Lust and Loneliness

女人帶著孩子出門旅遊去了，留下了男人一個人在家。 女人不在家，男人喝著啤酒，不停地換著電視頻道。 這時，女孩的電話打來了，她說：「我閒著沒事，到你家坐坐吧！」 男人說：「這....不行，我正要出去。」

A woman brought her children out for a vacation and left the guy alone at home. When the woman is not at home, he drank beer, and continuously changing the TV channel. At this moment, the girl called her and said : I am bored and have nothing to do, i will go to your house and have a seat! The guy said : ermm, no. I am just going out now.

 女孩其實已經在男人的樓下了。女孩是男人的部下，女孩很多次對他表示了好感，男人都巧妙地拒絕了。男人知道，年輕女孩的心是一張空白的紙，他沒有資格在上面留下任何墨跡。

The girl is already at his doorstep. She is his junior and had shown affection towards him for many many times. But each time, he will find a way to reject her. He knows, a young girl's heart is like a white sheet, he should not leave any trace on it.

女孩手裡提著很多東西，還有一瓶紅酒，站在了男人的家門口。 男人說：「那我下廚吧！」 女孩說：「不用。」便在廚房裡忙碌起來。 男人忙不迭地收拾房子，他偶然看見女孩忙碌的背影，突然有了一種感動，就那麼一會兒，他立即將這種片刻的感覺壓在了心底。 在另一間房子裏，他開始打電話約熟悉的朋友來家裏吃飯，可是朋友們都不在。 過一會，女孩已經在喊他了，他到廚房猛地愣了，女孩端給他的是一盤熱騰騰的餃子，他最愛吃餃子了，可是，平時他和女人都太忙，沒有時間包餃子，兩盤餃子、幾碟小菜、一瓶紅酒，女孩的臉上柔柔的笑，攪動了他的心。

She is carrying many things, with a bottle of red wine, standing at his doorsteps. He said : I will cook. The girl said no and started to get busy in the kitchen. He started to keep his house tidy, sometimes when he look at her working so hard, he felt touched and kept it in his heart. He went to another room and started to call his close friends to come over for dinner, but none seems to be free. After a while, the girl called him to the kitchen and he was stunned. She had made him his favorite dumpling. But normally he and his woman are too busy, so they will not have time to make dumpling. Two plates of dumplings, a few dishes , a bottle of red wine, and the girl's sweet smile, touched his heart.

說不清為什麼，他在女孩不注意的時候，關掉了手機，拉上了陽台的簾，他能聽到自己心跳的聲音。

For no reason, he off his phone and put down the curtains without her knowing. He felt his heart beating

一瓶紅酒喝完了，女孩說頭暈，就軟綿綿地倒在了男人懷裏。男人承認女孩是美麗的，他緊緊地把她抱在懷裏，也就在那一刻，他才感覺到女孩的身體是那樣的弱小，在他寬闊的肩膀裏像個孩子似的睡著，像他的女兒，他的心猛地一顫。

They finished a bottle of red wine, and she started to get drowsy and snuggled with him. He admit that she is pretty, and he hug her tightly.At that moment, he realize that she is so tiny and small, she slept like a children within his broad shoulder, like her daughter. Suddenly, reality kicked in.

女孩在他的床上睡去了，他輕輕地帶上了門。這時，客廳的電話響了，是女人和孩子打來的。男人仍然喝著啤酒，不停地換著頻道，他分明聽到了女孩輕微的呼吸，但是，他努力地讓自己的心冷靜、再冷靜。

The girl slept on his bed, and he slowly closed the door. At this moment, the telephone in the living room rang, it is the woman and their child. He continued to drink his beer and change the TV channel. He heard the girl's breathing, but he keep telling himself to keep calm and calm

女孩醒來的時候已經是第二天早上，男人一夜未眠，男人為女孩準備了早餐。 吃飯的時候，女孩問：「你不喜歡我嗎？」 男人說：「喜歡。」 「那你不寂寞嗎？」 「有點！」 「可是....怕我糾纏你？」女孩扁著嘴失望的問道。

When she woke up,  it is already the next morning, he did not sleep for the whole night. He prepared her breakfast. While eating, she asked : Do you not like me? ' I like'   ' Are not not lonely?'     ' A bit '    ' But, you scare I will stick to you? ' She asked.

男人認真地說：「生活是一種責任，就像這碗稀飯和煎蛋，盡管老吃覺得沒有什麼味道，可是你每天還得做、還得吃，有時甚至覺得它難吃，可是不吃心裏空蕩蕩的。」

He then say seriously : Life is like a responsibility, it is like this bowl of porridge and fried egg. Even though You eat it everyday and there are not much flavor in it, but you still do the same thing everyday, you still have to eat. Sometimes, it is hard to eat, but when you don't eat, you will feel empty 

女孩沈默了。

She kept quiet

送走了女孩，男人覺得從未有過的輕鬆。

After sending her away,he felt so relieved

愛是一種誠信，是需要付出代價的，如果不愛，或無法承受，那麼就別輕易地將自己的心打開。

誘惑和寂寞，本就不是愛的理由。

Love is like a promise, and it has a price to pay. If you don't love, or can not accept, then do not open your heart easily. Lust and loneliness, is not a reason to love.

Adapted from  http://www.facebook.com/love.feeling.station