The call

Okay. I tried to be poetic now, but I can't. My creative cells had just call it a day and awaiting me on my bed. So I will just cut it off and use it on another day.

You know, sometimes I think I can be pretty psychotic. haha. My mum called me out of no where, and she said she tried to call my dad and two of my brothers for more than 30 minutes and could not get through. Imagine the thoughts that had ran through my mind while I try calling them. Tried calling three of them and my house phone once, no one picked up. I was thinking, shit, what happened! Don't tell me something bad happened.

Then I started to call again and again until my dad finally picked up the phone. Thank god nothing happen. But my brothers are still not picking up my phone so I started to call them again and again. Finally my brother picked up the house phone. He said it was raining heavily so they pulled off the house line, He was in the toilet and another brother was bathing. He even said you all damn annoying. haha. Yea. I guess each of them have at least ten miss calls. What to do what to do. =p

Well, heard too many news of people involving in accidents recently and even me myself became more paranoid. tsk tsk. The moral of the story is, I am a paranoid person and I will start thinking of nonsense if you tell me something that will make me worried. And once again, please be careful on the road people. =)

R.I.P

Panic Attack

I have to admit this, I always tend to have panic attack during exam, especially when it is on subjects that I do not have much confidence. Once something triggered your panic button, everything that is not in order will seems to be a huge problem to you. Like wise during my autocad exam, the paper is not hard, but guess what made me panic. My mouse, can not scroll out. @@ Meaning I can not minimize my drawing, and so, I panic. haha. Such a small problem but freaked me out like mad because as I see others doing so smoothly, I am thinking, I will be dead soon if I do not start drawing now.

But luckily enough, I managed to keep my cool and finished up the drawing. phewww~ So the moral of the story is, please don't panic during exam. 

Our Marketing Research is almost done, I am just waiting for the very last conclusion and it is ready to be submit. Thank god! That marks the last assignment we had in the semester, which is also the hardest one I had so far. Thanks to the Literature Review. Dang! After this, it is time to study study study. Gambate everyone.=)

Today, I had experienced the worst thunder storm ever. The thunder was so strong and I can even feel the house shaking when it strikes. I don't know how long it lasted for, because I was happily taking my nap. haha. Isn't it the best time to sleep when it rains? =p But this thunder storm had cause a major traffic jam around KL, dah la school holidays just started. I am so jealous of the school kids nowadays, 7 weeks of holidays! No wonder my brother is so free now.

Peace

It was a shocker for me to hear that one of my secondary school friend had just passed away recently through facebook. Accident. Though we were not really close in the past, but will definitely remember this bubbly girl in school. May you be at peace in heaven. God bless.

Well, I guess life will hit us in most unexpected ways. You will never know what lies ahead of us. Appreciate everyone around you so you have no regrets in the future. So people who are driving, please be more cautions on the road. Be safe. 

p/s As for those buggers who do not care about others and drive like some mad cows on the road, the day will come.The day when you will finally learn your lesson. 

One Two Three

Anjourd huit,nous avons fait crepe pour petit dejeuner est c'etait delicieux! Nous sommes mange avec thé. J'ai finis ma 'marketing', tres content. Mais apres, j'ai faim. Nous sommes mange ' Mee Goreng' et ' Roti' a Pelita. Nous sommes alle shopping encore. tsk tsk. J'ai vu tres belle robe a boutique et c'est ne pas cher. J'ai achete un robe pour RM33. Tres bon non? 

Ma francais est tres mal. Comment? Je ne sais pas. 

Fuh. Took me long enough to write that. tsk tsk. How am I going to write an essay without a dictionary?  Well. I do take French classes in college, but I don't dare to write it or say it anywhere because people might say, oh your French sucks. The fact is, French is not my best friend either. Me and her just don't get along. 

Enough of French brainstorming, it is killing my brain cells. I wonder if my expectation towards work is too high. I will get cranky if it is not up to my expectation, and most probably I will be mad at the whole world because of that. But what I had learn is, let it go and let the rest do his work. You don't have to do everything by yourself. Yeap. Easy to say, hard to do though. But in order to not make myself so stress, I am learning to let go. Phewww..All I need to do now, is to wait for others to finish and compile it. Get it over with and start revising for my exams that is just around the corner. 

