Current Mood Chart 

Mood : Pisssed

Scale of 1-10 : 8

For those who watches 91210 you should understand what I mean, the mood chart. 

I really don't understand why people like to talk behind someone's back. I mean. Yes. I know that I am stubborn I am stupid I am useles I am cheap and whatever shit that people talk about me. Please bear in mind that this is my own business and my own life that I have now. whatever decision that I made, I do use my brains and think about it before I do. So please don't over exagerated and make until I am some bloody useless girl who only depend on my boyfriend for my hapiness. 

Seriously. Who likes people who talking behind their back? This is MY personal life you are talking about. Don't go and over exagerate things that you hear and make until I am really so pitiful or what. I am bloody NOT pitiful and I am pretty happy with what I have now. Despite things that happened in the past. I believed that one will change and giving us another chance. Whatever that I am doing now do not affect you all at all so why bother talking behind my back? I really don't get it. 

I am already pretty screwded up because of certain assignment problem and now this has to come to me. What the hell? And I seriously don't get why am i pissed anyway. 

and I seriously need to open my eyes and and don't trust people so easily. Things that I see before and after is so different. 

Marriage Passbook ( Quoted from an email )

Jocelyn married William this day. At the end of the wedding party,

Jocelyn's mother gave her a newly opened bank saving passbook. With

$1000 deposit amount. Mother: 'Jocelyn, take this passbook. Keep it as

a record of your marriage life. When there's something happy and

memorable happened in your new life, put some money in.

Write down what it's about next to the line. The more memorable the

event is, the more money you can put in. I've done the first one for

you today. Do the others with William. Wh! en you look back after

years, you can know how much happiness you've had.'


Jocelyn shared this with William when getting home. They both thought

it was a great idea and were anxious to know when the second deposit

can be made. This was what they did after certain time: - 7 Feb: $100,

first birthday celebration for William after marriage

- 1 Mar: $300, salary raise for Jocelyn - 20 Mar: $200, vacation trip

to Bali- 15 Apr: $2000, Jocelyn got pregnant - 1 Jun: $1000, William

got promoted ...... and so on... However, after years, they started

fighting and arguing for trivial things. They didn't talk much. They

regretted that they had married the most nasty people in the world....

no more love... Kind of typical nowadays, huh?


One day Jocelyn talked to her Mother: 'Mom, we can't stand it

anymore. We agree to divorce. I can't imagine how I decided to marry

this guy!!!' Mother:! 'Sure, girl, that's no big deal. Just do

whatever you want if! you really can't stand it. But before that, do

one thing first. Remember the saving passbook I gave you on your

wedding day? Take out all money and spend it first. You shouldn't keep

any record of such a poor marriage.'


Jocelyn thought it was true. So she went to the bank, waiting at the

queue and planning to cancel the account. While she was waiting, she

took a look at the passbook record. She looked, and looked, and

looked. Then the memory of all the previous joy and happiness just

came up her mind. Her eyes were then filled with tears. She left and

went home.


When she was home, she handed the passbook to William, asked him to

spend the money before getting divorce. The next day, William gave the

passbook back to Jocelyn. She found a new deposit of $5000. And a line

next to the record: 'This is the day I notice how much I've loved you

thru out all these years. How much happiness you've brought me.'

They hugged and cried, putting the passbook back to the safe. Do

you know how much money they had saved when they retired? I did not

ask.. I believe the money did not matter any more after they had gone

thru all the good years in their life.

Weird post

Love can be really weird..

At the begining..everyone is lovey dovey..

The next thing you know..

Things started to change...

From lovey dovey to not so lovey and not so dovey

Like this picture..

If both don't have the heart to continue or don't know why they are not happy anymore

This will happen..

Both started to hate each other for no reason

which will lead to this

For all the you have done to me

I will hate you forever

Which stage am I now?? I am over that stage..back to stage one at the begining..lovey dovey?? Hmm..don't know what I should call that yet..maybe Il think of it real soon..OHH..did I talk about the surprise?? its a success!!!! muahaha...I got the right size without refering to the old ring..Luckily he likes the ring..keke..if not..il just bang my head to the wall..think for very long ady only decided to proceed with that little surprise..haha..

