Happy V day

Happy Happy Valentines!!!

Oh well..Valentines would be quite normal like normal days this year..nothing much..Yesterday night was another night of horror!!!!!! Yes..Another night of emoness until i ran out of house..starting to call whoever who is nearby so I can hide in their house..but something funny is..everyone seems to be out and celebrating something..thankgod Ryan is at home..so I can hide myself and charge my phone which is dying..

Thanks for those to replied me..I was too emo so I need someone to be there...to keep me insane so I wont cry my ass off and do something stupid..but sorry for making you guys worried..I know I was too emo at that time..

Oh well.the person that I really want to thanks is TONY!!!! haha..shiloh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He came to Mentari and find for me..its the second time I cried infront of him..he seems to be the one who can wake me up...I talked..I cried..He gave me advice...things like that..then he said he wanted to give me a rose since it is Valentines to make me feel better...haha..HEY!!! I dint know that they will sell rose at 11PM???????? haha..so when we went to 7 Eleven to get the rose..the girl said it is 15 bucks for a rose with choc!!!! what??? I told Tony..dont want la..to expensive...then Tony say nevermind and paid for it..you know what the girl said??? wah..so lang man ( means romantic in mandarin ) haha..then Tony and me started to laugh because both of us knew what happened..haha..probably that is the most romantic thing that a guy friend can ever do for me..

Oh well..Tony said something..in Mandarin ofcourse..'See..what time is it now??? He still havt call or sms you..You are a girl and alone outside...' Then i started to feel like shit..the next second..his sms came in..oh well..not that he ask me to go home..what he said was true also..He never walked out from me..but I am always to one who will walk out from him easily..so who dont want who now..Okay..fine..then I went home..

Kevin was there..So I dint get to talk to him...i waited and waited..Then Kevin left..I just sat there quietly and waited for him to start talking..after he finish his things..he never say anything..and I never say anything...and everything was back to normal as it is...

The reason why is because I think both of us knew that we all made mistakes..He has his own problems..So he was emotional at that point..and me in another hand..I was emo because I dont know what is wrong with him..I became agitated and wanted to find out..but I iritated him at that point..He got iritated and became even more emo..and this leads to me being EVEN MORE EMO..then Kevin came when I look like shit..Then i decided to walk out..He was a bit mad because I just walk out like that..I told him..I know Kevin is here and I dont want to cry and be emo infront of him..I knew that they havt been talking for some time and probably not seeing each other for a very long time..because Kevin is going back to Australia the next day..so I dont want to disturb them...

What a Valentines for me right??? At that point..I really thought of giving up..what's with all the emoness and sadness..but once again..both of us are wrong is carrying our emotions..and thats why after calming down..we both understand why we shouldnt be mad at each other anymore..

So..the moral of the story is...next time..calm down when this kind of thing happens..running away is not a solution..as it will make everyone worries about you..Sorry people...

Once againa..Happy Valentines to the whole world..may the love be with you..^^

Malu Malu!!!

Okay..haha..Ini panggil 'sui do hao and sui do sao ar'..for those who don't understand, it means..talk too much and hands too itchy..Thanks for those who are reading my blog after the talk ar..haha..

Oh well..what happened..I think most of you guys knew..but for those who don't..it is one of those SOOOOO emberassed moment where you feel like hiding your head in a hole and felt like you want to be invisible at that spot!!!!! 

Yes..I am the girl who wrote about him in my previous blog..( please refer to my previous post to know who am I talking about..)...haha..Oh well..like I said in my previous blog, I attended this talk by him this morning..everything was great..he was being funny and interesting..and we were listening to his talk carefully...He was talking really fast so I was asking Catherine what he said..and then all out the sudden..everyone was staring at me..im like..STUNNED..what happen???? Then i heard something about 'BLOG'..im like SHIT!!!!!!!!!!! He read my blog..@&^#*$&#()

I quickly hide my head under the chair because it is DAMN emberrassing!!! Everyone was like 'Lin...Lin....Lin...' Oh shit..stop saying my name!!!!!! Then I realize he actually say out my blog's name...and mention my NAME!!!!!! 'linlin' oh crap!!!!!!!!! KILL ME PLEASE!!!!! then the people around me keep asking me...'is it you??? lin??'..im like....'STOP SAYING MY NAME!!!!!'

haha...it is really damn emberrassing lo!!!! Normally those famous people...they will have a notification in their HP whenever someone mention their name in the net..so ngam ngam I blogged about him yesterday...so he mentioned it in the talk today!!!!! HOAAAA!!!! He said out my blog's name and my name!!!! everyone was staring...then he even mention about my mum...I joke about it in my previous blog..mana tahu he remember!!!! CRAP!!!!!!