Yes. Exam, I know

Trying my best to not think about the worst that may happen, and look forward for my holidays instead. I am not stress, I am not stress I am not stress..... 

Be positive and it will be positive. Right?

Time for some animal love shall we?

This ten days old baby dolphin was rescued on a beach at the Uruguayan capital, Montevideo. 

Why so sad?

Sometimes, it is better to not see everything

Maybe black and white can get along well

Black is still the next black

Sleeping is good

Maybe I should too.

J'espere je peux finis ma travail bientot. Bonne chance et bonne nuit. 

We shopped!

Fuh..A week has finally came to an end...Such a tiresome week...Yogurt down! Marketing Research on its way! Proposal down! And hello exam! I need my holidays badly badly badly ! Instead of a 2 days 1 night trip, I manage to extend it to 3 days 2 nights. yay yay ^^v  At least we would not be so tired. Can not wait. =) Where are we going? Nope nope, not island this time. Shhhh. Keep it as secret first. =p

Have you ever buy things from online boutiques or low yatt before? I bet most of you did before, either getting clothes, bags or accessories, IT things either one. But, call me a 'katak di bawah tempurung' , I never did it before. I was too chicken to do so. Well, I am a believer in feeling and touching the things, and I am scare that I will be disappointed. If it is so hard for me to get a fitting clothes in malls, imagine buying online. BUT, after seeing my darling doing so and the outcome is pretty encouraging, I had decided to go ahead with my online shopping. I was concentrating too much in browsing through the online boutiques and I even skipped my nap. tsk tsk. So this is how it feels like to be suck into the online shopping atmosphere. So, just pray hard that my goods will be in my hands safely next week, and may it be fitting. * cross my fingers *

Today is another good day. Firstly, I had a solid 9 hours of sleep. Both of us totally dozed off yesterday because we were too tired. Our sleep was accompanied by the drizzling rain outside, such a bliss. ^^ Thanks to the rain in the morning, it was cooling through the day. What more can you ask for?

Thanks to my 9 hours of sleep, my skin even felt good! =p

We both decided to try out luck at Uniqlo again, since we did not get in last week. And see what's our trophy for today :::

Call us shopaholic! =p 

We both felt rich because we were holding so many shopping bags. haha. But the truth is...Each bag only contains one item. muahahahaha. Yes it is bad for the environment, but we do not have a choice. We got ourselves a few cash vouchers worth RM20 through Uniqlo's online promotion, and we can only redeem one voucher for an item. Our plan was to get into the line separately, while another waits at a side holding the rest of the items. Each time, we only pay for one item. The store has three different counter with three counters. So we went to each floor to pay for two items separately. keke. At the end of the day, Our bargain was RM130 for all these!

Two fleece jacket, one pair of jeans, and three T-shirts

Worth it? I think it is DAMN worth it. =) =) Jeans Rm29.90, Fleece Jacket Rm29.90, and T-shirt Rm9.90 after deducting our cash vouchers. The quality of the clothes there is pretty good, and quite fashionable as well. So do drop by before the promotion is over. Have fun shopping! 

Shall end this post with B's picture.

Oh, he said I should take a picture of him like this. tsk tsk. I think B got influenced by me. =) 

Great Day

Mind my randomness of screwing things here, what to do, some things are just tres tres enuyeux. Anyways, today is such a joyous day! As I was talking about my weight issues, I really went all out and makan today! In the end, I felt bloated and keep running back and fourth to the weighting scale. Tsk tsk. 

Oh finally, we ate Korean again. This time at Kyung Jo Restaurant, Mid Valley. For lunch, they served very worthy lunch set. Like this below ::

Ban Chan as usual. I particularly love the black beans although it is a bit hard.

Our Bim Bee Bap! Slurrrpppss

It is piping hot when it reaches our table. What you need to do, is to mix it all up fast so it won't get burn beneath. ( But do leave some to burn slightly at the bottom, because we all love the crunchy bits no? =p )

In the end, we will get something like this! Slurrrpp

Perhaps this is not the best I had tasted so far, but, I must say the price is pretty reasonable. RM 9++ for this, excluding drinks. If you are craving for Korean Food, why not drop by there. They have different sets everyday. If you are a fan of Bim Beep Bap, then do go there on Wednesday. =)

And guess what I had been craving for looooooong? 

This little star!

Not the burger, but chilli fries. Slurppppppsss

It is Soooo sinful!

