you dear eunice!!!!

mine soon...:p il join you in the 21st club..haha

09...2010...

Bye bye 2009..hello 2010!!! how did you welcome 2010??

As for me..had a great and simple one..suppose to run back to Seremban..but can not because was busy moving house and can not just leave everything unpack there..sooo...decided to just stay in KL and take some time to unload those three years of stuffs..though now left one whole HUGE luggage of notes and a box of shoes in B's car..haha..

Since I am in KL..takan I dont go out on new years eve right?? We had a really quiet and nice new years eve..makan..drink wine and beer which makes me turning into a cherry tomato ( :X ), then Avatar..haha..yea..my new years eve was spend just like that and I am loving it..just so quiet and relax..no stress from getting stucked in the jam..nice one!! :p

In this very new year..I just hope everything will be great for me..finishing my higher dip..working to earn money for holiday!!! YES!!! then starting Degree..yes..that is pretty much what I am going to do..haha..

Just stay chill and happy...love your family, friends and loved ones.work hard and kick ass...haha..that is my goal for year 2010!!! YESH!!!

how will i not talk about my b in my first post of the yea right??? no no no..haha..baby...thanks for everything and everything..words can never enough to describe my feelings to you...sooo...

'I LoVe You'

muakx muakxxx....
with lots of love,
baby Lin

im back

hello!!! me is back from Singapore!! yay...no more RM 1 per sms to Malaysia..first time i feel so glad seeing 'maxis' word..instead of 'singtel'..so hows my trip...not bad not bad..i definitely felt the xmas atmosphere there..everywhere its xmas trees..amazing lightings and people dressing up in santa suits..why can't they have it in malaysia huh??

It has been a while since i celebrate xmas..normally i dont celebrate it at home because its not our tradition..so whenever I am overseas or at singapore..then only i get the chance to feel it..This year..hey..should i say my best xmas ever?? my best xmas used to be in USA..where it snows on xmas eve..hoa!! white xmas le..quite amazing...but this year..i had received the most pressies le!!!! haha..never in my life i received so many on xmas..thanks to my b and his families...haha..thanks ALOT!!! my xmas would be better if i can celebrate it with b.. never mind..more xmas ahead..^^v

pictures will be up once i look at it...but now..i got tonnes to do..first..need to move house..hoa..lots to do..two years of crap to clear off..haha..then new years count down...eunice gathering..then her birthday i think...then when its all done..time to start college..pack pack...

till then..with much love from me...muakxxxx...

thanks darling for your pressies!! love it lots lots..and i love you too..muakxxxx

Merry Xmas

HO HO HO!!! Merry Xmas everyone!! ^^

thought I don't have access to internet until i come back from Singapore..but hey!! I have free access to internet in the Platinum Premium Club..sorry..me is not that rich until can afford it..but my aunt have free access to it..soo...use only..and hey..free flow beer..not bad huh!! no beer for me this early in the morning..

Anyway..leaving to Singapore in 20 more minutes..but can not stand the itch of blogging..so here I am..:p I wonder how is xmas in Singapore yea?? they said its very pretty this year..though i have been there quite a few times..but always following my uncle around..this is the first time imtravelling under nobody's guidance..my aunt also not familiar with Singapore..great!! lets get lost together..:p

It has been pretty long since i travel from KLIA..i miss the smell of airport...not much has change thought...except there is IMH everywhere.apa tu?? One Malaysia lo...sien-ness..haha..okay..got to run pretty soon...sooo..happyholidays everyone!!!may you have a great one..

I will miss you baby..:(:( hope Italk can be used..haha..muakxxx..me love love..:)

2009 review

2009 Review

What a year what a year..So many things had happened and I can not really recall everything now..I woke up super early this morning and rolled on my bed thinking what I had experienced this year..and gosh..ALOT..went through hell and went through heaven..but what I can say is..2009 is divided into two parts for me..heaven and hell

HELL

hell yea i went through hell at the beginning of year..I wrote alot about what that had happened..but deleted it all..I dont want to be constantly reminding myself of it..therefore I shall just keep it short.. I had been through hell because of my past relationship..thats all the matters

and yea..my hell is actually my past relationship..hmm...