So people!!! Remember..next time dont mention their full name whenever you want to write about someone in your blog...anywhere in the net..because you will never know whether they will ever read it..like me..

PAISEH AR!!!!!!! sobs!!!

Chef in Black

Okay..tomorrow I am going to see Chef in Black..Hip Hip Hooray!!!! For those who dont know him..please watch AFC - Asian Food Channel..haha..He is the Host for the show----- Chef in Black..For me..I think he is astounding smart and creative chef...he is so clever in adapting the local taste into his cuisine..wish I have half of his brains..haha..

Okay..this is what written in his own restaurant's web page about him  ---

Emmanuel Stroobant

The talent behind the establishment, much of the restaurant’s success is due to the commitment and passion of Emmanuel. Trained in a classic 3-michelin star restaurant in Brussels for four years, it appears that this experience greatly benefited him.

He is quite good looking as well..haha..that is the main point people!!!! Can't wait to see him..Tomorrow morning..9.30am...Chef Emmanuel..here I come..I better take more pictures and show my mum..haha..she will be shock!!!!

New drama!!

Currently..I have a new obsession!!! haha..It is Empress Chun Chu ( The Iron Empress )..Yupe!!! It is a Korean Drama..but hey..not that kind of crying and tearing type alright..haha..

The Plot ---- (Taken from Asianmediawiki)

‘The Iron Empress’ is the granddaughter of Wang Gun, the first emperor of Goryeo. She has inherited her grandfather´s vision as well as his Great Spirit. The empress fights against the enemies trying to collapse Goryeo, and called as ‘The Iron Empress’ who gets rid of her brother, son, and even her lover, for the good of the empire.

The reason why I watch this drama is because the the younger version of the empress is so pretty..and she is has a very stern and strong character in the drama..i likey!!!  I dont know how is the ending because it is a really new drama..even in Korea..but it is higly rated..

EH!!! what am I doing?? I am suppose to study right??haha..

Tuesday post

Long time didnt blog already..Im getting lazier..sobs..not good not good..Oh well..life is still the same..nothing much..Chinese New Year had ended though..Sobs...guess have to wait for next year to go for another round of cards???gosh..miss those times man..

Went back to Seremban last weekend..and my parents was so surprise that I came home so early..they assumed that I will stay in KL for awhile before i came home..HEY!!!! why is it so weird that i go home huh??? weird..We went for steamboat on Sunday though..Suddenly my dad has the mood to go out and eat..Normally he will say save money and eat at home..this and that..suddenly go out and eat steamboat..some more under my brother's suggestion..OH MY..ask me mer..I am the expert..keke..

Monday was Chap Goh Mei and Thaipusam..nothing special also..I thought that KL will be packed with people and I will be squashed like shit in KTM and LRT..mana tahu..quite okay wor..OHHH!!! I went to KLCC and walked alone..and I was carrying my laptop bag with me..haha..kinda look like a bagpacker..I am so proud of myself..but then hor..after walking for more than one hour, my back started to ached like hell..haha..pathetic..While walking..I really feel like fainting because I didnt eat much..then I ate ALONE le..geng lo..and damn weird also..haha..everyone got boyfriend la..got friends la..and here I am..eating alone..Dont ask me where is my boyfriend..He got project to do in Mid Valley..So I have to go back all by myself..sobs..

Today..realize that someone actually felt the same  thing as me..I thought I was the weird one..Well..as i said..no one is perfect in this world..So I choose to close my eyes and close my ears..There are damn alot of fakers in this world..so why bother them..no point..waste my breath only..So people..when you know that someone you know is a pretender..no need to waste your tears..because they dont deserve it..^^

AND!!! my old penyakit came back and haunt me!!!! ish..as I said before..I have this very 'little' problem..that is I think too much..until I can be so freaking down that type..YUPE..thats me..sobs...I really need to tell myself not to think so much man..it is really not helping me at all..control your feelings ZHI LIN..you can do it..

Alright..good night people..I am quite tired after service..loves

Taylor on fire

Haha..News travels DAMN fast nowadays..from blogs to facebook..everywhere...Im sure that you tube will have the video uploaded soon..Wayne..kao sai lei la..haha...