The combination of fries, beef chilli and cheese is just, awesome! 

So tell me, do I not eat? =p 

Put food aside, I wore this gorgeous lady today. =)

Gorgeous right?

I bought this for RM40 only, such a worthy buy. It is pretty high and tight, I was a little reluctant to walk a distance in these because it is still new and I already have blisters on my feet. tsk tsk. This is what you get if you want to look good. 

I felt pretty good in myself today. Don't know why though. haha.

Great day indeed. 

Sneaky B and me. =p =p Right sayang? muakxxx..

Everything was great until I started working on my research project. Stupid referencing system, so troublesome. Well, I will get it over with you soon! Aza aza fighting everyone! =)

Over exposure

Seriously, what is it with people showing off their very sexy body ( with only bra and panties, mind you ) in social network nowadays? Probably they need the entire world to agree with them that they have a very hot body, or they just need more attention? It is none of my concern, but, it is just plain annoying. 

Isn't there such thing call privacy in their life? What do their bf think of it? I really wonder. Probably Malaysian's mindset are really changing into the very modern and Americanize thinking slowly, but still, I don't see a point really. Jealous maybe, but just the thought of the after effect is not so fun after all. Bugger. 

I can not believe that the two lines in my life is actually connected in a very, unusual way, and I am hating it. I can not stop other's vision of beauty, nor stop it from happening. But, just the thought of  if it makes me, feel like whacking zombie again. I should, I should.

p/s Oh, I am playing plant and zombie now. It is quite fun really. I think everyone should play when they are feeling like whacking people or stressed.

p/ss I am not pissed at anything, just sometimes, social network sucks big time. But, can we live without it? Thats for you to decide. 

My Weekend

Weight Issues

I am not anorexia or bulimic, either do I have any eating disorder. Yes, I do check my weight very often and can be pretty obsess if it fluctuated. I eat normally, perhaps with a little bit more of self controlled with the portioning. I rarely finish my food, sin I know, but I just don't like the feeling of being extremely full at all times, except if I go for buffet. 

I used to be those girl that kitchen towel is your best friend because you want to get rid of any single drop of oil in your food, avoiding fried food, and eat very little rice, or even none. But, that was me like 5 years back, not now. I consume food normally. For me, breakfast is a MUST. I MUST eat breakfast, if not I will get moody and will complain i am hungry until I get my food. Lunch and dinner is a must also! I don't mind tea time either.

5 years back I was 43kg-44kg. Then two years ago, after some emotional stress and all, I was 41kg-42kg. And now, with not much issues or anything, I am 39kg-40kg. So tell me, what is wrong?

Everyone asked to eat more eat more, everyone asked why are you so thin etc. and oh, including my parents. Seriously, I don't know! The person who knows my eating habit the best would definitely be B. I get hungry faster than he is, although i eat lesser. So how? if it continues to drop until 35kg ( please don't, touch wood! ), I will consider consulting a doctor. 

Mum

Well, I must say that my mum is a very self conflict person. Why so? I used to have long hair for a long time, and she always nag me to cut it shorter, saying that your hair drops a lot, lalalalala...=p And then, the first thing she said when she saw my hair, was 

' Why you cut your hair? Kept it for so long and you just chopped it off, not sayang? Did you keep your hair? You can sell your hair to make wig you know.'

I was speechless. haha. Who would want to buy my crawling split end hair to make wig? tsk tsk tsk. 

And then it was that day, when everyone in my family went over to Renaissance in KL to celebrate my grandfathers birthday. So left me and B home alone in Seremban. She was worried and even called me from Penang. 

'How can you two be alone at home? Can not.'

'Don't worry, I have my period now. =p ( smiling at myself while saying that )'

'Oh okay. Alright then. Bye'

" ..........." 

And then before they left to KL, my mum told B to be good! hahahaha. Oh well, parents. Being alone at home, such freedom! haha. It is not our first time anyway, but it is a bit scary to be home alone in my house in Seremban. Have to double check every locks and window before sleeping, have to make sure the internet line is pulled off etc. My dad have to sms me two three times asking me to lock the doors. tsk tsk. 