HEAVEN

My heaven..who would it be i wonder..haha..obviously it would be him..who else right?? haha..I shall talk about that later..will have a special dedication for my loved one..:p

When I started higher diploma..i started to know friends from DC..and oh yea..they are equally crazy as us..so when both add together..heboh!!! haha..went to everywhere and makan even Melaka..haha..then got screwed by lecturer because we did not be commis for the trials..throwing countless people in the pond..had a great time ngapp-ing..I can no ask for better course mates..haha..

Training at Kuantan was a last minute arrangement due to some personal reasons..probably you had read about it earlier. Two months at Kuantan..at first I thought it would be a disaster because we can not online often there..seriously..our life there is so rountine ( atleast for me ) and it scares me a little when I think back..haha..all I do..is wake up..sms my b..makan...go work.wait until break time to text my b..go back to work..finish work..sms my b..mandi..sms my b then sleep..yea..I did that every single day..if its my off day..il be sticking at MacDonald onlining..other time, il be looking forward to go back to KL..how sad right..

But now when i think back..I kind of missing the sea over there..hmm...I miss the calmness of the sea..

and ofcourse..this year is a year of ups and downs for relationship..not only me..I am super glad for my friends who found their new love...especially Wai Mae..I am super happy for you to find him now..wishing you and him's love to blossom beautifully until forever..<3 For those who lost love..stand up slowly and wishing you guys can find back the love of your life..

and now...haha...I want to talk about this very special guy name Aaron..yes b..i know you are reading this and me sayang you alot lot..:p We started out as strangers in class..Did my duty as a keipochi class rep and wondering why is he so quiet..so kacau him a little and asked him to join our group more often...knew him more through Randall actually..haha..thanks Randall..started to chat online..three of us would be talking about my relationship problem and Randall's relationship probem in MSN..even went to Asia Cafe to guide me out of my misery..remember?? both of them was being very supportive and hoping that I can stand up for myself and step out of it...

Then there is this period when i sprained my ankle and could not make it as commis at college..and on the same day..my ex went out for photoshooting with a girl..which triggered my emo alarm I became emo-ed and text Aaron whether he could teman me because I can not stand being alone at home. I was almost giving up then his sms flew in..he was sleeping before this..and said..okie..il be coming now..honestly at that time..i dont know whether i had made the right choice or not..All i know is..I dont want to be alone at home at that time..I know I will fall into misery..without thinking any further..i went out..then B have to go back to college because its his turn to be commis..then first time in my life..i went for Karaoke on myself..i never thought B will come back and teman me after his turn..seriously at that point..i was very touched..because no one ever did that for me before..

At the moment i broke up..B is the first person who knew about it..I remember I texted him saying..I just broke up..Dont worry. Il be fine. because before this i was talking to him in msn and I just disappeared. I finally took the courage to stand up for myself..

Right after my break up..its our finals already..I had wasted alot of time to deal with my relationship problem until I rarely have time to work on my studies..therefore needed some help from a few people to study together..where?? MSN!! haha..awesomeness right?? we actually open a chat box in MSN..then we group study there..and it actually works!! ofcourse..that puts B in the list as well..I forgotten how it happened..but two of us actually meet out to study management and econs at Mcd one day..I still remember on that day..Sunny asked me where am i going to study..then when i realize i was going with b..he said..yerrrr....you and aaron...ohhhh ohhh.... hahaha..then i started to realize..something fishy going on here..haha..then on that same day..seen cheow asked me..did you realize something about aaron?? im like..no..not really..then he ask..dont you think he is after you..then i started to think deeply..huh?? got ar?? Dont simply say la..

