The Stop

The Stop..

One day after the Stop..only i started to feel the pain..the heaviness of my heart...everything..

Until this very moment..only I started to feel it..one hour before exam..

The thing that i fear the most came back..insomnia..

I can not sleep once again..

Trying to stop my brains from thinking..but it can't..

It rained really heavily yesterday night..very heavy..

Maybe your pictures reminded me..

Maybe your past reminded me..

The more i know..the uglier that truth is..

Heartpain...really heart pain..

I feel like..im going back to my past which I do not want..

Why????

Pain.......really pain....