Have more faith in your daughter please. =p

Home alone means excessive camwhoring. This was taken using our Ipod. Now I know why they say the cam is not good. tsk tsk

So much better using my camera..though it is still blur.=p

Dolly's 20th

So our lovely Dolores just turned 20th last Friday, and we had a simple dinner at Brugge on her special belated day. =p

Dear Dolores,

Hope you had a great 20th birthday this year, either with your family, Jason, friends or with us. Thank you for being a great friend especially when I had problems in KL, you are the nearest person that I can reach. Though it is a bit scary to see me walking while crying at Ridzuan, remember? haha. Had much fun in high school with you, and of course now as well. Love you to bits, and hoping you can pull it off your stressful and busy period now!

Us us! =)

A handful of diamonds

I just finished first part of all my work, and it took me almost three hours just to finish my dissertation proposal. So frustrated because I need to keep finding and keep reading to get all my informations. Grrrr. Maybe I am a perfectionist when it comes to work, or maybe I am just overly frustrated with it. Obsess maybe? But I like my work to be done in order, and I want good work, not just a just-want-to-get-it-over-work. Was cracking my head to finish up my own proposal, and at the same time, had some problem with my marketing research. I feel like whacking something at that point really. Work work work. Damn it.

You can not please everyone in your life and that is for sure. You just need to set your priority straight and focus in whatever that you are doing. I know people like me, may not be the most favorable girl on earth because of my personality and sometimes the things that comes out of my mouth may be too straight forward or just something that slipped out without analyzing it. 

Today I think I scolded a very innocent man because someone slacking at work and gave us a wrong ticket which resulted in two of us can not get out because of it. I was a bit pissed already because I remembered that lady's face when working, like totally don't want to work that kind of face.Okay, maybe it is my own problem because I was getting fiery, and from what I heard, that guy is blaming two of us or accusing us for not paying the right amount of money. 

In the end, I still had to pay an extra one buck to get out of that. He said that our ticket value is not enough. See. From Hang Tuah to KL Sentral it is RM1.60. So I pay that lady RM3.20 for two tickets. Even if it is not enough, how did she not tell me anything and just hand me the tickets? And yes, without a change! If she heard it wrongly and thinking that I want a RM1.20 ticket, she should have gave me back my change right? The only reason is, she is busy talking to her friend and gave me the wrong ticket. As for that man, he asked me to check first. I said, How you want me to check the ticket when it shows nothing on the ticket? 

Another thing I hate the most, is when you walk inside a restaurant, and the people serving you is damn freaking lazy and work like a slacker. The worst is give you that kind of face when you ask for something. Show some courtesy in work can or or not? Bugger.

SEE! I told you I am not the most favorable person on earth. I get fiery fast. >.< Thats why I need my calm pill, B. =)

So what if you can not make everyone happy right? You just need to know who is truly your friend and who is truly important to you. I don't have to be a person who has 10000 friends, but still feels empty inside. I just need a handful of trusted and honest friends, people that do not mind me for who I am. =)

Like these bunch of angels! Love you all much! Oh Eunice! You too of course! =)

P/S oh my. This is not an emo post, but a rambling post. Thank god my proposal is done. Literature review next, that, is a killer. 

Lust and Loneliness

女人帶著孩子出門旅遊去了，留下了男人一個人在家。 女人不在家，男人喝著啤酒，不停地換著電視頻道。 這時，女孩的電話打來了，她說：「我閒著沒事，到你家坐坐吧！」 男人說：「這....不行，我正要出去。」

A woman brought her children out for a vacation and left the guy alone at home. When the woman is not at home, he drank beer, and continuously changing the TV channel. At this moment, the girl called her and said : I am bored and have nothing to do, i will go to your house and have a seat! The guy said : ermm, no. I am just going out now.

 女孩其實已經在男人的樓下了。女孩是男人的部下，女孩很多次對他表示了好感，男人都巧妙地拒絕了。男人知道，年輕女孩的心是一張空白的紙，他沒有資格在上面留下任何墨跡。

The girl is already at his doorstep. She is his junior and had shown affection towards him for many many times. But each time, he will find a way to reject her. He knows, a young girl's heart is like a white sheet, he should not leave any trace on it.