Oh well..you all know that I am known for being slow and blur right..soo..obviously I wont think so deeply when it comes to this..I think on that same night..I told B what seen cheow said..then i asked him..soo..are you?? I forgotten his reply..haha..will ask him later..:p

When our exam finished..here comes melaka trip and ofcourse..the day before I went to Kuantan..the same day we became bf and gf..the funny thing is..right after we are together..I went all the way to Kuantan for my training..meaning..I was with my bf with one day only..then we were parted..how cool is that?? :p After that..I think i wrote everything in my blog already..haha..

I always describe him as my light..because he brought back light into my life..to make me happy and content again..He is a very different guy to me...even his cousins said..I never seen aaron angry before..haha..and no way I want to see that at all cause. :p After all the suffering I went through..he is like an angel that flew into my life..he showed me that a girl should be loved and being taken care of..he showed me that I deserved to be love this way.and he showed me that a relationship can be this happy and sweet..and I am very grateful and glad to have him in my life..

We are together for six months now on this sunday..how fast time flew right?? all I want to say is..thankyou baby for stepping into my life..thank you for giving me and chance to love you..and thank you for loving me and letting me be part of your life..no one can ever replace you in my heart..no one but you..<3 <3 I had told you hundred and thousand times..I am very lucky to have you..indeed I do..simply because.I love you

What a year what a year..I still remember last year..I was aching in pain at this time..remember PD girls?? but this year..I am glad to say..I will end it with a smile on my face..2009?? bye bye..2010...here I come..

Pangkor Trip

Sorry for the lack of updates since i came back from my holiday with B's family..I was not able to have sufficient time to finish up my post..oh well..update time!! Anyway..this holiday was a bit unexpected for me really..here goes our conversation :

Me and B was sleeping because we were too exhausted after class and his mum was using the computer.

Aunty : Okay. Our holiday is on and Lin is included.

Me : huh?? ( woke up sleepishly and blurred. staring at B who is clearly still blur and look at Aunty. ) ermm..okay..

haha..yea..I knew his families were going to Lumut for holiday..and was just joking about going together..then who knew his mum actually invited me to join and B never tell me anything..what a sweet surprise..

Anyway..our holiday is great and more fun than what i expected..I thought it would be awkward and all to be with his families..but hey...its like im part of their family and i felt super grateful for it..

What we did there?? We went and have a stroll at the beach, played archery, cycling, archery again, chess, pool, and swimming. Gosh..we did that all in one day and our muscles all aching after that..haha..good work out for me though since im too lazy to work out recently...:p

Took alot of picturs..but just going to post a few here..others i shall upload in FB when i have the time to do so...

This...indeed is a basketball shirt that belongs to B..p

:p

As usual..a picture of both of us..this time taken by his parents.:P :P

A group picture before we leave the hotel...Me likey this picture alot lot...^^

Maybe for you guys this is just some ordinary trip or so..but deep down inside me..I really appreciate it and am very grateful for it...Thanks Aunty Uncle for giving me a chance to be part of the family!!! THANK YOU ALOT LOT..merci beacoup!! ^^

and ofcourse..without my baby...all these wnt happen at all..me love you darling baby...muakx muakx...sayang you lots lots lots..

A bit of update

Sorry for the lack of updating these few days..wasnt able to online because I was too lazy to bring out my lappie in Seremban...and I can't update much until like next week because its my holiday time!!! yay!!!

Anyway...before talking about anything at all..first I would like to wish

MISS CHONG KAR WOON

Happy happy 20th birthday la..finally grown up and 20 years old already wor tomorrow!!! so proud of you...hahaha..nah~~~ im becoming 21th soon...sobs... hope that you will become more and more mature in the future and appreciate everything that you have in your life...and be more and more strong and sweet with your bie ar!! haha..you know we all love you..especially me..:p sincerely from my heart la...^^

and next...EUNICE!!!! you better be back in Malaysia fast fast next tuesday..because all of us waiting for you to sing k!!!! haha...and yea..we all miss you in all our gathering le..sooo...we got lots to update with when you are home home...soooo!!!! can not wait to see ya!!!!