Ohh..This is not an emo post..it is just that I feel that my blog is a bit dull without picture and i found these really interesting 'I hate you' pictures..and it is 2am in the morning..therefore..my mid has gone a bit hairwire...haha..So I am a bit off right now..and I am going to bed really soon..Soo..Bonne Nuit everyone..

With love from Lin

( Never before revealed photo of me and Brendan..Last year when we went to genting..Not trying to boast..but just to prove that I am still sane and not emo at this time..muahaha..im off now..im really off..haha..)

Starbucks again

Despite lots of work waiting ..for me to do I still find the time to blog..not bad huh?? I am currently sitting nicely at Pyramid's Starbucks..Its my first time online in starbucks le..noob right..haha..My comp can not connect to the net at first..So i was like pissed la..haha..then I asked the staffs..why my comp can't online..

He told me i have to go to internet explorer and fill in my details before your comp can connect to the net..what the hell..why i never knew got such thing..haha..I guess I am really blur..Well..have to wait until 11 o'clock..now its only 7.22pm..sobs..long time more to go..atleast here got air con..better than staying at home right???

Why I landed with my laptop at pyramid?? Dong la..haha..once I finish my class he asked me whether want to have early dinner with him??? Since I got nothing much to do at home..then Il just go lo..then I was thinking..am I suppose to spend 7 bucks to pyramid then another 7 bucks just to come home??? mai as well bring my laptop and online there and wait until he finish his work..haha..smart right??

Did i told you guys that I appeared in the star online TV..I was interviewed when all the class rep went to Giant for the 'Waste Not Want Not' campaigne organize by The Star with the colaboration with Giant. Well..If you are interested to watch that video..check out this website..haha..http://thestaronline.tv/...Alright..My mum said I look ugly..what the hell..ish ish..well...the reason why my hair was covering is because my eyes was swollen like hell le that day..luckily it did not show in the video..

OHH..chi hang just bump into me just now..haha..I was busy hiring Max for my restaurant city..and she came and say hello..haha..so ngam le..I have not seen her after we graduate from secondary school..what a small world huh??haha..OH YEAH..I just hired max to be my waiter in my restaurant..muahaha..I got that idea from Gan actually..haha..who ask you to hire Ms jasmine in the first place..

Alright..I think I really need to start working already..haha..im wasting alot of time ady..keke...Planning for a surprise for baby..guess I broke that surprise by asking..sobs..should I continue or not continue???thinking thinking thinking..haha..oh well..let me get back to my work la..ciao people..

Updates in words

Alright..Maybe I should update a little on my recent life right now..Alot of people thought that i graduated and planning to work or something now..haha..Ermm..I JUST graduated two weeks ago..haha..I finally got my really expensive diploma certificate and NOW..I am continuing my studies in my higger diploma for another year....So I am not hunting for job or goyang-ing kaki at home right now..haha..

Infact college life has been really hectic at the moment..Assignments are rolling in and deadlines are creeping in FAST..urghh..I feel like I am ALMOST breathless at this moment..Each subject has their own respective assignments..FINE..and how many subjects I am taking this term??? 13 subjects including my practical classes!!!! OH MON DIEU!!!!! feel like killing myself now..

and since we have SO mnay assignments..not every assignments we are in the same group wor..and can you imagine how we are going to discuss???? DAMN..though I have not really started any yet..^^..well..I better kick my cute little butt and start working..Alright..despite the really hectic college life..I still need to finish up my Industrial Training registration..PTPTN application..and gosh.there are TONNES to be done..sobs..

Personal life..haha..well..lots and lots of drama happened last week..but hey..I don't care about it anymore..NOW.. I just want to live in a not-so-dramatic-life and stay peaceful..I just don't get it..why drama likes to come and find me?? its really weird..anyway..things are pretty simple and direct..I choose to trust brendan and I will trust him this time..Despite what happened in the past..it is a past tense..I have to trust that people do change...what will happen in the future I don't know..but at this moment..I am really happy and content..I know...I made my promise..and I broke it..I am sorry..but dear friends..I do not ask for your support..but just try and trust me that I am really happy at this moment..muakx..I hope you guys are not mad at me..^^..muakx..