女孩手裡提著很多東西，還有一瓶紅酒，站在了男人的家門口。 男人說：「那我下廚吧！」 女孩說：「不用。」便在廚房裡忙碌起來。 男人忙不迭地收拾房子，他偶然看見女孩忙碌的背影，突然有了一種感動，就那麼一會兒，他立即將這種片刻的感覺壓在了心底。 在另一間房子裏，他開始打電話約熟悉的朋友來家裏吃飯，可是朋友們都不在。 過一會，女孩已經在喊他了，他到廚房猛地愣了，女孩端給他的是一盤熱騰騰的餃子，他最愛吃餃子了，可是，平時他和女人都太忙，沒有時間包餃子，兩盤餃子、幾碟小菜、一瓶紅酒，女孩的臉上柔柔的笑，攪動了他的心。

She is carrying many things, with a bottle of red wine, standing at his doorsteps. He said : I will cook. The girl said no and started to get busy in the kitchen. He started to keep his house tidy, sometimes when he look at her working so hard, he felt touched and kept it in his heart. He went to another room and started to call his close friends to come over for dinner, but none seems to be free. After a while, the girl called him to the kitchen and he was stunned. She had made him his favorite dumpling. But normally he and his woman are too busy, so they will not have time to make dumpling. Two plates of dumplings, a few dishes , a bottle of red wine, and the girl's sweet smile, touched his heart.

說不清為什麼，他在女孩不注意的時候，關掉了手機，拉上了陽台的簾，他能聽到自己心跳的聲音。

For no reason, he off his phone and put down the curtains without her knowing. He felt his heart beating

一瓶紅酒喝完了，女孩說頭暈，就軟綿綿地倒在了男人懷裏。男人承認女孩是美麗的，他緊緊地把她抱在懷裏，也就在那一刻，他才感覺到女孩的身體是那樣的弱小，在他寬闊的肩膀裏像個孩子似的睡著，像他的女兒，他的心猛地一顫。

They finished a bottle of red wine, and she started to get drowsy and snuggled with him. He admit that she is pretty, and he hug her tightly.At that moment, he realize that she is so tiny and small, she slept like a children within his broad shoulder, like her daughter. Suddenly, reality kicked in.

女孩在他的床上睡去了，他輕輕地帶上了門。這時，客廳的電話響了，是女人和孩子打來的。男人仍然喝著啤酒，不停地換著頻道，他分明聽到了女孩輕微的呼吸，但是，他努力地讓自己的心冷靜、再冷靜。

The girl slept on his bed, and he slowly closed the door. At this moment, the telephone in the living room rang, it is the woman and their child. He continued to drink his beer and change the TV channel. He heard the girl's breathing, but he keep telling himself to keep calm and calm

女孩醒來的時候已經是第二天早上，男人一夜未眠，男人為女孩準備了早餐。 吃飯的時候，女孩問：「你不喜歡我嗎？」 男人說：「喜歡。」 「那你不寂寞嗎？」 「有點！」 「可是....怕我糾纏你？」女孩扁著嘴失望的問道。

When she woke up,  it is already the next morning, he did not sleep for the whole night. He prepared her breakfast. While eating, she asked : Do you not like me? ' I like'   ' Are not not lonely?'     ' A bit '    ' But, you scare I will stick to you? ' She asked.

男人認真地說：「生活是一種責任，就像這碗稀飯和煎蛋，盡管老吃覺得沒有什麼味道，可是你每天還得做、還得吃，有時甚至覺得它難吃，可是不吃心裏空蕩蕩的。」

He then say seriously : Life is like a responsibility, it is like this bowl of porridge and fried egg. Even though You eat it everyday and there are not much flavor in it, but you still do the same thing everyday, you still have to eat. Sometimes, it is hard to eat, but when you don't eat, you will feel empty 

女孩沈默了。

She kept quiet

送走了女孩，男人覺得從未有過的輕鬆。

After sending her away,he felt so relieved

愛是一種誠信，是需要付出代價的，如果不愛，或無法承受，那麼就別輕易地將自己的心打開。

誘惑和寂寞，本就不是愛的理由。

Love is like a promise, and it has a price to pay. If you don't love, or can not accept, then do not open your heart easily. Lust and loneliness, is not a reason to love.

Adapted from  http://www.facebook.com/love.feeling.station

I don't know

Today is a day of ups and downs, totally worn off. At first I thought it would be easy letting my baby guinea pigs go, but while packing them in the shoe box, I started to wonder whether I had made the right decision or not. What if the buyer doesn't know how to take care of them, what if the babies are not used to the new environment?