Well..what happened was our college was on FIRE!!!!! and it is not fire drill..keke..why I sounded like I am damn happy..because I am not in that building..^^and I am really 'impressed' with our Malaysians behavior...haha..

Okay..We were having our French Class as usual..then the fire alarm started to ring..We were like..is this another prank??? Last time when we were having French Class, the bell rang once and it was a work of a student..So we are assuming that it was another prank..Our 'dearest' Ms Phylis went out and check and never came back..she just left us in the classroom..HEY!!!! Sendiri lari diri dulu la..haha...

Fine..then we walked out of the class since everyone is leaving..from our buliding..we can actually see the building on fire opposite..oh well..I think everyone went over exagerated a bit..it was just a small fire with lots of smoke..Adrian Yao saw us and he actually shouted at us..haha..fine..we go down lo..Everyone have to leave the building by what??? STAIRS!!! oh babi..our class is on the 9th floor..and I am wearing a real high heels..DIE..fine fine...no choice right..so we walk and we walk..

When we reached ground floor..HoA!!! The crowd is just amazing la..haha..Everyone is crowding oursite to see where is the fire..People taking out their phones to take picture..People pointing at the buliding gosiping..Some just stand outside and join the crowd..sigh..

I think there were three fire bomba came with the siren...two police cars speeding towards our college..What 'amazed' me was the reaction of the crowd when they came..they were basically 'cheering' when the fire bomba arived..HELLO??? Never seen firemen before ar??? what is the huge fuss?? I really dont get it..haha..Guess what I did?? I went home peacefully..and laughing at the whole incident..haha..

What is so funny is that we dont take fire drills seriously..whenever the fire alarm went off..we just assume it is a prank..So if we really get caught in the buliding..I think no one will actually survive..CHOI!!! touch wood..hope that will never happen la..haha.. and the second thing is our Malaysian spirit!! whenever things like this happen..the first thing they will do is..take a picture of it and sent it over to The Star to get the RM50 reward..After taking picture..they will start posing with their canggih handphone..no joke..people really does that..Last but not least. there are people like me..who dont really care about what is going on and just want to go home to have a nice and peaceful sleep..haha..

Happy Belated Birthday post

So I am officially 20th years old already..OMG..is it a good thing or a bad thing..can someone tell me??haha..

Oh well..since this year my birthday falls on Reunion Dinner..I can not complain much because no one celebrates with me on that day..i just have to imagine the whole world is celebrating with me..haha..

My birthday this year..oh well..I am happy because of something..and I am somehow dissapointed with sommething...Dissapointment because I kind of aspecting something better or should I say with more efforts being put in by him..but oh well..I cant complain much..he asked me to choose what I want..because He doesnt know what to get for me as he said he gave me everything already..hmmm...hmmm...In the end..I choose this..because I dont want to burn a hole in his pocket..

Well..I like this HP hanger alot..haha..because of the LOVE in love and a cute little small love ring in the end..

As for this present..I love it as well..it is the effort that was put in it that really touches me..haha..not many people will spend so much effort in something for me..So thank you so so much for this..I really appreciate it..<3

Okay..seriously..do I look like I am 20 years old???hmmm...Please tell me not..haha..thank you very much...

My family tree!!!

Alright...It is time to show you guys my family..I seldom have the chance to take picture with all my family..but since it is Chinese New Year and I finally dare to show my parents I bought my camera..keke..I manage to catch some of the Reunion Dinner glimpse..

Okay..Everything starts from here...My Uncle ( middle ) is the eldest in the family..Aunt ( left ) is the second child and My dad ( right ) is the youngest..

ALERT!!! Here are the machos one..The guys in my family..7 of them..They are trying so hard to be macho..so just like them be la..haha

I love this picture of me and my brothers..probably because I look so fair..haha
And this is me and my brothers...From the left..Zhi Liang...me ofcourse..Zhi Jun and Zhi Xiong..yes yes..we are all zhi zhi zhi..haha..

Okay...so this is the BIG family picture..haha..actually my family is really not that big..well..My Uncle has four children..two daughters and two sons..My aunt adopted one son..and my family ofcourse..one daughter (me!!!) and three sons...Small but warm...keke..

My uncle and his family stayed in Singapore..and My aunt stayed in Melaka..but most of the time they will come back to Seremban..So..we still each other a few times in a year..