Alright..I need to hop to college now..ASSIGNMENT!!! gah..need to go..ciao..love ya..

About trust and change

Don't worry baby.. I am not talking about you in the second and third paragraph..

Now I truly understand that I am dumb after all and trusted the wrong person. Hip Hip Hooray..thanks for proving me that I am --- Dumb..But in the brighter side, I am so glad that I had made a right choice. And I am so glad that I made that decision.

Maybe I did not understand you fully enough. I might be blur at times, but I can be really sensitive when it comes to this. Baby knows this the best. YOU showed me the light and YOU blew that light away though I do not really care whether you blew it or now. But whatever it is, I still hope that you will find that girl who will change your perception of love.

This morning, I did something bad and felt guilty about it. I am sorry dong for not trusting you again. But I really can not control my emotions when it happened. Thankfully, you had changed because you were honest with me. Thankfully, not like last time, you will comfort me when you see me tearing. For all that you had done, for all those efforts that you had put on me, I am truly glad and relieved. I really hope that we will stay the way that we are now because I really felt like I am loved and appreciated this time. Not to say you were not last time..but i felt the changes in you. I really do. and I love you for what you had done and who you had became for me. Thank you my dear. and me heart you..

<3

My heart is as fragile as a crystal

Hold it tight and never drop it again

Love is

Painful

Messy

Work

Worth it

Love is both side

You have mine

I have yours

Who loves you?

I love you

I see myself in you

A song of love

Another chapter of love

Fail me not my dear

Losing you is something that I can not bear anymore

Stay with me and hold my hands

Let our song be heard

Let our fate lead us

I am not scare now

Because you are here

Next to me

My heart

Last Sunday....KLCC PC Fair....

This Sunday...Sushi Zanmai

Need to say more..I don't think so...^^...me heart you..

Choc Cream Chip fantasy

Im waiting at starbucks for dong to finish his work..

While waiting..I camwhore..muahaha..with my favourite choc cream chip..

oh yea..can not see my swollen eye right??because i cover it with my hair..haha..smart eh...

This morning i woke up in pain because of my eyes..and I have to take pain killer to withstand the pain..what the..

Eye Problem

I am really frusfrated with my eyes recently..urghh..This happened last term I think..My left eye lid was swollen and until today..the small bump is still there..NEVERMIND..then last last week..my right eye lid swollen after I got back from Redang..It was freaking painful because everytime i blink my eyes..my eyes like kena sting..and it gets worst day by day...

FINE..then last friday..my left eye pain pulak..but I cnt really see anything..so i assume it is normal..so while cooking in the kitchen..my eyes was aching all the way...NEVERMIND..when i went home..what the..got puss IN my eyes...no wonder so pain...

Then i waited for him to come home...because he said he will get it out for him..wait lo..WAHHHH..PAIN LE...because he has to use a needle to poke it...WAHHHHHH...my eyes was tearing all the way..the next day..GREAT.. below my eyes was swollen like nobody's business..when i went back to seremban..I went and see doctor lo because I can not stand the pain already..the doctor said it is normal.just apply the medicine..then il be fine..okie..i apply lo..it really works le..happy happy..

The next day..DIE..now my right eye..down eye lid aches..what the hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Today..got a huge bump already..and I can almost see puss inside..and everyone saying i peep others bathing..yea right..got so many people for me to peep la..HELP ME PEOPLE!!!!! my eye!!!!!

can see the small small bump there..stupid thing..ish ish..and my eye balls are brown yea..haha..super brown that type le..I did not wear contacts though...

Okay..this is more obvious..SEEEEEEE!!!!! the stupid bump!!!

Camera Romance

Moi with my small bear..my big ball ball and small ball ball are jealous at the back...haha

My small bear..keke..love love

what are you looking at dude???

My spec spec and my comp...

my love ones...thanks yea dong!!!!

Thanks for the nice pictures dong....its lovely...

A little update...

It has been awhile since I blog right??? Well..I gave up on something..and put my hopes on something....Why do i give up??? Doesnt sound like me right? Well..there are times when I really want this to happen..but you just don't seem like into it...All kind of signs shows me that you are not that interested..therefore..I choose to give up..I don't want to look like I am some kitten desperate for a pat from its owner..I am not like that..before I become dissapointed..I choose to give myself a clearer pathway..and away from some waiting miserable path...So good bye..