Last time me and Eunice used to go for swimming trainings for competition last time..well.. of course I was super nob..The reason why I went is because my parents want us to learn how to swim and it was famous at that time to learn it at SJK (C) Chan Wa...from basic swimming lessons to training..fuh...crazy..we have to practice at friday nights I still remember...cold until teeth also shivering ar that time...My stamina was always bad since primary..therefore I am always the last in swimming competition!! haha..not to say I am proud of it..its an experience right?? no regret being the bottom.. :P Anyway..We just went swimming just now..and gosh..how much i miss swimming..It is a good work out also since i barely work out these few years..haha..I guess its time to work out work out...

Anyway..will be going to Lumut with B's family tomorrow..happy happy holiday to me and my families in Thai now...^^

Suck

yea..you really do suck big time...always knew you were a jerk..but I didnt know you are such a big jerk... its so typical of you to talk bad about others after you can't get something...its just so typical of you to put the blame on others..and its so typical of you to be such a big jerk..bleh..

yes...I am being a bitch myself to talk about you in my blog..who cares if the whole world knows..who cares..because the whole world already knew..and for those who don't...good luck with it...

I just hate people to have misinterpretation of me..thinking that I am that kind of girl that you were saying..saying that i cheated on you?? hoa..thats great...or maybe saying I am a player..who is the player now??? you or me??

dont blame it on others if you are the one who dont appreciate the chances given...dont blame it on others if you are the one who can not commit in a serious relationship... dont blame it on others if you are the one who constantly flirting with other girls and expecting your girlfriend to believe in that...don't blame the girl for not trusting you...

Its such a waste of time talking about this...damn..but you had stepped on my tail....I regret wasting my time...I regret wasting my two years of time...and i regret wasting the tears that I had once shed on you..

Rejuvenation process starts

OH yea...finally finished working for Taylors Open Day already...a great sigh of relief because I can finally get my full rest and hibernation for one whole month...can not wait for that...

Anyway..I did not talk about Taylors Open day huh??? partially because I forgotten to bring my memory along thats why I can not take any pictures of it..and I was too tired to blog about it...Anyway..I shall take some pictures when college reopen for orientation...yes..orientation for ALL students to avoid students getting lost in the new campus..HELLO!!! after two and a half years in LSC..i can not even differentiate block A and block B...imagine in the new campus..maybe I should bring a campus along with me to avoid getting lost....:p nolar..its not that exagerating..but its way bigger than LSC and the security is sooo tight..there are security guards everywhere...good good..finally after two and a half years of my college life..I finally get the real campus life...

Lots of things are not ready yet..especially the restaurants..what i can say is..nothing is up in any restaurants..except for Temptation ofcourse..the cafeteria..( which is full with mosquitoes..shhh...but i hate mozzie ALOT... ish )..kitchens are quite fully equiped...lecture theater is great...i heard the hall is quite good as well..I shall wait for orientation day to explore the whole place..anyway..im pretty excited for the new campus..weee~~~

Holidays are up...busy with plan after plan...gotta make it my resting time and time to rejuvenate after the ever stressful and tiring Term 5..

Everything is in the mind..and how you control it right??? stupid mind giving wrong signals over and over again...gotta cut that wire off and be as normal as usual...lin lin..you can do it...think simple...be grateful..^^

Happy holidays everyone!!!

Xmas is coming...yay!!! me love xmas..I get all excited for it and I have no idea why..haha.probably because i never get to celebrate it thats why..:s

Dont know why..i like this picture..so have to post..:p

Thankgod I found you

Baby..would like to dedicate this song for you...:p hope you like it...