CNY!!!

So how did your Chinese New Year and holidays went??? Mine was okay okay..nothing special..This year Chinese New Year Celebration was different compare with my previous year..Probably because my birthday falls on Reunion Dinner, my singapore relatives came earlier and our reunion dinner was push forward..and my family had a second reunion dinner with my mother side this year...hmm...

This year..I did not invited anyone to my open house..because I need to go to Jason's Open house on the same day..and my lovely brothers invited TONNES and MILLIONS of friends to our house..so our food ran out so fast until some of their friend did not get to eat..So thank god I did not invite more people..keke..talking about going to Jason's house..which is also something new for me..I met some people that I have not met since secondary school..how 'awesome' can that be..ahaha..The next day..Me and the girls went house hooping as usual..haha..met Tzyy Jia..I have not seen her since ages ago..and yea girl..I really salute you for being able to think so 

rasionally eventhough it hurts so much..way to go girl..and all the best to you..

Since it is Chinese New Year..you can never stop eating and eating..since everyone was saying that I am too thin..and 'flat'..haha..I fed myself occasionally whenever I felt hungry...haha..I dont starve myself alright..and I always eat like normal human does..what I miss the most from Chinese New Year will be the Prawn crackers and Acar..heaven baby..haha..ohyea..talking about 'flat'..since my lovely cousin said that the 'Maximisor' from La Senze can work miracles..from nothing to 'HoAAA'..haha..I really went to La Senza yesterday..guess what..I cant find my size..ahaha..it is because they are out of stock so I cant find my size..So please dont think that mine are too small until I cant find any suitable size yea..haha..instead of buying that..I bought the normal push up bra..and hey..La Senza is really La senza..haha..I shall say no more..it is too personal..^^

Well...I shall update more by tomorrow..kinda tired right now..Nights people!!!!!

GONG XI FA CAI

Its CNY time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GONG XI FA CAI everyone..Enjoy your holidays..as for DH 27..haha..good luck in enjoying our last break before our exams sneak in..keke..

As the festive seasons drawing nearer and nearer..I finally felt the CNY mood when I was eating in Banana Leaf in an Indian Restaurant..haha..All the lanterns and pineapple were hanging on the walls..CNY songs were playing in the background..then I realize..CNY is finally here..YES..i felt it in an Indian Restaurant..how funny..

Oh well..HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me as well...haha..not a reminder for everyone that my birthday falls on reunion dinner aka 25 January..which is this sunday..Im turning 20..sobs..which is not a good thing at all..nevermind..I am not expecting any surprises or anything as my birthday is always the same every year..So..My birthday wish..on the top top of my list..May I pass with flying colours for my exams..others..SHHH..secret..keke..anyway..the most important thing is---be happy..thats all..others..you can wait..haha..

Anyway..

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

GONG XI FA CAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thoughts

Life can be fairly simple..Or maybe I should say, life can be happy? Anyhow..this is not an emo post..nothing to do with my love life or whatever..it is just some thought that creeps into my mind..

Simple..I had said for many times..that I used to want my life to be colourful and exciting..everyday full of adventure and challenges..but the fact is..when my life is too 'exciting' and too 'adventurous', it tend to kill me slowly..therefore..I want to live the simple life now..

Why so many anger and dissapointment? Why so many sadness and crying? Is it because you tend to make your life more complicated than it has already been or you just like these 'excitements'? 

As for me..yes..I will talk and mourn about things that are not going on well in my life..this is where I lash out my feelings..sorry..but please bear with me...

I take this as a learning experience in my life..Even if it is a wrong move or bad decision..atleast I had learn something from this..and it has taught me well..Whatever it is..I will just let it follow with the flow..because the more I think..the worst it is..whether it is summer or winter..I will make it Spring..keke..what am I talking here?? I have no idea..

Love yourself more before you love someone else..or want someone else to love you..this is something that I am still learning now..<3

Hotel Trip

Im back..and Im really exhausted..sobs..Slept damn late yesterday..Woke up around 10.30pm..Then I have to rush to the KTM..As I said before..I need to go back to my hotel and get my appraisal forms for IT report which is due on next wednesday..Went with Tony and Alfred joined us after that..