Then what about hope...HOPE..Maybe people can really change?? After everything..maybe he really did change..I regret treating him like stranger at some point..I really regreted that..Because I knew that he had changed since what happened to us last time...I can see the changes and I am touched because of what he did for me.. I just hope that you will keep to your promises...and never break my trust again...apart from that...i wanna say thanks for willing for change for me..and i hope you never regret it..

and I hope that i would not regret making this decision..this is not a hard decision to make..it is really easy..i choose the one that i think will treat me better..that will be honest with me..If people can't understand why..I would not defend myself..and I will not defend myself..I just want to say..as long as I am happy..I will not regret it..I hope that my personal life will not be a topic for others..thats all..

Apart from that..college life has been...ermm..fairly interesting..with lots and lots of things going on..haha..I am the class rep AGAIN....fine..have to run here and there..have to find for lecturers..print notes...URGHHHHHHH..damn sien lo..but what to do??? works are going to pile up since lecturers are starting their lecture...sobs sobs...and we are damn NOB in kitchen lo..haha..maybe me myself la..we are like small kids standing infront of those culinary students..haha..anyway..got to work hard on it..

OHHHHHH....one GOOD NEWS....haha..my parents allow me to train in FRANCE..hip hip hooray..hahaha...i was really surprise..i thought that they will say NO..but infact..they agree with my decisions..haha...so NOW..i have to go through all those french orals stuffs so when its our interview time..we won't be nob standing there and don't know how to answer..haha..wish me luck people....haha

Life is Short

Life is short

Break the rules

Forgive quickly

Kiss passionately, Love truly

Laugh constantly And never stop smiling

No matter how strange life is

Life is not always the party we expected to be

But as long as we are here,

we should smile and be grateful.

You

You made me laugh when I am down

You made me believe that there is still love out there

You made me believe in myself

You made me believe that I am still capable to love someone else

You helped me through my hard times

You pulled me up when I almost fell back

You showed me what is love once again

Before this,

I had lost confident in myself

I had lost everything that I once had in myself

I had forgotten how to be happy

I had forgotten how to think for myself

But after I met you,

I found back the confidence that I once had in me

I started to be myself once again

I started to laugh and smile like a small kid

I found back the 'me' that was long gone

I cherish the moments that we had together

Going to college has never been so exciting for me

I am so glad that I can see you everyday

I really am

I know that everything that happens between us was fast forwarded

I know that everything that happens between us landed on the wrong time

I know that it is tough for you and same goes for me

Though I want more than this but I know that somehow both of us needed some time to settle with our past

If things did not work between us

I am still glad that I knew you

I did not regret being honest to you

I did not regret telling you my true feelings

I want to thank you for helping me through my hard times

I really do...

You kept me sane when I am almost going crazy

You were there for me when I needed someone to comfort me

And I thank you for that..I really do..

Merci beaucoup mon chef

Last day again

Alright..I am going to write about my last day in Elcerdo first before I start talking about college..haha..

So yesterday was my last day in the restaurant..( third day infact )..haha..Nothing special happened..but these are my conversation with Max which is really..I don't know how to say..haha

Me : Max..So today is my last day wor..are you going to miss me?

M : ...... no...

Me : WHAT??? You won't miss me?

M : What do you want me to say?

Me : So do you want me to come back and work?

M : I will welcome you back anytime.

Me : Why ar?

M : ........

Me : Why ar?

M : Because I only work with the best.

Me :................. So I think I should take this as a compliment?haha

M : Maybe..( with a really proud look )

At the bar where Max is standing...

Me : WAH..Manager become bar tender already ar.

M : A manager have to multi task

Me : Okay..I need two pints of Stella

M : ( busy doing the drinks ) Shit!! See..you come here then the beer finish already..

Me : What me?????

Max have to move the barrel from the bar...take out the new one which I think it is really heavy because he was panting like hell after he reinstall the barrel..haha..

Me : Max..you fail as a bar tender la.

M : what???