It is impossible for us to keep 7 guinea pigs, financially. All I can do, is to wish that the new owners know how to take care of guinea pigs, and may them grow into a healthy piggies in the future. Big Baby and Small Baby, im sorry~~ =(

Uniqlo Opening! 

Look at the crowd lining up! @@

This is how it looks like when we went there. Was being hopeful that we can get in at first, but look at this! My friend said this is at least a two to three hours line. So did we get in? No way I am going to line up for three hours just to go in. haha. Well, will drop by another day.

Apple-d

While COD-ing my baby guinea pig at Pyramid, we came across Apple's Ipod and Mac Roadshow. And guess what we did? We got ourselves an early Xmas gift. 

Hello Ipod Touch! =)

It was not an urgent decision, we had been planning to get one soon as a little xmas treat for both of us. So thanks to the fund from our work and the sales of guinea pig babies, we have an early pressie! =)

How I wish.

Chop it all!

Oh yes the bomb in my Facebook. haha. Yeap. I just chopped my long hair off this afternoon, and I feel great. Oh maybe a hole in my pocket, but just pray hard that it is worth it.

I had the sudden urge of getting a short hair cut after fondling with my hair much and realizing that it is so saddening. Split ends are creeping everywhere like a weed and my hair actually turned so brown without me doing anything to it. It is as if my hair self dye-d. Seriously, it is getting very dead. So, I made up my mind after a few fate-deciding-dice-throwing-game with B, I will cut my hair tomorrow. No matter what it takes.

Buh-Bye long hair!

hello Bob hair...=)

So what do u think?? Not too bad huh? But the thing is, it will look nice when it is straight. But after you sleep, the shape will go haywire and I don't think it looks sleek if it is like that.We will see the verdict tomorrow morning..=)

Must take picture with B..=p

He bought me dessert after my hair cut because I toughen up myself to chop it all. After all, I kept my hair for almost 5 years now. Yay dessert! =)

Sago Gula Melaka my love..=)

Cendol

Sugar rush rush! The gula melaka is awesome! The cendol is a bit overprice for a local delicacies, but considering the amount of cendol they put inside and the quality of gula melaka they used, it is not that heart pain. 

So just hope that I can maintain my hair well until when it starts to grow longer. Hair hair hair oh, don't be so stubborn. Be straight and nice k? =) Its good to have a sudden change. 

Ha-Lo-Ween

Ever wonder how those pretty ladies out there who wears perfect make up feels after they make up? Alright, take artists as example, it is their job to look presentable and pretty in front of the camera. So how much of make up they actually put?

I am attracted to girls who can make up well, well but not excessive. I realize that falsies are so common right now, it makes me so eager to try on one. In conjunction with Haloween, I had decided to put on my virgin falsies which I got from Daiso. Cheapo me but hey, I would not want to spend so much on something that I might not like later on.

I was rushing like mad because we were late for Haloween dinner thanks to traffic jam. I tried my to put on make up as quick as I can, included the falsies. Like what Dolores said, It is as though there is a butterfly on your eye lashes. I got used to it in awhile, but, my lashes were heavy which I don't like.

My attempt of heavy make up. 

My bangs totally blocked my eyes make up, unfortunately. I was rushing so did not camwhore much. sigh. And oh, I got an liquid eyeliner from Daiso as well, amazingly it is quite good because it lasted me the whole day without smearing. RM5 goods! Way to go! 

This is how we both look. And oh, we totally did not try and match our outfit color.It was coincidence. =p

Thanks to our friends, Weiren and Jon, we certainly had a good laugh that night.

Us

While we were hanging out outside the restaurant, one family was standing near where we were and the children started to get excited because they find us ( especially Weiren with KingKong mask ) interesting. We were having fun taking pictures without noticing the crowd around us were increasing especially kids. haha. Jon and Weiren gave them quite some show and more people appeared. They started to snap pictures with Weiren and Jon and the kids even played with Weiren. haha. It was amusing to watch at a side. 

What a night to remember. More pictures and video in my FB so do check it out if you are interested. =) Everyone should try and dress up once in the awhile especially on Halloween because no matter what you dress up as, no one will complain. 

I like this picture! =)

I think my face is looking sharp and it is the furthest that it can go. Anymore sharper, my face would be sunken and I will look like a anorexia girl. Hope it stays like this then. =) Enough of fun, and time to kick ass.