Thankgod I found you

I would give up everything
Before I'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I've finally found a man that's true
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful
I found you

I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me I can't survive
I don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause I need you in my life

Thank God I found you (I'm begging you)
I was lost without you (so lost without you)
My every wish and every dream (every dream, every dream)
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight (brought the sunlight)
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful
I found you

See I was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back I guess it shows
that we were destined to shine
After the rain to appreciate
And care for what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Sweet baby I'm so thankful
I found you

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful
I found you

I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful I found you

p/s You know I love you alot lot...love you darling..muakxxx

Happy holidays

Greeting greetings..sorry for the lack of updating since exams are over..been pretty busy working hunting for money...:p oh well..or should I say kepochi more than being hardworking?? I finally finished my exam with a bang!!!! haha..we were late for exam for 30 min..thought it was nine like other days..mana tau 8.30 pulak...oppss..luckily we were still able to sit for our last papers even though no extra times were given..FUH..i adrenaline rush until gao gao until the end of the exams..Finally after one term of assignments and heavy workload torture..we are released from hell..YAY...

Instead of relaxing like most of the people..we choose the hard way to end our term pulak..haha..working for the taylors new campus open day...One of the day..i have to work in La vaca which is Elcerdo's sister restaurant for an event after working in Taylors open day..I tell you..working continuously for 15 hours is not a joke wei...I can feel my whole body falling apart soon after i finished my work..luckily Max is kind enough to offer us to makan at Elcerditto..:p but at that time..im dead tired and all I want to do..is to bath, eat and sleep..

Term 5 Term 5..what a term seriously...been working nonstop since starting of the term..busy with entrepreneurship...busy with never ending assignments until the last week of college..once done with some assignments..it time for mid term assessment pulak..crazy schedule I am telling you...but im super glad its over right now..and hoping for the best in our final term...it would be fun fun to have it in taylors lake side campus...^^

People say people talk...gossip gossip...sorry for being outdated and slow as usual..I dont normally go and ask around what is happening nowadays ( yes...most of you probably would say I am too busy with aaron..:P )..if no one comes and tell me personally..I will definitely be the last to know about it..haha..sooo...what i want to say is..try best to avoid all those problems..dont make such a small thing to turn into a huge matter... To those who found your love..im really happy and glad for you..for those who lost it...its okay..you deserve someone better...Will learn how to control my mind more..mental control!!!! :P

Was upset about something..but after round or conflicting in my mind..I had decided to tell my brains to not care about it..because it is not something that worth thinking and getting upset about..there are all kinds of people in this world..either you choose to ignore it or let it upset you until the rest of your life...let them be who they are...care less and ignore..BUT..if you DO get into my way..sorry if I am mean...you have already stepped on my tail..

Anyway..suppose to be happy because im on my holidays now..yay!!! its time to rest and relax..happy happy..^^ Will update about our new campus pretty soon..until then..toodles..

Viva says happy holiday to everyone..^^

Yay..thats my signature pose...:p

yes..dont simple mess up with me...FUh...I look damn serious here...ngek ngek

As usual..a picture of us...

at first decided to put some obscene pictures..but some of you might object...sooo...just a simple picture shall do...:p

Random love qoutes

你可知道
要女人清晨醒來
淩亂的面對一個愛的人
是需要有很大的勇氣

Do you know

When a woman wakes up and has to face her loved one in mess

She needs alot of courage?

你可知道
當女人被男人
脫去自己的衣服
一絲不掛的在他面前
是需要多少的愛

Do you know

When a woman was stripped by a guy

Standing naked infront of him

She needs how much of love?

你可知道
女人為什麼會背朝你睡
因為她不喜歡看你的背影
如果你以後抱著她睡
她會安心一整個晚上

Do you know why woman dont face your back when sleeping

Because they don't like to look at your shadow

If you can hug her to sleep in the future

She can sleep nicely for the whole night


你可知道
女人把每一次的愛情
當作是初戀
也是這輩子最後一個來愛

Do you know

Everytime when a woman falls in love

They will take it as their first love

and their last love

你可知道
女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你
而是你在她心中太美好
她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

Do you know

Woman is jealousy is not because she dont trust you

It is because you are too perfect in her eyes

She doesnt want that perfection to fall in the eyes of other womans.