Me : So many bubbles one..fail fail fail...

M : ............. ( He don't know what to say )

When I want to go back....

Me : So good bye Max..and thanks for your 'high' marks..

M : You deserve it

Me : ( Happy until can fly..haha )

After I hugged Carmen, Boss and Monica...Left Max

Me : So you want to hug me or not? Don't want then fine lo..huh..

M : .................... Come la come la...

Me : ( again happy until can fly..haha)

So my last day in the restaurant ended rather happy for me..haha..love ya oink oink..haha

Tired

Alright..I am officially over exhausted as my right eye is swollen now..just like my left eye last time...and it aches everytime i close my eyes..sobs..I woke up this morning with a super duper horrible dizziness which makes me feel like fainting in any second, then here comes my body ache..my hands muscles are aching..my legs are crazily pain..and my EYE!!!!! I am tired..really tired..

I thought that I can handle it...and i SHOULD know how to handle it..anyway..one more day left and today is the last day that I am going to work in Elcerdo..My one week holiday is PACKED like hell..first comes redang which i did not regret at ALL..and i miss everyone..crazy facebook spammer..haha..and there comes my work..yes..I enjoy working there..but my body just say NO today..I havent fully recpver from Redang then I straight jump into War action..as everyone knows..the restaurant is PACKED every weekend..Max said it has been quiet for a few days..and suddenly the day i start working..PAMMMM...full house..what the..am I the lucky one or the unlucky one???

Yesterday night working in the restaurant is just..HOaaaa!!!! 'Relaxing' ar..Every server is running like someone is chasing them from the back..shouting this and that...'WHERE IS MY SOUP???'...'WHERE IS MY RIBS????'.....' LAI LAI LAI..( thats by max )'.haha..all sorts of screaming and yelling will happen in the kitchen la...

OH!!!! and..ahahaha..okay..I sounded like some evil witch now..but it is really...urmm..interesting lo..haha..S kena yelled by Monica..for those who don't know who is S..just refer to my previous previous post when I was working at Elcerdo..she is the biggest back stabber..Seriously..Monica did not give face at ALL..she just started to Yell at her..

M : 'S..what happen yesterady? what HAPPEN yesterday?'

S   : ' There are too many walk in guests.'

M  : ' Is this your fault? tell me..is this your FAULT?'

S   : ' yes' ( with the head going lower and lower )

Then Monica started to talk about her..saying that she did not approach the hostess and made her own decision..lalalala...S was standing next to me..and I can feel her emberassment..sobs..too bad for you..Who ask you to think that you are super high rank in the restaurant..whatever la..luckily I am not under her for these few days..thank god..

Oh..since I am in the mood to blog..I will write more la..haha..most of you won't read everything anyway..but THIS is interesting...maybe just for me la..haha..The working pace in the restaurnat is really fast..but the working area is just limited..so..just for precaution purposes..you will touch other servers back..maybe just to tell them that you are at the back..so becareful..Ofcourse..that includes Max in my list..ahaha..So I was at the Bar..and He was blocking me and I am rushing..So I 'touch' his back to cross over to the bar..so he was looking at me..he said :' You like to touch me right?'..Then I shut up la..I don't know what to say..haha..then I said..' because you are blocking me mer..thats why..'..Then he said..' I am very 'delightful' '. and he walk away..haha..I was like..what the..haha..but i still touch him after that anyway..haha..nanananana...

Alright..Tomorrow college is starting already lo..sobs sobs..is it a good thing??? I need more rest la..sighs..anyway..got to get ready to work now..ciao people..

Back to work

Went back to Elcerdo and work today...My shift starts at 4pm..This time..I went back alone and the feeling is just awkward..Last time three of us used to train together mer..but now..left me..Went there..felt SOOOO weird..because everything has changed..the side station..the tables..some pictures..Elcerdito is a total strange place for me..So everything has to start from scratch lo..

I started work as usual...set the tables..move the tables..the normal mise en place that we do every day..just that I have to learn everything about Elcerdito..its table arrangement..the table set up...Elcerdo's menu change already..there are so many additional items...beers...WINE..ish..everything is brand new..have to learn from the start...