Nothing special about this trip..but it kind of reminded me of the time when I was training in Elcerdo and Pacific Regency..Everyday I have to wake up damn early to catch the train..then have to rush for monorail...walk miles and miles before I reach my destination..Work my ass off everyday..and rush home late at night..and the whole thing will repeat again and again for the entire three months...how sad right..haha

I dropped by at Elcerdo for awhile..and Three of us were invited to the opening of Elcerdito..keke..but once again..three of us..sigh..Max mentioned 3 of us..not one or two..but three..sigh..I really want to go back with both of you..like what we use to do in the past..can anyone just sit down and talk this over??

Pacific regency reminded me of my nightmare..haha..I hate the smell of the staff domitory la..it is just so..pacific..haha..but at last.I manage to get my appraisal forms..thank god..but not that good for Tony..apparently..The HR claimed that Tony did not pass up the form..sad!!!! BAD MANAGEMENT!!!! and guess what..she told us..after you get your form..please leave and dont hang around the hotel!! HELLO!!!!! We are not our staff anymore..who are you to tell us where we should go??? sigh..human human..

and now..Im damn tired..wish I can sleep soundly tonight..keke..

T-I-R-E-D

Today I had a little chat with my dear old training buddy..and what she said is fairly true..Sometimes in a relationship..when It reaches a point when it is almost two years..it is a stage when cooling down takes place..and the 'trust' word comes in.. I have to put my trust to him so everything will not be so complicated..As for me..I am a person who will think alot..too much in fact..therefore..it is my mistake also..

Maybe I am still a baby learning how to walk in this love thingy..therefore I still need some time to adjust in this problem..I dont know what will happen in the future..and yea..I dont hope for too much either..

I am really sleepy at this moment..and I think I did not slept for the entire night yesterday..So Im seriously tired and sleepy..OHHH!!! this morning..I drop my left eye contacts..and I dont have any back up contacts for it..So i have to wear my right eye contacts for my left eyes..DAMN..everything is like so blurry..I suffered for the whole day in college..sobs..

So people who wear contacts..Please get a back up contacts whenever it is so you wont suffer like me..

Today lunch was fairly interesting..we had this fried laksa at SS14 during our long break..FRIED LAKSA..and it was actually really nice..haha..I am soo satisfied and content at this moment..keke..

Tomorrow..Im going back to my dearest Elcerdo to see Max and and get some information for our IT presentation during the finals..and I am going back to my training hotel to collect my appraisal forms which I should collect it last year..sooo..it is not a off day for me tomorrow..sobs..but I still get to see my manager..thumbs up!!!!haha

Just a normal without class friday

oh well..time to blog again..first week of college flies like rocket..and it is already done and over..what I can say is..lots of pressure and lots of things to do..sobs..well..just gonna take it and face it..

OH..I want to complain about something really DUMB!!!  Normally thursday we have three classes..Human Resources Management, French and our Revision class..Our 'lovely' Phylis is not around..So our class ended at 10.30am..and we have 4 hours of break until our next class..GREAT..so we wait..some went makan..some went home and sleep..all of us went back to college at 3pm ..and guess what..the class was postpone until 4.30pm!!!oh bugger!! now we have to wait for another 1.30 hours..since we have so much of time..we went and print out notes in the student lounge..then suddenly say the class cancel pulak..!&@#^*(@&$*(&#$)(*..

WE WAITED FROM 10.30am UNTIL NOW YOU SAY CANCEL!!!!!! 

oh babi..so we started to call this and that to tell them it is cancel..after ten minutes..the college tells us the class is still on..what the !@&@(*$&)(#*$!!!!!!!!!! 

NOW THE CLASSS IS ON AGAIN!! I JUST TOLD EVERYONE TO GO HOME!!!!!!&^*(@&$*#$&(

I tell you..college really suck..next time be more efficien so we can use our time wisely..not by waiting forever...assuming it is cancel and preparing to go home..then suddenly stranded in college again..haiy..

Oh well..sometimes I just dont understand about something..how can his mood swings until that scary..sometimes everything is just nice and fine..then the next time..silent and not talking to me..I wonder what I did..but realize I did nothing but nothing!!! So yea..it is hard..but guess I have to take it???sobs..

people speak people talk

There are so many kind of people in this world..and You cant expect everyone to like you..That is a fact and nothing can change that..Sometimes..there is a limit in everything..Don't aspect everyone to follow the way you want them to..this will just make other people to dislike you..

'Tolerance is the key'..Someone told me that..but it was referring to a relationship..but I guess this word can be used in every situation..