你可知道
深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後
自己卻轉身不斷啜泣

Do you know

When your girl is mad at you

She will cry after she turns her back?

你可知道
當女人頂著哭花的臉
走在街上
不管是不是有人在看她時
她的心已經快要死了

Do you know

When a girl is crying and walking on the streets

Whether there are people looking at her or not

Her heart is already dying

你可知道
她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨
也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

Do you know

She will only nag the guy she loves

She will only lash out to the person she cares

你可知道
她的任性 她的壞脾氣
其實都只是在對你撒嬌
希望你更重視她

Do you know

When a woman is being stubborn and having a mood swing

She actually wants to be pampered by her loved ones

Hoping that you will put her in your heart

你可知道
假若她不愛你
她根本不會對你發火
不會希望你去哄她
更不會為你掉眼淚
因為她不愛的人沒那本事

Do you know

If she doesnt loves you

She wont even bother to lash out on you

Wont even aspect you to get back to her

Wont even shed a tear for you

Because the person she dont love dont have that ability

你可知道
當你離開她
留下她獨自一人
她有多大的期待和恐懼

Do you know

When you left

Left her alone at a corner

How scare she was and how high are her hopes for you to come back

而這一切都只是因為她愛你
而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她

By all means, she loves you

By all means, you dont know her deep enough

女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情
於是，你們爭吵，你認為她脾氣不好，她認為你不夠遷就她……
於是，你們冷戰，你以為她沒有完全接受你，她以為你不在乎她……

Woman knows too many things that she shouldnt know

Man dont know too many things they should know

So, you fought, because you think her temper is bad, she thinks you dont give her in

So, both of you have cold war, because you think she can not accept you, she thinks you dont care about her

請給她一個擁抱一個吻，用你的擁抱你的吻去化解她心裏的悲傷和眼角的淚水。
因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安靜。。。。。。。。。。

Please give her a hug and a kiss, use your hug, your kiss to clear away the sorrowness and tears on her eyes

Because she is only afraid of your coldness, walking away...and quietness.......

兩個深愛的人在一起，就要
互相包容，互相理解，互相體諒，互相信任，
否則當你們真正失去時將會遺憾終生。。。。。。
否則美好的未來也就在你們自己手中泯滅了！。。。。。。

When two person in love are together, you must

tolerate each other, understand each other, trust each other

If not when you really loose it, you will regret for the rest of your life

If not your future will be ruin by your own hands

希望每一個男人都能夠好好珍惜陪伴在你身邊的女人

Wishing every guy will appreciate the woman by your side

她們為你付出過，不求回報

Because they dont ask for repay for their scarifice

卻希望你們能夠讀懂，能夠牽著她們的手堅定地走下去

and wishing every guy will understand this and hold their hands and walk till the end

不要讓愛你的女人流淚

Dont make the woman who loves you cry

不要讓她傷心

Dont make her sad

更不要讓她絕望和死心！
因為女人一旦真愛了，失去她愛著的人
就意味著失去了整個世界...

Dont make her loose her hope

Because when a girl really falls in love and lose her loved one

Her whole world will crash down

This is quoted from some random note I read in FB...translated it into English for those who don't understand chinese characters...I know my English is not that good...but...I hope the meaning is still there...^^

bread

im absolutely hungry now until my hands are shaking...can not think straight and walk straight..needed some carbo right away..so went and hentam two pieces of wholewheat bread without anything on..and yes..this is my bread diet..

Wasnt suppose to go on diet..but I am too lazy to cook anything for dinner and all..so decided to get a loaf of bread and eat it for my dinner...normally il eat it with eggs...sometimes with mushroom and brocolli on the side...yea...im vegetarian for many days already...I wont be surprise if i loose some weight though...:p

Got too bored of bread and feel like eating something with more kick and taste!!! im drooling over for some really tasty food..FOOOD!!!!! I NEED YOU!!!!