When the service starts...that working feel finally came back to me..haha..you have to move faster than others..be alert..don't be clumsy..and SMILE!!! haha..the working pace in the restaurant are getting intense as time goes by...

and guess who i saw in the restaurant!!!!! MS JASMINE!!!! she called me..i was like..STUNNED!!! she chopped her hair already..and she seriously look nice lo now..haha..i called Max..and he was like..' what happen to you???' haha..guess we were too used to seeing her with her bunned up hair.. something fishy is really going on between her and Tay Boon lo..haha..because Max said something like he let you cut your hair meh..then she said..yealor..if he see i sure die..im like..EII??? something weird is going on...hahaha..oh well..if it is really true right...it will be damn fun lo.haha..

Okie..talk about something more serious..when I came home just now..I knew that I was home alone already when all the lights are off..fine..its okay what...so I continuing walking home lo..then I saw this foreigner guy standing one floor above me..he was looking somewhere..when he saw me looking at me..he started to stare at me..then i was like..okay..i better walk faster..then i faster went and open my door la..DIE..another guy standing there..worst still..he was staring at me ALL the while..i freak out..and faster open and lock the door..nevermind...they came down to my floor and went to the house opposite my apartment..i was really scare you know..who ask me to go and work???haiy haiy...

just pray that nothing will happen lo for these two days..sobs..anyway..im pretty tired right now..so bonne nuit everyone..

Missing you guys

One day after Redang..the feeling is so sulky..sobs..I miss my noisy little bunch of friends...

1. Okay..I have to admit..now it is really quiet without Kent's ze sai ze sai..haha

2. I miss being thrown in the water though I drank alot of sea water and pool water..sobs..

3. I miss watching the guys throwing others into the pool and sea

4. I miss lingering in the pool

5. I miss the sun at Redang..not the one in KL though

6. I miss getting hit by volley ball..ouch..why do i even miss this??? i wonder why..haha

7. I miss having meals together..it is like some small army camp..haha

8. I miss putting sunblock lo..haha..everyone is helping each other out..kinda like orang utan helping each other to clean their bulu..haha..what the hell am i saying here..

9. I miss the sea!!! the fish and the corals..

10. I miss sleeping in the speedboat..haha..seriously..I am a real pig..I can even sleep when the boat is waving like hell..salute me people!!!!

11. I miss drinking the more than salty super salty sea water..haha..

12. I miss wearing the life jacket although some part really hurts...^^

13. I miss the sands..

14. I miss sleeping on the goyang goyang thing..what is that call in english ar??haha

15. I miss camwhoring and posing

16. I miss lying down on the beach and staring at the stars...so peaceful..

17. I miss watching people get drunk..muahaha..philip san..dai lou..haha..and ryan...wayne and sunny no feel ar..

18. I miss the waves.

19. I miss everyone in this trip

20. I miss Catherine, Hui, Nikki, Chermaine, Felicia, Julie, Joey, Dai Lou, Pipi, Sunny,Wayne, Ryan, Eugene,REAGAN,Philly, Sean, Alan, Philip, Gan, Leo, KY, Garrick, Ivan, Ah Fu..I think I left out someone..but I forgoten who..sorry..haha

I miss I miss I miss.....MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love yea ALL!!!

Redang 2009

Redang Trip was AWESOME!!!!! seriously AWESOME!!! especially with you guys..you guys really made it such a memorable trip for all of us..Alright..Lets talk about what happen shall we??

Sunday and Monday

Gather At KTM and went to PWTC

Went into the bus which took us hours and hours before we reach our destination

Waited for another bus in Terrenganu

Reach Redang with sleepy eyes but immediately got pump up by the beautiful scenery

Thrown into the pool by the guys..