Well..why can such a small small matter snowball into such a huge matter??? I seriously don't get it..and I did not aspect this small little issue will affect so many other things..hmm...

Life can be complicated at times..I guess we just have to open one eyes and close one eyes..and everything will be alright?? Maybe worst..ohwell..just dont want to know so much..and get myself out of trouble..oui??

Alright..talk about something that matters to me..I talked to eunice just now..ahaha..welll...through video call ofcourse..glad that she reached there safely and had settled down..and she showed me the album we made for her..keke..OHHH..she did not cry when she watch my video..how sad..haha..but anyway..take good care of yourself girl!!!!!

Okay..maybe for others he can be iritating..or maybe you just hate him..but to me..he is someone special..yes..he can be mean to me sometimes..but he is just playing and fooling around with me..So i just hope that others will respect that..and don't comment on this matter..because this is my choice..It is my life..whatever that will happen in the future...let it happen..I dont really give damn because I just want to cherish this moment..Maybe I am stupid and blur..but yea..I do love him..

Hopefully today is a great day...^^..and I dont know where is the classroom..SOBS!!!!

First day!!

Term 6 Term 6..The first class was horrible...HORRIBLE..seriously..our lecturer is just so..strict!!! oh well..it is good to push us..but hey!!!its only our first class and we already have a 600 words essay..so call summarize la..oh yea..I kena quite a few times from him..mostly because I was talking..keke..my fault..

Should I start to stress myself from now on??? oh boy..Term 6..I really had a hard time finding for guest and commis this time..guess I need to go for junior hunting soon..haha..Most of the juniors I knew went for training already..So can't ask them to be my guest anymore...Sigh!!!

And I just found out that second term of Higher Diploma you have to go for training already...GOD..i really hated training..mainly because training makes me emo and makes me think of some shitty things..so yea..i HATE training..ish..

Oh PEOPLE...for those who dont really exercise occasionally like ME!!! Better warm up a little before you go for bowling..I went for bowling yesterday..and maybe because I did not wear my heels for quite some time also..My left leg was hurting like hell when I was trying to sleep..just when my left leg did not hurt that much..my right leg started to ached pulak..I have to like pull my legs in the middle of the night...It is really iritating you know..ish..

oh well..I guess I better start working on my essay..ish ish..I hate writting essay!!!!

HUNGRY!!!!!

oh boy..I am really hungry at this moment..crap..I can feel my whole body weakening right now..I NEED FOOD!!!!  I NEED FOOD I NEED FOOD!!! save me people..I NEED FOOD....I din't really eat my dinner yesterday..just cocoa and mee cup...and NOW..IM STARVING!!! nothing is in my stomach...

I NEED FOOD I NEED FOOD I NEED FOOD I NEED FOOD I NEED FOOD I NEED FOOD I NEED FOOD!!!!!

Come here food..Come here food..Come here food..Come here food..Come here food..Come here food

ARGHHHHHHH!!!!

HAPPY!!!!

Allright..everything is back to NORMAL!!! I am sooooo happy!!!!! SERIOUSLY..I am very happy..I felt like I did not see him for ages..and I cant believe I can be so happy when I see him this time..haha..I am like a small kid jumping around...

Seriously..whatever happened..I dont want to ask..and I have no intention to dig and know anything this time..I just want to look into the future and see how it goes..

I dont know whether my theory is right or not..but I can see that he is happy too..maybe it is because he can see that I am really happy..All the sadness that had occured to me for the past two weeks all just flew away..yay!!!

Maybe what other people say is true..Sometimes it is better not to stick together 24/7..Guys need their own space and time to be alone occasionally..and the most important thing of all..have some faith with your partner..OHHHHH!!!! I must not think so much next time..haha..thanks to those who reminded me that..thank you guys..keke..

YUPE!!!! So we are OKAY now..haha..I am soooo relieved and glad..haha..seriously..

Thanks to those who gave me some advice..and thanks to those to were standing by my side when I was damn emo..Sorry..Il try not to be so emo next time..and thanks again...love you guys..keke..

Bye bye Eunice

Im back in KL!! Havent blog since Eunice went to USA right??? Let's talk about Eunice's farewell..actually we wanted to give her a surprise at KLIA..so..I ignored her the whole day to create a illusion saying that forgotten about her departure..I even ask others to not tell her that we are going..