Please dont scold me if loose some weight my dear friends....I didnt mean it..blame my laziness..:p

VIVI

Pictures shall speak more today alright???

Me with baby's pile of pillows..making myself comfy..

come here come here....

okie okie..me come come...:p

camera out!!! time to camwhore..:p

baby snipping people!!!

and OH!!!! introducing a new member in our house...VIVI!!!!! muakx muakxx

oh well..viva was quite lonely there few days..therefore we decided to get him a gf...was finding for female guinea everywhere...but dont seem to get one..and its so hard to identify its gender..for one night..we thought viva was a female..but sorry...he is still a boy boy after all..haha..after hunting everywhere.we finally found a female guinea pig at pet's safari at Ikano...we were so happy!! because among the whole bunch..theres only ONE female!! and she is only two months old...compare to viva..vivi is SOOOOO small..fatty viva..:p

VIVI!!! <3>

what are you looking at???

anyway..viva was SUPER horny...guess he was alone for too long..keep trying to climb over vivi..kesian him because she is not interested at all...

Aaron's mum : So you are going to be grandma soon?? Aaron going to be father or grandfather??

haha.and yes!! il be grandmother pretty soon if viva continue to be this horny..viva keeps following vivi whenever she goes..when we seperate them..they started to squeek and protest...cute ar cute...

Xmas is coming to town!!! yes yes..me like xmas ALOT LOT!!! and i LOVE lights...especially those colourful light balls...can not resist at all..haha..

suppose to be studying any soon...soooo....goodluck to everyone who is sitting for their finals..lets get it over wei!!!!! holiday and xmas soon...^^

A man and a woman

Differences between a man and a woman

A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.
A woman wants one man to satisfy her every need.
A man wants every woman to satisfy his one need.
A woman's mind is cleaner than a man's - she changes it more often!
Women always worry about the things that men forget; men always worry about the things women remember.
Women and cats will do exactly at they please, men and dogs should just relax and get used to it.
Women may be able to fake orgasms, but men can fake whole relationships. (James Shubert)

Women take clothing much more seriously than men. I've never seen a man walk into a party and say, "Oh no, I've got to get out of here. There's another man wearing a black tuxedo."

To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.

Man has his will, but woman has her way. (Oliver Wendell Holmes, Sr.)

True no??? :)

Phone

Phone..Phone Phone..I guess it has been a part of our life now and we cannot live without it anymore..well..atleast for me..^^

Ten Reasons I can not live without a phone

1. I depend on my hp alarm to wake me up every morning..without it..I will not make it to any classes

2. Whenever I can not find the classroom ( I never know where are the classrooms if you tell me which block and which floor..I depend on my memory to know where is the class ) , I need my phone for SOS

3. I need my phone to know the time because I do not wear any watch ( mainly because I will always loose it..therefore I dont wear it anymore )

4. I need my phone to sms my b 'good morning and good night' :p..its a habit of mine..

5. When I am not in KL or can not access to internet..I need my phone to sms my b..

6. I need my phone to call people..(duh..)

OH well..for now..I can only make six reasons out of ten...:p because my phone now is some super basic phone after i lost my w660i..therefore..the camera sucks..there is no memory card and basically..there is not much function...If I still have my w660i

7. I need my phone to listen to music..( that was before I got my ipod :p)

8. I need my phone to take pictures ( that was before I got my cam :p)

9. I need my phone to play blox..( a super addictive game haha )

10. and finally!! I need my phone to hear my b's voice!!!!!

so yea..I can not live without my phone..:( so please sayang your phone more..dont drop your phone anymore...because...phone-is-important!!

Right when we thought we had completed all our assignments...one came out pulak..damn budgeting!!! we were not suppose to do it!! fine fine..anyway..next week will be our last week in college before our one month break !! YAY!!! like finally!!! its resting time and tidur-ing time...