Went snorkeling at Marine Park

Played Volley Ball by the Beach

Camwhore by the beach

Dinner

Lie down by the beach to see the stars..saw a shooting star..made a wish

Went and see blue sands

Bath

Drank until face red

Forced to bed by everyone

Woke up at 3am and went down to the beach alone because of hangover

Tuesday

Breakfast

Snorkeling

Chill at the pool

Lunch

Sleep because I am really tired

Woke up and planned for Garricks birthday surprise

Thrown into the sea TWICE by the guys

Played Volley Ball and was hit by the ball straight at my face

Dinner

Played Cards

Watch the guys drink..I DID NOT DRINK...i drank water only this time..muahaha

Slept

Wednesday

Woke up late for breakfast

Rush to pack our things

Bid goodbye to Redang

Went to Bays office

Did nothing for the whole day

Went into the bus and fell asleep

Reach PWTC earlier than what we aspected

Reach home

Bath and Sleep

and YES..this is what I had been doing for the past three days..and GOSH..i miss my friends..sobs sobs..you guys are really fun lo...I laughed really hard these few days..haha..anyway..Im going to miss everyone who is not continuing in Taylors..love you guys..here are some pictures to share with everyone..

Look at Wayne Wayne at the back of Reagan..hahaha..Spraying water at him with a big smile in his face.haha

Pretending we are talking..

Why am I thrown into the water so many times????

HoA!!!! Sexy back...guess which one is me??haha

Faster la..DAMN PAIN AR..haha..said the guys..

This picture is REALLY cute..ahha..but try not to look at the back..haha.

RYAN..can you stop looking into the cam???haha

AIKS..me got thrown into the water again..im FLYING!!!!!!

REDANG!!!!!!!! I will miss you...though I became so much more darker..but im getting fairer now..haha..damn fast right..haha..anyway..I really had a great great time in Redang..Tired..but worth every second of it..haha

Tagged by Kar Woon

Last beverage → coke
Last phone call → Sunny
Last text message → shane..(asking me what am I doing..)
Last song you listened to → Immortal
Last time you cried → Yesterday

HAVE YOU EVER :
Dated someone twice → ermm...guess that is a yes yes..haha
Been cheated on → its not a big deal
Kissed someone & regretted it → nope
Lost someone special → yes

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU :
Fallen out of love → definitely yes
Laughed until you cried - ermm..never tried that before in my life..haha
Met someone who changed your life → yes yes..he taught be to be more mature
Found out someone was talking about you → I think so..haha//

How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → Ofcourse I know them..if not why they are in my top friends..
Do you have any pets → yes..but I am not responsible for taking care of them..its my bro's duty..muahaha
Do you want to change your name → nope./i like my name lo
What time did you wake up today → 2pm..because I did not slept well in a few days back
What were you doing at midnight last night → talking to him
Name something you cannot wait for → going to redang in 20 min..haha
The last time you saw your father → last week in college
What's one thing you wish you could change → I wish I am taller and have bigger ahem..haha
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → yes??? whats with this question???
What's getting on your nerves right now → How to get my heart back..

What's your name → Yeaw Zhi Lin
Primary School → SJK(C) Pei Hua
Middle/Secondary School → SMK Puteri
Hair color → Black
Long or short → long
Are you a healthy freak → yes I am..or I was..not I dont really care..keke
Righty or lefty →righty...!


FIRSTS :
First surgery → I never had a surgery before
First piercing → Form something..I forgoten
First best friend → Eunice!!!! Since Kindergarden
First sports you joined → ermm..is rope jumping consider a sport???
First pet → a dog???
First vacation → Cameron Highland when I was really really young..can't really remember anything

CURRENTLY :
Eating → no
Drinking → no
Waiting → to go Redang

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → Duh
Want to get married?→ Duh
Careers in mind? → haha..FnB Director..

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → no...
Drank Wine/Beer/alcohol → ahahaha...this one ar..sure drink before la
Lost glasses/contacts → Dont know lost how mny times already..haha
Ran away from home → think before..but no guts to do that//
Broken someone's heart → yes..unfortunately..
Been arrested → huh???nope...ermm..maybe My food promotion..haha
Cried when someone died → yes..My grandmother

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → 100%
Miracles → 70%
Love at first sight → Defintely yes yes...100%
Heaven → 50%
kiss on the first date→ Yes..hahaha..I am very drama person..
Angels → yes yes...I wanted to believe in that..haha

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? →Yes...but we shall take time
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → huh?? one is enough to handle..
Do you believe in God? → Yes..I do believe that there is a force bigger than everything..but not in a specific religion..therefore I respect every religion..