BUT...when we were in the car..driving to KLIA..our dear kar woon told us that she thinks that Eunice knew our plans already..because she so smart and sent the wrong sms to her..the sms suppose to be sent to Wai Mae..but she sent it to Eunice..OH MY..haha..but she called me when we were in the car...and she asked me whether I am following her car or not..I dont know what to answer so I started to laugh..haha..yes..our surprise was not a surprise afterall...DAMN SAD..haha..

Anyway...Eunice mum told us that she knew that we are Eunice's close friends..so ofcourse we will go and sent her off..haha..Well..all of us..we sang 'mungkin nanti', vitamin c and au lang syne for her..and YAY!!! she cried..what the hell..why am I so happy when she cried?? Well..Eunice cried quite a few times..when she was eating her chicken rice..when we sang song for her..when she hugged her families..Well..If I am in her shoes...i guess il cry too..but yea..I am not in her shoes..If it is my family..no one will cry for me lo..haha..serious!!! Because for them..the further I am...the better..this is what my mum always said..haha..and for me..going overseas and study has always been my dream..it will be a new learning experience for me..I will be really excited to go..

Alright..it is picture time-------

We took this before she started to cry..so everyone is still posing nicely..keke..

What I can say is..Me and steph..we are very alert of camera..haha..

Eunice and her families..

We took this before we went and 'surprise' Eunice..haha..

I think she reached Iowa already...I really wanted to know what she thinks of my video..haha..did she cry??? EHH..i put quite a lot of effort in that video lo..haha..just hope that she will enjoy her studies there..and dont eat too many hamburgers..keke..

Im missing her already..sobs..

1st day of 2009

IT'S YEAR 2009!!!!!!
First day of Year 2009 what you did and what you are going to do???
Yesterday..I went for a count down!!!miracle..Of course it is not in town or anything..all the celebrations were canceled..due to something..
I went to Steph's house..and guess what?? I got lost..sobs..It has been a while since I drive in Seremban..and I am ultra unfamiliar with that place..while I am driving..I am like..

'Shit..which way to go?? turn right?? turn left..oh no...wrong way..'

'What the hell are you doing!!! Stick to your lane la!!'

'OH NO?? where am I going?? Its the same round about again..DAMN'

But at last..I managed to reach my destination..my formal Bio tuition parking space..I have to follow Jason's car because I forgotten how to go to Steph's house..I have to admit..My direction really do suck..haha..

What we did?? We eat...and we play dice..yes people..DICE..Steph taught us how to play..but it is kind of fun..Steph's parents dont really allow us to drink unless we show them the 'letter of permission by our parents to allow us to drink'...so..we can't drink when they are around..But we manage to wait until her parents went out only they sneak out the bottles..Guess what they bought..Absolute Mango and Chivas 18 years..Mixtures are--- Lemon tea?? Chrysantimun Tea?? Pineapple Concentrate?? Ermm?? what are all those?? haha..

You know the guys..they like to drink..sekejap saja..everything habis..ahaha..The girls didnt really drink much..but yea..Steph was a bit 'sleepy'..and me..'sleepy and pink' as usual..Dolores..the hero of the day la!!! haha..Since there are so many tomatoes in the house..( guan shoong..me..steph and wong)..We defintely cant stay at home..So we all have to head to Leonard's house to get some air and cool down..

and guess where we count down??? Right outside Steph's front door..haha..why??Because we forgotten about the time..by the time we realize it is 12am..we are outside her door..mai as well count down there..keke..which is really special and weird..haha..and what we did at Leonard's house??? We watch some super OLD Hong Kong Drama..haha..which is quite funny..but..my mind was like flying some where..so I can't really concentrate..

and HEY..It is a miracle that my dad did not scold me for going home late..I was home like 2am..ahaha..and I drove..guess he knew that I grew up already and I should have some fun once in a while?? When I went home..I still can manage to watch Pirates of the Caribean..and I ate popiah..what the hell..haha..

what a day..OH..did I mention..I lost my way when I was driving home too?? yes..I took the LONG LONG way..I was like..ermm..where am i??? haha..The town is so quiet and empty..guess it is because of the funeral..oh well..nothing we can do about it..

What am I doing now?? Finding songs..doing card..for who??? Shh...secret..haha..Il show you guys tomorrow..keke..and Tonight is the night..We are sending Eunice off..Sobs..We have to sent her with a bang right??? I am still working on my video..Alright..guess I better work on it right now..So ciao people..