Just some random picture i took yesterday and today...

My pet pets clipped on Wei Ren...^^

This is an awesome Myvi wei!!! Anyone mau their car to be decorated on their birthday???

Support Seagate external!!! haha

Guess which one is mine...pretty obvious...:p

Anyway...its time to get serious and study 'soon'..haha..but for now...rest dulu!! it has been a hectic week you see..:p take a chill pill..

blah-s

FUH!!! one paper down..Applied science!!! sayonara!!! see you in finals next year...yay!!! repeatingly studied his paper yesterday night..ish ish..I hope its worth the effort..

IM DONE WITH MY ENTREPRENEUR REPORT!!! fuh fuh fuh..atleast my part is done which I am super happy with...hey!! all the money tally alright!!! yes!!! finally dont have to think about it anymore...:) :) :)

So people...do you think i worked out?? :p

Actually last time yes...I was so scare of getting fat so I will do sit up atleast 100 times every single day..from 50 times in a day until it is increased to 100 times a day..siao?? not really!! it was a trend really..Dol and Kar Woon also will do ocationally what!! haha..I hate having tummy..I always thought that I had tummy..until my friend said that my tummy sunk in instead of being flat like normal humans...So basically meaning I dont have tummy..:)

Its not that obvious in this picture..but still can see a bit bit right??

I also tak tau normal or not!! haha..

Do you know my size did not change much since primary school?? I had a skirt that i wore in primary and until now I still can wear..:s I think I got a bit thinner compare to last time..less chubbier...AND..the main point is..I never grow any taller ever since..how sad is that?? I had always remain this height since primary school...aiks...one good thing about being small and petit..dress will be your best friend...^^ I dont know since when I like to wear dress alot...I have one weird theory..everyone knows that I must wear formal in college for classes right..If I buy one top and a skirt of a pants..definitely will cost around 100 or more..So if i buy one dress..its already one piece so I dont have to invest more..and sometimes it cost less than 50!!! how stingy am i!! :p

Ever since..I started to wore dress more often..Today B reminded me of a dress I did wear for a long long time...So got nothing to do at home..camwhore lo apa lagi!!! :p

ISH!! the eye bag I got since term starts...:(

BiBi BoBo!!! :p

sorry..typo!!! its DiDi DuDu!!!! :p

My black dress!!! simple but i like!!

Experimenting with mirror...:p

OH YES YES YES!!!! I am done done done with my financial assignment at this moment..haha..I actually did not finish my post and went and did my assignment..sweat!! I hate financial and I dont think I have the brain cells that can digest it..did until my head felt so stuffy...Dolores!! I salute you..

Finally!! I can rest rest now and do something else that is non academic related..^^

Everyone wants to love and be loved right?? Who doesn't want? Just that do you know to appreciate the things that you had and always treasure it without hurting it?? But when you are in that circle..you just dont seems to realize it until you finally lost it..its a lesson that we all learned..and from there..you will appreaciate whatever that you have now..<3

Hormones are really scary..and B is one of its victim...:( I know when the time of the month is almost near..your brain cells will be filled up with hormones telling you to get emo emo emo and emo for nothing..and yes..I really became down for nothing..haha..but when it finally came..your hormones seems to be exaporated into the air..what left..is period pain~~~~ but mine is not that pain..so its still tolerable..

How will college be like without B for one day?? I wonder....

Love

Anyway..just want to let my baby knows that..no matter what it is..I am always here and forever will be here for you..because...you are my love...forever and always...

No matter how many kisses you owe me...there will be unlimited kisses for you for my entire life..:p

Will hold your hands..hug you...sayang you...kiss kiss you and love love you....

Am I being a bit too much today??yea..I guess so..my hormones are kicking in slowly...its coming~~~~

love you darling...

purpose of this post..is to tell you ----

I love you alot lot and alot...from my heart

and you --- are irreplaceable...<3

P/S Xmas is coming!! I love xmas :p